So today was a happy day; oh myyy~! My previous posts are LOL. All in all; today was a happy day.
You dont have the same effects you did to me before; I mean I loved how things Were. It was Cute. But uggh boy Im here tryna have a talk and you wayyy outs. Come on now; I dont fucken bite. Fine be a bitch & run; ima catch you one way or another.
>;D
(haha ohkay maybe not buhh...)
I learned something today;
Even if 2 person like each other a LOT LOT LOT. if they were not meant to be; then they were not meant to be. Sometimes even if you guys have mad love for each other, it dont matter. Because something in the middle went wrong, and there's no way of going back into the lovey dovey days. Sometimes its better to let go then to hang on. because hanging on just makes you suffer even more. (oh my i learn a lot HAHAA!!! (: I've always thought of "if you love someone, let them be happy" to be one of the corniest lines ever. You know? I never could understand it, well because I never faced it I guess. But today I see things differently. Oh I am NOT saying I found Love. Oh no no. Coming across Love & being IN Love & Experiencing it are all different. Heh go figure. Long story short; I see that line differently today. Well in one perspective anyways; In the way where 2 love birds is better off part.
Not making sense? Ohkay..... =3
(no this was something I learned. Can't say experienced. Haha. Just cuhs someone got me thinking about it cuhs we were talking & BAMM.)
My heart don't have you anymore. My brain liked the idea of you being there. My heart can care less; my brain wants me to suffer. I think I will stick with "Follow your heart" cause the brain is not thinking right.
&& I know how guys don't like 'talks' & all that bullshyt. buh REALLY THOUGH?! HAHA
nevertheless; I had a happy day.
minnnywinnny (11:43:59 PM): wheres the happy part?
minnnywinnny (11:44:03 PM): O_O
xrawrrzx (11:44:05 PM): HAHA
xrawrrzx (11:44:06 PM): IDKAY
xrawrrzx (11:44:08 PM): IM JUST HAPPY XD
xrawrrzx (11:44:13 PM): its like
minnnywinnny (11:44:14 PM): WTF"S WRONG WITH YOU
minnnywinnny (11:44:18 PM): WHAT ARE U SMOKING
LMFAO! I don't think anyone would understand the me today. Its just; (:
information booth.
- Doll.
- hello world :) Should I warn you I blog like hell? Bi-polar(bears) babeey <3
Nov 30, 2009
nevermindd;
hah who am I lying to;
this is bullshyt.
I need a twix!
or I need to be back in retreat.
This break was NOT long enough! ;O
this is bullshyt.
I need a twix!
or I need to be back in retreat.
This break was NOT long enough! ;O
i Decided to Back Out
I think I've made this decision long ago; im real happy I CAN do it.
yeeeh. independent lady right here >;D
LOL.
I know SOMEONE would be real proud right now.
Btw. The way a female walks can tell a lot about her.
yeeeh. independent lady right here >;D
LOL.
I know SOMEONE would be real proud right now.
Btw. The way a female walks can tell a lot about her.
Im so happy today though
probly cuhs the thing I didn't wanna happen; happened. LOL
BUT HOW WOULD THAT MAKE ME HAPPY!?
Cuhs (: I know I wasnt in this alone. Well Haha at least I thought I knew..
But its all good (:
Im alright.
Thanks for worrying.
(:
BUT HOW WOULD THAT MAKE ME HAPPY!?
Cuhs (: I know I wasnt in this alone. Well Haha at least I thought I knew..
But its all good (:
Im alright.
Thanks for worrying.
(:
Nov 29, 2009
Retreat
it was pretty cool (: I met so much peoples! To tell you the truth I hated it at first. I hated the idea that I was there spending thanksgiving without my family.
I also realized that I don't ever recall a thanksgiving dinner like any other thanksgiving dinner. We are barely as a family, no turkey no mash potatoes no family no love. Well at least I dont recall any of those. I want one of those thanksgiving dinner where everyone is hyped for cooking, the house would smell of turkey and potatoes and biscuits. && we would be there waiting for one after one to arrive...
I really hated the first night.
Then there was session. During the first night I went into the English Service. Pastor Sonny Wan was pretty awesome (: no one fell asleep even though it was kinda late. Haha. (: He goes to same church as bestiee;;
Met Nina (: && other roommates. They were all from the san jose church; it was pretty cool. SF church had too little kids ;O
Hmmm Breakfast was pretty bomb, mainly cuhs I didnt have to cook it and it was actually food :D
Tried out Teen Session (: Liked it. Went Swimminggg~~!!!! Hayee~ Hot tub & all. muahaha. Helluh pimpin''
Met the kiddos from san jose, they were pretty cool(:
Lunch. Session. LOL Smiles. Strip poker o.o shirley temple. truth and dare. PIE. OMG. && MOREEEE SHIRLEY TEMPLES. &&
lol.
Slow dance was cute xD I think that was the first slow dance I did with a guyy;
&& got kissed on the cheek. && had to confess who I liked. && had to kiss this one guys elbow?! -.-'' xD && i got LICKED. lmfaooo~~ on the arm. Oh these weirddd kids.
It was pretty dope though we were all hanging out (: && Ayoo.
You were there to show me comfort & love when I was at my worst, don't make me fall for you.
Until next time;;
Ohkay real talk. In a spiritual sense I loved teh retreat. It made me realize how much I needed God. I know I have drifted away but then I then realized that I need him, a LOT.
Seee the speaker said, God does NOT need us. He really doesn't. We are not required. But he WANTS us. He Loves us. He is not Required to love us, but he did.
See it got me thinking. Gave the word "Need" a whole new meaning.
&& Once again; it hit me that EVERYTHING is a blessing. James 1:2
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I also realized that I don't ever recall a thanksgiving dinner like any other thanksgiving dinner. We are barely as a family, no turkey no mash potatoes no family no love. Well at least I dont recall any of those. I want one of those thanksgiving dinner where everyone is hyped for cooking, the house would smell of turkey and potatoes and biscuits. && we would be there waiting for one after one to arrive...
I really hated the first night.
Then there was session. During the first night I went into the English Service. Pastor Sonny Wan was pretty awesome (: no one fell asleep even though it was kinda late. Haha. (: He goes to same church as bestiee;;
Met Nina (: && other roommates. They were all from the san jose church; it was pretty cool. SF church had too little kids ;O
Hmmm Breakfast was pretty bomb, mainly cuhs I didnt have to cook it and it was actually food :D
Tried out Teen Session (: Liked it. Went Swimminggg~~!!!! Hayee~ Hot tub & all. muahaha. Helluh pimpin''
Met the kiddos from san jose, they were pretty cool(:
Lunch. Session. LOL Smiles. Strip poker o.o shirley temple. truth and dare. PIE. OMG. && MOREEEE SHIRLEY TEMPLES. &&
lol.
