I miss you, Like Crazy

The vulnerable hour?

Yeah sometimes I have my doubts, my insecurities, shit sometimes I even think you are gay :p (and I still can't prove that 100% !) but then at moments like this nothing else matters and I just want you here with me. At times like these all I can think about is our good moments we've shared, pushing all else aside.. 

Yeah our relationship's tough, and I know I've been a pain in the ass... I say things that I don't mean and I do things without thinking and I give you hell, and I am really lucky to have you still. Thanks for hanging on :p fat butt. 

You'll always be my widdle girl, Andrew John Carreon.

I been loosing myself

I know better than to look at the worst side of things. I've allowed LIFE to make the worst out of me. I need to start looking on the brighter side of things. I need to remind myself that I was the one who made those choices!

Lifes been treating me good, and I just need to realize that. (: I've got it good for me. I am lucky to have 2 special peoples in my life. They cheer me up, and can make the worst turn to the best. I love them both dearly <3 and I am lucky to have them in my life! I need to appreciate what I've got, and work for the better (:

oh'twelve

This is my year baby. I have worked my ass off for this and I will not let anyone put that down for me. Fuck the drama, fuck the trouble. I don't need the extra crap, especially if it's just not worth it and doing me no good. I am soo ready for this year.

This school year is half over already. I am half-way to "accomplished". I can't wait for graduation, prom, and all that there is to offer, to pay off for my hard work! This year is the year, it's going to be a blast. Graduating from highschool, off to college, and starting my life, and doing my best to keep this good thing between me and him going... Hah dam I know we have our good and bad, and for some reason more than other whenever we are around the crew it just turns worse, but the rough just makes us tougher (:

I feel like I am on top of the world, and the celebrating is just beginning.