A bitch

Is how I react when you're treating me the way you do. You're heartless and cold and it fucking hurts. Don't blame me for just reacting to you.

Cuddle Weather

Makes me feel extra lonely :( SIGH.

I miss you... So bad... SOOO bad tonight

Hah dam. It hurts, but it's all a bittersweet feeling because I can't help but smile when I think about you. ...Until I start crying. Till I can't breathe.

One of THOSE Mornings...

I just want to sit around and do nothing and spend my time Sulking away... But I can't. No time for personal healing because I am too busy 'healing'. Hah No time to drop my life, for myself to heal and build up a new one. I am so busy with school and everyone else around me. Living in the fast lane? These problems are not leaving me alone. FUCK!

I want to Move On, my my feelings are Too Strong

‎"trying to forget someone that you love is like trying to remember someone that you never knew think about it I dream about it my nightmares haunting me I can't sleep about it anxiety cant breathe cant live without you the revival of all these verses is my survivial standing at the podium waiting on your arrival one day with no return like usher say 'let it burn' the hardest part of dreaming about someone you love is waking up seeing that person gone you knew it takes seconds to say hello and forever to say goodbye, moving on is easy but what you leave behind is what makes it hard." -tyga Speaks truth. I don't care about how fast you moved on. Yes, it effects me to the sole of my heart, but there's nothing I can do about it. It hurts me that you don't care anymore. But I am not going to try to pretend I moved on just because you did. My feelings were true, and I know people say that I should moved on just because you did, that I am treating myself unfair, but fuck who's treating who unfair? I think it's "unfair" for me to pretend I moved on. It's "unfair" for me to talk to other guys and tell myself I could let them into my heart when I really just can NOT. i don't know how you did it, but I am going to be Fair to myself, and let myself move on at my own pace and not get pressured just because you did. I have feelings... I am sensitive and fragile and vulnerable and I have a heart and I am just trying to be true to myself. I am not going to try to turn myself into a heartless bitch because you did. I feel like I don't know you at all anymore.... Yeah things do change, but there are some stuff about a person that doesn't and that's who they truly are.