Slow dance was cute xD I think that was the first slow dance I did with a guyy;
&& got kissed on the cheek. && had to confess who I liked. && had to kiss this one guys elbow?! -.-'' xD && i got LICKED. lmfaooo~~ on the arm. Oh these weirddd kids.
It was pretty dope though we were all hanging out (: && Ayoo.
You were there to show me comfort & love when I was at my worst, don't make me fall for you.
Until next time;;
Ohkay real talk. In a spiritual sense I loved teh retreat. It made me realize how much I needed God. I know I have drifted away but then I then realized that I need him, a LOT.
Seee the speaker said, God does NOT need us. He really doesn't. We are not required. But he WANTS us. He Loves us. He is not Required to love us, but he did.
See it got me thinking. Gave the word "Need" a whole new meaning.
&& Once again; it hit me that EVERYTHING is a blessing. James 1:2
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What Can I Say
Amy happy birthday!!(or belated? Buh i wasnt late yesterday muahahha)
I love you(: && love is a huge wordd.
&& I love your bravery;;
I am glad I get to come back to spend your birthday with you (: hehe. Remember the HUGEEE baby bottle of stars?(:
We are like Sisters.
I love you(: && love is a huge wordd.
&& I love your bravery;;
I am glad I get to come back to spend your birthday with you (: hehe. Remember the HUGEEE baby bottle of stars?(:
We are like Sisters.
Nov 27, 2009
Nov 26, 2009
Retreat
Sooooooooo......
I'm here in the room hoggin roomies iPhone heh. I'm so materialistic! Turned off my phone for two whole hours today. Felt good, hah bbuhhhhh helluh busted my phone when I turned it back on n all the txts pop out lol. Buy it's all good.
I didn't kno anyone so kinda lonely. Actually VERY lonelyyyy. Sigh. Sad thanksgiving.
I'm here in the room hoggin roomies iPhone heh. I'm so materialistic! Turned off my phone for two whole hours today. Felt good, hah bbuhhhhh helluh busted my phone when I turned it back on n all the txts pop out lol. Buy it's all good.
I didn't kno anyone so kinda lonely. Actually VERY lonelyyyy. Sigh. Sad thanksgiving.
502
i.love.you
in mando(:
sooo;
today was pretty bombb >;D had a great time. Watched 2012 with duckateers & birthday girl. Heh I HADD to do SOMETHING since I wasn't gonn be there on sat ;O
Went to baby-after-shower party thingiee. Haha I don't know what it's called... You know how americans have babyshowers? Where you have a party BEFORE the baby is born? Well asians have this party thing one month after a baby is born.Went to buffet(: dragged amy with me, was missing a few peoples though ;o
there was "a lot of cute relatives" o.o AHAHA. lies -.-''
I didn't even know half of the peoples that were there... I realized Chinese peoples are not really close with their relatives. It seems like chinese relatives only take benefits from each other and gossip gossip gossip. Pinoy & Viet fams seem so lovely atm (:
Daddy gets me mad.
Went cameracrazy at the buffet. Hehe it was an awesome night.
Motivations? Oh yes hunnay(:
Supposed to be packing for the retreat. Eeeek. Its TOMORROW. well actually today... Its already 2. I missed 1:43 =x
haha.
I didn't even realize. Thought it was only around 9?! -.-''
Gonn stay off the blog for a few days during the retreat. Lets hope I don't have my period =x cuhs theres a pool ;O OMG. lol.
Ohhh more motivations foshoo(:
in mando(:
sooo;
today was pretty bombb >;D had a great time. Watched 2012 with duckateers & birthday girl. Heh I HADD to do SOMETHING since I wasn't gonn be there on sat ;O
Went to baby-after-shower party thingiee. Haha I don't know what it's called... You know how americans have babyshowers? Where you have a party BEFORE the baby is born? Well asians have this party thing one month after a baby is born.Went to buffet(: dragged amy with me, was missing a few peoples though ;o
there was "a lot of cute relatives" o.o AHAHA. lies -.-''
I didn't even know half of the peoples that were there... I realized Chinese peoples are not really close with their relatives. It seems like chinese relatives only take benefits from each other and gossip gossip gossip. Pinoy & Viet fams seem so lovely atm (:
Daddy gets me mad.
Went cameracrazy at the buffet. Hehe it was an awesome night.
Motivations? Oh yes hunnay(:
Supposed to be packing for the retreat. Eeeek. Its TOMORROW. well actually today... Its already 2. I missed 1:43 =x
haha.
I didn't even realize. Thought it was only around 9?! -.-''
Gonn stay off the blog for a few days during the retreat. Lets hope I don't have my period =x cuhs theres a pool ;O OMG. lol.
Ohhh more motivations foshoo(:
Nov 25, 2009
YAAW
do you remember the essay I wrote introducing myself a while ago?
Oh make me feel guiltyy >.>'' I love dancing oh yes I do. But then I already have decided that will NOT be my career.... Its just. I dont know I think that's been a crashed shooting star; ><'' Lately I have been thinking a lot about therepy and pysicalscience. What do you think?
But right now... I just got a email from Young Artists At Work saying they want me to go in for a interview. I am scared =x and worried. I have recently seen some of the videos they have posted on their youtube page and well; its what I have gotten tired of. It was mostly of modern and jazz, & ballet. These are all dances I have tried and learned and well I have experienced many fun things from it, I just never liked it too much....
Should I still make a appointment? =x
Ayo.
Oh make me feel guiltyy >.>'' I love dancing oh yes I do. But then I already have decided that will NOT be my career.... Its just. I dont know I think that's been a crashed shooting star; ><'' Lately I have been thinking a lot about therepy and pysicalscience. What do you think?
But right now... I just got a email from Young Artists At Work saying they want me to go in for a interview. I am scared =x and worried. I have recently seen some of the videos they have posted on their youtube page and well; its what I have gotten tired of. It was mostly of modern and jazz, & ballet. These are all dances I have tried and learned and well I have experienced many fun things from it, I just never liked it too much....
Should I still make a appointment? =x
Ayo.
Nov 24, 2009
I wish I blogged before my mood got killed.
Its yes or no.
simple as that.
fuckk.
&&
not everything is MY FAULT.
There are way too many things that have different meanings.
Man. Think about it before you say it; EVERYTHING is a TWO-WAY-THING.
Something you say can put someone else into a hell hole without you knowing it; &&
Putting yourself down lowers them down too; I dont give a fuck.
Why you gotta put others down? Better yet; Why you gotta put yourself down!? Best believe its always a Two-Way-Thing
simple as that.
fuckk.
&&
not everything is MY FAULT.
There are way too many things that have different meanings.
Man. Think about it before you say it; EVERYTHING is a TWO-WAY-THING.
