Guess somethings you just can't "unsee"

:/ now I know how she feels. For some reason I've always thought having badass parents were cool.... Somewhere in that weird sick head of mines :/ and now I know... It really isn't. This shit is horrifying, and I am not even playing. Breaks my heart to pieces. Goodnight.

Don't

stop it.

why you mad? At least they aren't complaining about their grieves but showing off their happiness. Now that's something to share. Why you even giving them the time of day? Exactly.


Stop. This just makes you look bad. Why, are you the grouch? Hating Christmas?

If someone is showing you that they are happy, you should be happy with them. & if they aren't telling you directly? s.t.f.u thankyouverymuch :D


& seriously. No one cares about what you think about them. So yeah, the world doesn't revolve around you, does that make you mad?

Just felt like I needed to stand up for those couples you talking about(:

"Will you mail this for me?"

The other day, hannah walked into my room and asked for an envelope. I thought hannah & emily were just role-playing so I didn't ask any questions. Hannah then writes:
"To: Ms. Li-Sutchi    From: Hannah & Emily"
& then hands it to me and asks "Is there supposed to be something on this corner? (Top left). And isn't there supposed to be a sticker or something on it?" Poor kid thought the mailman knows everyone on this earth.... The next santa clause? LOL. Turns out my two little sisters wrote a letter to their 1st grade teacher back at their last school. & they were going to "send it in the mailbox!"


I am talking about 7 & 8 year olds here. hahaha. They are so cute (: but to be honest I got annoyed because they made me look up their school's address :(

Sofia

I just can't imagine going through the things you go through. With so much going through your life you are still able to wake up in the morning, get dressed, and come to school just fine. I was used to this in az, I mean, that place was full of tragedies. Broken families, baby dramas, abuse... & during our teenage years there is so much gang pressure and drugs and parties and alcohol and all that crap that gets to us... man. I guess I've always just seen the better side of sf. At least better than what is going on for you.
I don't know where I want to go with this, but I just want to say that you inspire me. You are so strong, and so brave. Keep it up and look after your sister. I will be here for you, and whatever you decide to do with your loved ones. People like you make me realize how lucky I am to be living in such a house, such a home, with parents by my side, and... those benefits.

I feel like I take life for granted. Sometimes I want to just put myself at rock bottom just to feel how it feels, just to be able to learn and appreciate what I have. I guess thats what I am doing, cept I am only feeling the water, I am too scared to jump into it.

bullshit

how are you not blaming him.


No, I guess it will always come back to me too huh? This is so not fucking fair. But I tried my best as a friend. At least I can say I did something about it.

I aint gonn lie. You have been a full bag of shit lately. Its never a good time to say goodbye...

I guess my heart wants what my heart wants, because even after all that happened yesterday night, I still went out and got your valentines day present. Heh... But sorry love, gots to go on break for awhile