Something you say can put someone else into a hell hole without you knowing it; &&
Putting yourself down lowers them down too; I dont give a fuck.
Why you gotta put others down? Better yet; Why you gotta put yourself down!? Best believe its always a Two-Way-Thing
Seeing you guys
reminds me once again why I don't want to get into the whole 'Relationships' mess.
Its crazy how feelings can be all you depend on, I mean. I know for a fact I won't be able to handle it. I just won't let myself get into that kind of torture. Its scary. Its dark. I'll stay away.
That boy can end up all you lean on, all you depend on, all you care about...
I just can't see myself going through that Hell.
Puppylove?
I think I can wait.
Its crazy how feelings can be all you depend on, I mean. I know for a fact I won't be able to handle it. I just won't let myself get into that kind of torture. Its scary. Its dark. I'll stay away.
That boy can end up all you lean on, all you depend on, all you care about...
I just can't see myself going through that Hell.
Puppylove?
I think I can wait.
Nov 23, 2009
Dangerous
oh yes you are, even 20-year-long friend told me so.
hahaa (: I love heart to heart talk with you.
Today was an awesome day; why? Blame the weather (: It was just that awesome.
Day started feeling dumb and stoopid. Didn't even feel like saying hi. But then I felt nice cuhs they said hi to me first instead; everyone (: hehe. Thennn all my classes went off easy. We didn't really do anything hehe. & oh gee you made me smile oh yes you did. Because of how dorky I sounded lol. Buht then you know why else you make me smile? Knowing that I can smile at all the sweet things between you two (: its a nice feeling. I smile naturally knowing you guys are happyy (: heheeee.~
Oh now pleaseee let it go; && act as if you can just vent on how many cute things he do like he would with anyone else. I know whats up; hehe. && believe me I am smiling non-stop even doing this post (:
You feel me?
lol!
Lunch was pretty good; heh. Kinda sad how we don't have any clubs this week; buht Im happy that I am going to shadow lowell tomorrow (:
HEHEHEHEE<333
Cousin came from santa cruz todayy; I went to MLK to wait for that nieegrow till it was reallly dark. Saw elisa and diana & billy too :D
Went to pho(: with kelly & andrew. Ate. Its nice though cuhs we talk & stuff no more fighting! LOL.
I remember we used to FIGHT fight back then when we were small; haha such a bad cousin -.-''
But now we are all close haha well at least we tell each other stuff :D
HMMMM. Oh & then met up with thee bestie & walked home. they both seem to like each other :D well non-homo wise. lol thats nice (;
It was fun (: hehe. (omg its my songgg~ obsession- frankie j.)
Hehe I love how you can rely on me, the trust <3 Hehe NO OF COURSE I AM NOT HAPPY YOU CRIED!! I'm happy we shared teary times together <3
Todays been such a nice day; I hope tomorrow will be the same!
MUAHAHAHHAA<3
hahaa (: I love heart to heart talk with you.
Today was an awesome day; why? Blame the weather (: It was just that awesome.
Day started feeling dumb and stoopid. Didn't even feel like saying hi. But then I felt nice cuhs they said hi to me first instead; everyone (: hehe. Thennn all my classes went off easy. We didn't really do anything hehe. & oh gee you made me smile oh yes you did. Because of how dorky I sounded lol. Buht then you know why else you make me smile? Knowing that I can smile at all the sweet things between you two (: its a nice feeling. I smile naturally knowing you guys are happyy (: heheeee.~
Oh now pleaseee let it go; && act as if you can just vent on how many cute things he do like he would with anyone else. I know whats up; hehe. && believe me I am smiling non-stop even doing this post (:
You feel me?
lol!
Lunch was pretty good; heh. Kinda sad how we don't have any clubs this week; buht Im happy that I am going to shadow lowell tomorrow (:
HEHEHEHEE<333
Cousin came from santa cruz todayy; I went to MLK to wait for that nieegrow till it was reallly dark. Saw elisa and diana & billy too :D
Went to pho(: with kelly & andrew. Ate. Its nice though cuhs we talk & stuff no more fighting! LOL.
I remember we used to FIGHT fight back then when we were small; haha such a bad cousin -.-''
But now we are all close haha well at least we tell each other stuff :D
HMMMM. Oh & then met up with thee bestie & walked home. they both seem to like each other :D well non-homo wise. lol thats nice (;
It was fun (: hehe. (omg its my songgg~ obsession- frankie j.)
Hehe I love how you can rely on me, the trust <3 Hehe NO OF COURSE I AM NOT HAPPY YOU CRIED!! I'm happy we shared teary times together <3
Todays been such a nice day; I hope tomorrow will be the same!
MUAHAHAHHAA<3
Nov 22, 2009
I used to see you as Superman
now I see you as a homeless drunk. No you are not homeless. You just act like you don't have any responsibilities anymore. No you are not a drunk; You are not a alcoholic. You are just a jerk though.
You have all the symptoms.
You have all the symptoms.
i Hate you so much.
You say you are scared of me turning 'bad'.
I will show you exactly who is teaching me;
I will show you exactly who is teaching me;
Clumsy
Cause I'm falling in Lovee;
haha, ohkay maybe not falling in love. You can even say falling out of, but definitely NOT love (:
Buh damm I have been tripping and falling all over the place today!!! Literally; Tripping. I hurt my toesies =x
First I tripped on the stairs at church SO EMBARASSING! lol. I had to play it cool~ you know (smiling with sunglasses then a sparkle comes off my teeth kinda cool >;D)
&& Plus I was on the phone ><'' Then I tripped like twice at home; slipping & tumbling ;O Oh gee gotta watch where I'm going ><'' or else ima end up with big big booboos ;O
haha, ohkay maybe not falling in love. You can even say falling out of, but definitely NOT love (:
Buh damm I have been tripping and falling all over the place today!!! Literally; Tripping. I hurt my toesies =x
First I tripped on the stairs at church SO EMBARASSING! lol. I had to play it cool~ you know (smiling with sunglasses then a sparkle comes off my teeth kinda cool >;D)
&& Plus I was on the phone ><'' Then I tripped like twice at home; slipping & tumbling ;O Oh gee gotta watch where I'm going ><'' or else ima end up with big big booboos ;O
L.O.L Smileyface
i have no idea why that song is stuck in my head. haha.
Hannah&Emily had just finished decorating their paper airplanes (they stole paper from me even after I said no they can't get some! ;O) && Hannah asks
"sister do you know what I am going to do with them?"
"huh?"
"I am going to sell them at school! :D"
"Your gonna go bankrupt"
LOL.
Today had been a weird day. Not really. No. It just was a normal boring day. Went to lily's house to hang out with her and we were desperately looking for a good romance movie; well I was anyways. I wanted one of those films that you can laugh and have a good cry over, but "Awwwwhh ><'' -blush" at the end of the movie. hehe.
Cept I can't find any! EEEk!
&& I really hate the movie the notebook. I never finished that movie; I just didn't like it at all.
Retreat this upcoming week! Gonn spend the thanksgiving with the family && have a dinner party for my sister for being one month (helluh past man! Its like 1&half month now!) looking forward to it though. Heheh & hopefully Wednesday will be a good day; Sorry I can't be there on Saturday Amy! ;O I'll bake you a cake another timee~
Buh happy sweet one-year-older (:
Hannah&Emily had just finished decorating their paper airplanes (they stole paper from me even after I said no they can't get some! ;O) && Hannah asks
"sister do you know what I am going to do with them?"
"huh?"
"I am going to sell them at school! :D"
"Your gonna go bankrupt"
LOL.
Today had been a weird day. Not really. No. It just was a normal boring day. Went to lily's house to hang out with her and we were desperately looking for a good romance movie; well I was anyways. I wanted one of those films that you can laugh and have a good cry over, but "Awwwwhh ><'' -blush" at the end of the movie. hehe.
Cept I can't find any! EEEk!
&& I really hate the movie the notebook. I never finished that movie; I just didn't like it at all.
Retreat this upcoming week! Gonn spend the thanksgiving with the family && have a dinner party for my sister for being one month (helluh past man! Its like 1&half month now!) looking forward to it though. Heheh & hopefully Wednesday will be a good day; Sorry I can't be there on Saturday Amy! ;O I'll bake you a cake another timee~
Buh happy sweet one-year-older (:
Homework
I run to you every time I have a problem.
I spill my emotions to you...
No.
not really;
but you are always there every single day
You are free;
&& you are
just Waiting...
Patiently.
Until you get a big fat F stamped on your face.
Oh gee homework;
do I have to start calling you my best friend?
I spill my emotions to you...
No.
not really;
but you are always there every single day
You are free;
&& you are
just Waiting...
Patiently.
Until you get a big fat F stamped on your face.
Oh gee homework;
do I have to start calling you my best friend?
I Need You To Hold Me Save In Your Arms
& rock me slowly...
right now I feel like my emotions have no where to go. All I can do is hold myself and hide; hoping someone would find me and take my away from here. I cant even write my true feelings on here anymore. I dont trust myself.
I dont trust myself to let them read it. Its too much. Maybe in a few days, weeks, months.... Years.
(:
Nah fuck. You can suck.
HAHA.
blog killer.
right now I feel like my emotions have no where to go. All I can do is hold myself and hide; hoping someone would find me and take my away from here. I cant even write my true feelings on here anymore. I dont trust myself.
I dont trust myself to let them read it. Its too much. Maybe in a few days, weeks, months.... Years.
(:
Nah fuck. You can suck.
HAHA.
blog killer.
I guess I did Slipp
since afterall; my butts aching =x
Blame myself! Already had so many bruises!! && lately its always from the same stupid table. Yes Im calling you an idiotic table! ;O
I should tell dada to kick you out of the house. Dam table.
Today I felt like I needed a good cry, I mean. I rather sniffle from crying than sniffle from sickness, because crying dont last. Sickness stays for a few days. Let me cry and get this over with!
Am I making sense? =x (I'm spelling sense right! :D lol)
I felt like just sitting in the tub and let the water run on my head, hold myself, and cry.
Blame myself! Already had so many bruises!! && lately its always from the same stupid table. Yes Im calling you an idiotic table! ;O
I should tell dada to kick you out of the house. Dam table.
Today I felt like I needed a good cry, I mean. I rather sniffle from crying than sniffle from sickness, because crying dont last. Sickness stays for a few days. Let me cry and get this over with!
Am I making sense? =x (I'm spelling sense right! :D lol)
I felt like just sitting in the tub and let the water run on my head, hold myself, and cry.
L.O.L SmileyFace
amy (11:47:44 PM): are you having any big questions today?!
xrawrrzx (11:52:09 PM): o.o?
xrawrrzx (11:52:12 PM): big questions?
amy (11:53:46 PM): your horoscope
amy (11:53:46 PM): You need to come up with some serious answers to some big questions today -- but that's not such a hard thing to do for you! Just make sure that you're seeing all sides of the issues at hand.
xrawrrzx (11:57:00 PM): >.>''
xrawrrzx (11:57:02 PM): eeek
amy (11:57:58 PM): ekkkkkk
amy (11:58:02 PM): true or not true ?:O
xrawrrzx (11:58:12 PM): huh??
xrawrrzx (11:58:16 PM): my horiscope?
xrawrrzx (11:58:18 PM): haha WOW
xrawrrzx (11:58:25 PM): i think i might know what quest
xrawrrzx (11:58:26 PM): iion
xrawrrzx (11:58:29 PM): buh that questions been there
xrawrrzx (11:58:31 PM): ever since
xrawrrzx (11:58:32 PM): forever.
xrawrrzx (11:58:32 PM): lol
xrawrrzx (11:58:39 PM): && still no answer -x
amy (11:58:48 PM): O__O!
amy (11:58:49 PM): WHOA
amy (11:58:54 PM): thats big
xrawrrzx (11:59:20 PM): lol
xrawrrzx (11:59:32 PM): yea so amyu
xrawrrzx (11:59:38 PM): why dont you answer that question for me
xrawrrzx (11:59:49 PM): am i HIV postive?
LOL.
i love my sense of humor.(: dont you?
amy (12:02:00 AM): & yes
amy (12:02:01 AM): yes you are
amy (12:02:06 AM): & dont look at me
amy (12:02:08 AM): wasnt me :O!
xrawrrzx (11:52:09 PM): o.o?
xrawrrzx (11:52:12 PM): big questions?
amy (11:53:46 PM): your horoscope
amy (11:53:46 PM): You need to come up with some serious answers to some big questions today -- but that's not such a hard thing to do for you! Just make sure that you're seeing all sides of the issues at hand.
xrawrrzx (11:57:00 PM): >.>''
xrawrrzx (11:57:02 PM): eeek
amy (11:57:58 PM): ekkkkkk
amy (11:58:02 PM): true or not true ?:O
xrawrrzx (11:58:12 PM): huh??
xrawrrzx (11:58:16 PM): my horiscope?
xrawrrzx (11:58:18 PM): haha WOW
xrawrrzx (11:58:25 PM): i think i might know what quest
xrawrrzx (11:58:26 PM): iion
xrawrrzx (11:58:29 PM): buh that questions been there
xrawrrzx (11:58:31 PM): ever since
xrawrrzx (11:58:32 PM): forever.
xrawrrzx (11:58:32 PM): lol
xrawrrzx (11:58:39 PM): && still no answer -x
amy (11:58:48 PM): O__O!
amy (11:58:49 PM): WHOA
amy (11:58:54 PM): thats big
xrawrrzx (11:59:20 PM): lol
xrawrrzx (11:59:32 PM): yea so amyu
xrawrrzx (11:59:38 PM): why dont you answer that question for me
xrawrrzx (11:59:49 PM): am i HIV postive?
LOL.
i love my sense of humor.(: dont you?
amy (12:02:00 AM): & yes
amy (12:02:01 AM): yes you are
amy (12:02:06 AM): & dont look at me
amy (12:02:08 AM): wasnt me :O!
Nov 21, 2009
Ehh
I am currently looking for a new template =x
DOMO!
Cept gee its so confusing; blogger keep saying theres a problem with the code and tadeeh-dadeeh-daa~.
I am still sick! Though I am staying up so late =x eeeh should go sleep.
:O
Goodnights (:
Im so hungryy;
Guess what?
I found out today; just now that we are supposed to brush our teeth about 5 min each day... well at least 10 min per day.
o.o i should time myself next time... lol.
DOMO!
Cept gee its so confusing; blogger keep saying theres a problem with the code and tadeeh-dadeeh-daa~.
I am still sick! Though I am staying up so late =x eeeh should go sleep.
:O
Goodnights (:
Im so hungryy;
Guess what?
I found out today; just now that we are supposed to brush our teeth about 5 min each day... well at least 10 min per day.
o.o i should time myself next time... lol.
Whatcha Think?
new layout againnn;
its so plain&
I dislike how theres no tool bar thingie-majig on the top ;O
buht then its alright.
&& it dont show the time of my posts anymore =x
eeek.
heh well its gonn be for temp until i find a better one (:
its so plain&
I dislike how theres no tool bar thingie-majig on the top ;O
buht then its alright.
&& it dont show the time of my posts anymore =x
eeek.
heh well its gonn be for temp until i find a better one (:
Nov 20, 2009
Eeek Almost Slipped!
so i almost melted for you;
oh you (:
Just your eyes meeting mines; your smile. Oyee boy you are on fire =3
Soo today;;
Had a really bad case of the headaches =x it killed so bad I thought I was gonn faint RIGHT THERE.
I just told everyone to get away from me; didnt even bothering saying bye to some people just because of the fact I was SOOO irritated!
I felt like a jerk; buh then asdfasdf GRRR.
hehe (:
Went home and took a hot hot shower. It was a killer headache! I was just sitting inside the tube staring into space. ;O (kinda scart scene hah dont you think?)
Then went and slept; cuddling with my blanket. I think I was just laying there I dont know o.O its one of those moments where you dont know if you were sleeping or just laying there. Even if I DID sleep; I can tell you I didn't get to sleep long =x cuhsen little ninjas keep jumping into my room screaming and yelling. I was moody =x & bipolar. Hehee (:
ayoo; =x it dont even matter anymore lahh~ LOL. Just, dont.
oh you (:
Just your eyes meeting mines; your smile. Oyee boy you are on fire =3
Soo today;;
Had a really bad case of the headaches =x it killed so bad I thought I was gonn faint RIGHT THERE.
I just told everyone to get away from me; didnt even bothering saying bye to some people just because of the fact I was SOOO irritated!
I felt like a jerk; buh then asdfasdf GRRR.
hehe (:
Went home and took a hot hot shower. It was a killer headache! I was just sitting inside the tube staring into space. ;O (kinda scart scene hah dont you think?)
Then went and slept; cuddling with my blanket. I think I was just laying there I dont know o.O its one of those moments where you dont know if you were sleeping or just laying there. Even if I DID sleep; I can tell you I didn't get to sleep long =x cuhsen little ninjas keep jumping into my room screaming and yelling. I was moody =x & bipolar. Hehee (:
ayoo; =x it dont even matter anymore lahh~ LOL. Just, dont.
Nov 19, 2009
Heheh & Guess Who's In FYC?
Ohh im in filipinoy club (: its cooolll~
LOL. Todays my second day there, guess who I saw? Meowwh? AHHAHAA! =3
We played a game in there where we have to pass a sticky note to each other throw our lips; i ran away from my group =x such a bad team-member! ;O I was scared =x lol. haye noww; I still have my precious first kiss. I treasure that, I dont want to give it away by accident! hehehe ><'' though I've kissed so many girls o.o I told mama about New Generation, & how I wanted to be a therapist, & how I didn't want to be in a relationship. LOL dont it sound like such a nice deep mother&daughter talk? Cept it wasnt. I can tell it was awkward for her. Haha. eeek =x you know how in America you can always just see stories about parents having a hard time getting their kids to listen to The Talks? Well;;; For me it's more of the other way around. I WANT to talk to my mama about these things, ahah! I think its better for me that way (: cept shes the one feeling awkward and thinking "uggh... wtf" =x hehehe XD. Haye now. I like sharing my feelings, especially with my mom. Well I WANT to anyways. I think its 'healthy' lol. Think Like A Therapist baby >;D
LOL. Todays my second day there, guess who I saw? Meowwh? AHHAHAA! =3
We played a game in there where we have to pass a sticky note to each other throw our lips; i ran away from my group =x such a bad team-member! ;O I was scared =x lol. haye noww; I still have my precious first kiss. I treasure that, I dont want to give it away by accident! hehehe ><'' though I've kissed so many girls o.o I told mama about New Generation, & how I wanted to be a therapist, & how I didn't want to be in a relationship. LOL dont it sound like such a nice deep mother&daughter talk? Cept it wasnt. I can tell it was awkward for her. Haha. eeek =x you know how in America you can always just see stories about parents having a hard time getting their kids to listen to The Talks? Well;;; For me it's more of the other way around. I WANT to talk to my mama about these things, ahah! I think its better for me that way (: cept shes the one feeling awkward and thinking "uggh... wtf" =x hehehe XD. Haye now. I like sharing my feelings, especially with my mom. Well I WANT to anyways. I think its 'healthy' lol. Think Like A Therapist baby >;D
Extra Curricular
(: so today i joined this thing called NewGeneration.
Its a club/thingie about health, sex, haha what else?
I like it actually(: Heh in a way its gonn help me with my therapist study >;D because it helps me understand... peoples? LOL. You know what I mean (: hehe.
Hmmm got me thinking a LOT. lol. Ayoo >.>'''' T.T
Its thursday; Im procrastinating a lot... Not the right day to do that!
Betrayal.
Its a club/thingie about health, sex, haha what else?
I like it actually(: Heh in a way its gonn help me with my therapist study >;D because it helps me understand... peoples? LOL. You know what I mean (: hehe.
Hmmm got me thinking a LOT. lol. Ayoo >.>'''' T.T
Its thursday; Im procrastinating a lot... Not the right day to do that!
Betrayal.
Nov 18, 2009
What Am I Supposed To Say; & What Am I Supposed To Do?
there IS nothing to say; or to do.
im really not ready for a relationship.
I still don't have faith in myself.
im really not ready for a relationship.
I still don't have faith in myself.
RE: 31 things guys should know about girls
RE: WENDY's POST
oh come on now; not all of these things are true!
lemme give you some answers hunnay (:
well these answers are from my experience hah; buht it does not go for ALLLL girls ;O just saying =x
cuhs see on T.V they do show that girls actually go around their house in their undies =x .... XD
1. Whatever you do, don’t just show up at their house…they run around in their underwear just like we do.
(lol i dont know who does that... but HAH in sf ITS TOO COLD HUNNAY. We could be in bootay shorts buh still; we would always love to see a guy showing up right in front of our house just to say hi. Well I think thats cute anways =3)
2. Don’t cheat on them. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud.
(Ohh yesssirrr; Girls Know.)
3. Beware of every single male relatives and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your butt at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn’t even wait for the damn hat.
(LOL. Girls can get fiesty too ;O)
4. Never miss an opportunity to tell them they’re beautiful.
:)
5. Don’t refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it’s because they’re jealous.
(well we could be shy; buh its the cutest thing :))
6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it.
(o.o)
7. Don’t be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they’re going out with you in the first place, it’s because they like being in your arms.
("Touch Them" sounds so freakay!! LOL)
8. If you don’t sleep with them, do not tell your friends that you did.
—8.5. If you DO sleep with them, don’t tell your friends that you did.
(really... haha thats fucked up either way. WHY WOULD YOU TELL SOMEONE YOU ARE SLEEPING WITH THEM WHEN YOU ARENT?! -.-'')
9. You can be dirty minded in private, really…most of them are not offended by it…
(LOL! idkay its creepy but sometimes its just funny =3 HAHAHAHHA)
10. Not all of them eat like birds, a lot of them can eat like whales.
(like me? ><) 11. Most of them don’t mind paying half of everything, but they do discuss these things with their friends. Realize that if you make your girlfriend pay half all the time, everyone will know about it and your friends will know you’re a *****. —11.5. Do you honestly need all your money that much? Be a man, pay all the time! (LOL! wow as in my previous posts. i dont like guys paying for me. Yeah im THAT independent >;D ahahah! No. Im not. buht i dont like it when guys pay for me. Well at least let us pay the first time!)
12. Every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend- a stuffed animal, one of his sweatshirts, and a really pretty ring. Even if it’s not a serious relationship.
(Adorable.)
13. Make sure she gets home safely as often as you can. If you’re dropping her off, walk her to the door. If you aren’t dropping her off, call to be sure she’s home safely.
(:
14. If a guy is bothering her, it is your right to kick the crap out of him.
(LOL~! HELL YEAHH! dont go if you cant fight tho =x hahh~)
15. If you’re talking to a female friend of yours, pull your girlfriend closer.
(Hehe reminds me of someone -cough cough- reen? Wifey yes? LOL)
16. Never, ever slap her, even if it’s just in a joking way. Even if she swats you first, and says, “Oh, you’re so dumb” or something, never make any gestures back.
(thats just rude -.-)
17. Go to a chick flick once in a while. She doesn’t care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters that you went.
(as long as your there(: )
18. You’re dead meat if you can’t get along with their pets, parents and best friends. Be prince charming to their friends, Mr. Polite to their parents, and make sure to be nice to their animals.
(o.o it really doesnt matter... well. not unless it gets serious serious to a point where you are gonn spend the rest of your life with them. But then sometimes dating a bad boy who no one else approves of is Adventurous :D)
19. Don’t flirt with their moms or friends…that’s just freaky.
(AINT THAT OBVIOUS!? thats... creepy... o.o)
20. Don’t be freaked out by PMS. It’s not gross, and it really does make them feel like crap, so be understanding.
(lol i go thru pms every single day. Well I just get moody & stuff, but it may not be due to our monthlys. accept our pms and we will be closer emotional)
21. If you don’t like the way they drive, you do it.
(o.o bitch back off the wheels. Im Driving! LMFAO!! >.>' what am i talking about, i cant drive. LOL)
22. If you’re officially dating, and you’re introducing her to your friends, you’d better damn well introduce her as your girlfriend.
(duhh o.o')
23. Don’t stress where you go for every date. They really only want to be with you.
(thats so true (; part of the romance)
24. If they complain that something hurts, rub it for them without being asked.
(LOL. only if you guys are close physically, or else its just plain creepy. gtfaway from me ;O xD)
25. Girls are fragile. Even if you’re play fighting/wrestling, be very gentle.
(-.-'')
26. Memorize their birthdays. You forget her birthday and you’re basically screwed for life.
(basics.)
27. Don’t marinade the cologne.
(idkay. i love cologn hehe)
28. Don’t give her something stupid for her birthday or Christmas or Valentine’s day. It doesn’t have to be expensive, but it has to be meaningful. Jewelry is always nice.
(yes yes)
29. If you think the relationship isn’t going to last, don’t wait to find out. It will only hurt you more if you draw it out.
(o.o i dont really get the second part. buh yeah. cut it off instead of leading it on!)
30. After you’ve been dating for a while, realize that they really have started to trust you. When you have a girlfriend who truly trusts you, you have a lot more responsibility, privilege and control than you would think. Be careful with it, most guys would kill for that kind of power, and it can be lost in a nanosecond.
31.Don’t ever do anything wrong (well not anything). girls remember things for life and anything you did wrong will be used against you in the future.
(lol ONLY SOME GIRLS. not all do. Some girls only remember the good things, some just remember the bad things. Lets hope your lucky =x)
oh come on now; not all of these things are true!
lemme give you some answers hunnay (:
well these answers are from my experience hah; buht it does not go for ALLLL girls ;O just saying =x
cuhs see on T.V they do show that girls actually go around their house in their undies =x .... XD
1. Whatever you do, don’t just show up at their house…they run around in their underwear just like we do.
(lol i dont know who does that... but HAH in sf ITS TOO COLD HUNNAY. We could be in bootay shorts buh still; we would always love to see a guy showing up right in front of our house just to say hi. Well I think thats cute anways =3)
2. Don’t cheat on them. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud.
(Ohh yesssirrr; Girls Know.)
3. Beware of every single male relatives and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your butt at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn’t even wait for the damn hat.
(LOL. Girls can get fiesty too ;O)
4. Never miss an opportunity to tell them they’re beautiful.
:)
5. Don’t refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it’s because they’re jealous.
(well we could be shy; buh its the cutest thing :))
6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it.
(o.o)
7. Don’t be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they’re going out with you in the first place, it’s because they like being in your arms.
("Touch Them" sounds so freakay!! LOL)
8. If you don’t sleep with them, do not tell your friends that you did.
—8.5. If you DO sleep with them, don’t tell your friends that you did.
(really... haha thats fucked up either way. WHY WOULD YOU TELL SOMEONE YOU ARE SLEEPING WITH THEM WHEN YOU ARENT?! -.-'')
9. You can be dirty minded in private, really…most of them are not offended by it…
(LOL! idkay its creepy but sometimes its just funny =3 HAHAHAHHA)
10. Not all of them eat like birds, a lot of them can eat like whales.
(like me? ><) 11. Most of them don’t mind paying half of everything, but they do discuss these things with their friends. Realize that if you make your girlfriend pay half all the time, everyone will know about it and your friends will know you’re a *****. —11.5. Do you honestly need all your money that much? Be a man, pay all the time! (LOL! wow as in my previous posts. i dont like guys paying for me. Yeah im THAT independent >;D ahahah! No. Im not. buht i dont like it when guys pay for me. Well at least let us pay the first time!)
12. Every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend- a stuffed animal, one of his sweatshirts, and a really pretty ring. Even if it’s not a serious relationship.
(Adorable.)
13. Make sure she gets home safely as often as you can. If you’re dropping her off, walk her to the door. If you aren’t dropping her off, call to be sure she’s home safely.
(:
14. If a guy is bothering her, it is your right to kick the crap out of him.
(LOL~! HELL YEAHH! dont go if you cant fight tho =x hahh~)
15. If you’re talking to a female friend of yours, pull your girlfriend closer.
(Hehe reminds me of someone -cough cough- reen? Wifey yes? LOL)
16. Never, ever slap her, even if it’s just in a joking way. Even if she swats you first, and says, “Oh, you’re so dumb” or something, never make any gestures back.
(thats just rude -.-)
17. Go to a chick flick once in a while. She doesn’t care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters that you went.
(as long as your there(: )
18. You’re dead meat if you can’t get along with their pets, parents and best friends. Be prince charming to their friends, Mr. Polite to their parents, and make sure to be nice to their animals.
(o.o it really doesnt matter... well. not unless it gets serious serious to a point where you are gonn spend the rest of your life with them. But then sometimes dating a bad boy who no one else approves of is Adventurous :D)
19. Don’t flirt with their moms or friends…that’s just freaky.
(AINT THAT OBVIOUS!? thats... creepy... o.o)
20. Don’t be freaked out by PMS. It’s not gross, and it really does make them feel like crap, so be understanding.
(lol i go thru pms every single day. Well I just get moody & stuff, but it may not be due to our monthlys. accept our pms and we will be closer emotional)
21. If you don’t like the way they drive, you do it.
(o.o bitch back off the wheels. Im Driving! LMFAO!! >.>' what am i talking about, i cant drive. LOL)
22. If you’re officially dating, and you’re introducing her to your friends, you’d better damn well introduce her as your girlfriend.
(duhh o.o')
23. Don’t stress where you go for every date. They really only want to be with you.
(thats so true (; part of the romance)
24. If they complain that something hurts, rub it for them without being asked.
(LOL. only if you guys are close physically, or else its just plain creepy. gtfaway from me ;O xD)
25. Girls are fragile. Even if you’re play fighting/wrestling, be very gentle.
(-.-'')
26. Memorize their birthdays. You forget her birthday and you’re basically screwed for life.
(basics.)
27. Don’t marinade the cologne.
(idkay. i love cologn hehe)
28. Don’t give her something stupid for her birthday or Christmas or Valentine’s day. It doesn’t have to be expensive, but it has to be meaningful. Jewelry is always nice.
(yes yes)
29. If you think the relationship isn’t going to last, don’t wait to find out. It will only hurt you more if you draw it out.
(o.o i dont really get the second part. buh yeah. cut it off instead of leading it on!)
30. After you’ve been dating for a while, realize that they really have started to trust you. When you have a girlfriend who truly trusts you, you have a lot more responsibility, privilege and control than you would think. Be careful with it, most guys would kill for that kind of power, and it can be lost in a nanosecond.
31.Don’t ever do anything wrong (well not anything). girls remember things for life and anything you did wrong will be used against you in the future.
(lol ONLY SOME GIRLS. not all do. Some girls only remember the good things, some just remember the bad things. Lets hope your lucky =x)
RE: 50 things girls should know about guys
RE: WENDY'S POST
lol i have read that list a million times before; and yet every single time i smile haha.
these are a few i laughed at/thought was interesting/adorable/awhhed at.
26. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if 1 guy’s confused, then we’re all confused. (lol domino effect!)
34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he’s probably faking it and is spazzing inside.(heheh this is just adorable XD)
38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn’t happen that often, so when it does, you know something’s up.(thats so true. I love the trust I get from my guy friends)
40. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he’s definitely thinking something. (lol. ill let you stare at me forever babehh<33) 42. Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do. (LOL! I can tell; suckers. >;D just mad)
46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys. (hahah i wish this was true. IS IT!? XD)
48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.(oh now we ARE confusing. but so are you ;O)
49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl’s mind for a day. (this made me LOL. so bad xD. its ohkay hun ill tell you exactly what i think. but you can keep your left nut =x eeek...)
LOL.
have i told you that i wanted to be a therapist? (:
i want to know how a human thinks; how someone reacts and why they react that why. I want to know exactly whats going through my mind; because i swear i dont even know. hehe. & im sure 99% of you guys dont know 100% of what you are thinking.
am i making sense?
LOL
today is such a... lol ROFL-night.
lol i have read that list a million times before; and yet every single time i smile haha.
these are a few i laughed at/thought was interesting/adorable/awhhed at.
26. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if 1 guy’s confused, then we’re all confused. (lol domino effect!)
34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he’s probably faking it and is spazzing inside.(heheh this is just adorable XD)
38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn’t happen that often, so when it does, you know something’s up.(thats so true. I love the trust I get from my guy friends)
40. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he’s definitely thinking something. (lol. ill let you stare at me forever babehh<33) 42. Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do. (LOL! I can tell; suckers. >;D just mad)
46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys. (hahah i wish this was true. IS IT!? XD)
48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.(oh now we ARE confusing. but so are you ;O)
49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl’s mind for a day. (this made me LOL. so bad xD. its ohkay hun ill tell you exactly what i think. but you can keep your left nut =x eeek...)
LOL.
have i told you that i wanted to be a therapist? (:
i want to know how a human thinks; how someone reacts and why they react that why. I want to know exactly whats going through my mind; because i swear i dont even know. hehe. & im sure 99% of you guys dont know 100% of what you are thinking.
am i making sense?
LOL
today is such a... lol ROFL-night.
Nov 17, 2009
Baking Soda
because for some reason its on my desk o.o
lol!
Today got kinda awkward after school... Ayoo o.o
LOL its very ironic because I had a post just awhile ago about "Getting Awkward When A Guy Treats You" & today he was gonn treat me and i end up being there with two other friends... so rude -.-
BUHH i saw my love in there (: & then saw boypren passing by and got him in! lol! Im so rude. Of course I didnt let him treat me. Buh it still made everything so awkward =x sorryyy. I suck at these kinda situations ><
Anywaysss;
I AM SO HAPPY I GOT A B+ IN MY CHEMISTRY. I THOUGHT THIS DAY WILL NEVER COME ;D
HAHAHA. I AM EXTRA HAPPY!! oh happy dayy~~ (gospel music continues)
Buht the wacky thing is... Its not gonn be on the report card -.-
I still have a C in my report card =x and a B- from P.E. YEAH P.E -.- FREAKEN PHYSICAL EDUMACATION! I do dress regularly mmkay?! Just I cant run fo *beep* and my teacher is being a butt =x
Chemistry & P.E is keeping me away from my lovely 4.o that I've never had in my life =x
OH &&?
I have a new dream job :D
LMFAO! as a physicaltherapist.
or something o.o
Its weird because it says 'physical' but its not even on the body... ORRR i just got the wrong name =x who knows. But Hehe I love being dr. phil. I love understand myself and others and just... I love to understand life and solve problems heh :D
oh kid is a kid lahh~ I change my mind so easily. =x
lol!
Today got kinda awkward after school... Ayoo o.o
LOL its very ironic because I had a post just awhile ago about "Getting Awkward When A Guy Treats You" & today he was gonn treat me and i end up being there with two other friends... so rude -.-
BUHH i saw my love in there (: & then saw boypren passing by and got him in! lol! Im so rude. Of course I didnt let him treat me. Buh it still made everything so awkward =x sorryyy. I suck at these kinda situations ><
Anywaysss;
I AM SO HAPPY I GOT A B+ IN MY CHEMISTRY. I THOUGHT THIS DAY WILL NEVER COME ;D
HAHAHA. I AM EXTRA HAPPY!! oh happy dayy~~ (gospel music continues)
Buht the wacky thing is... Its not gonn be on the report card -.-
I still have a C in my report card =x and a B- from P.E. YEAH P.E -.- FREAKEN PHYSICAL EDUMACATION! I do dress regularly mmkay?! Just I cant run fo *beep* and my teacher is being a butt =x
Chemistry & P.E is keeping me away from my lovely 4.o that I've never had in my life =x
OH &&?
I have a new dream job :D
LMFAO! as a physicaltherapist.
or something o.o
Its weird because it says 'physical' but its not even on the body... ORRR i just got the wrong name =x who knows. But Hehe I love being dr. phil. I love understand myself and others and just... I love to understand life and solve problems heh :D
oh kid is a kid lahh~ I change my mind so easily. =x
Oh Him...
Hehe he still have me smilingg (:
eeek boy I barely know you; BACK UPP. lmfao
anyways. today was crappy weather =x eeek. meteor shower tonight!? I didnt even nap =x so maybe not.
I wanna see my first meteor shower with
Him, we would stay up all night and sneak out to the park/beach and just sit there and watch the meteor shower then fall asleep into each others arms waitin for the sunrise to come (:
OHMYYY~
LMFAO
I was sweeping, but now its mopping ;O
hehhee<3
eeek boy I barely know you; BACK UPP. lmfao
anyways. today was crappy weather =x eeek. meteor shower tonight!? I didnt even nap =x so maybe not.
I wanna see my first meteor shower with
Him, we would stay up all night and sneak out to the park/beach and just sit there and watch the meteor shower then fall asleep into each others arms waitin for the sunrise to come (:
OHMYYY~
LMFAO
I was sweeping, but now its mopping ;O
hehhee<3
Nov 16, 2009
"Thats Why You Need A BF"
so we were on the topics of money;
thanksgiving is coming soon & theres gonn be a whole lotta sales :O
&& IMA BE BROKE THROUGH IT ALL.
So the choices were;;
-Go Movies (NEW MOON & 2012!!)
-Thanksgiving shopping! :D
-ORR just fuck it all and go buy new headphones (: music is lifee<3 LOL. =x then she said "thats why you need a bf" HAHA; its so weird when guys pay for you. =x is it just me? I mean well I would joke around and say "wanna treat me?" or "you paying?" or something like that, but thats only when I HAVE money and that I will make them let me pay myself (: hahaa. Idkay man theres just something about it, awkwardnesss. Boyfriends are NEVER needed. lol (at least for now. But when Im in my 40's knitting my own sweater with 10 million cats surrounding me... now thats a different situation. eek! =x) Im that independent :D lol yes yes i am pretty much obsessed with this face >>>> =x
the 'emo' face as minh calls it. LOL
thanksgiving is coming soon & theres gonn be a whole lotta sales :O
&& IMA BE BROKE THROUGH IT ALL.
So the choices were;;
-Go Movies (NEW MOON & 2012!!)
-Thanksgiving shopping! :D
-ORR just fuck it all and go buy new headphones (: music is lifee<3 LOL. =x then she said "thats why you need a bf" HAHA; its so weird when guys pay for you. =x is it just me? I mean well I would joke around and say "wanna treat me?" or "you paying?" or something like that, but thats only when I HAVE money and that I will make them let me pay myself (: hahaa. Idkay man theres just something about it, awkwardnesss. Boyfriends are NEVER needed. lol (at least for now. But when Im in my 40's knitting my own sweater with 10 million cats surrounding me... now thats a different situation. eek! =x) Im that independent :D lol yes yes i am pretty much obsessed with this face >>>> =x
the 'emo' face as minh calls it. LOL
Times are Missed
but those were all times of despair;
funny how i thought of this "quote" (lol quotations on quotes are funny too. Cuhs well its not really a quote LOL! -.- am i making sense?)
when I didnt even know what despair ment. I wrote it then had to google search it =x
fail much?
Eeek todays been a slow morning cuhsen Well I was pretty freaken disapointed and had some heartbreakening texts from my babymama right there and now its just...
-.-
didnt even take a morning shower cuhs had 2 showers yesterday and mama&papa kept saying im using up all the water =x
wasted my morning. I woke up
(OMG JUST FORGOT TO WAKE MINH UP! FAIL FAIL FAIL! I REMEMBERED NOW. AFTER ALL THAT TIME. EEEEK! -texts-)
><'''
ayoo anyways.
Such a slow morning. It was so cold too; just stood there HOPING itd get warmer and wasted half an hour. I coulda at least slept thru it all ;O GEEE DUMMY MUCH!?
In avid... I thought thanksgiving break was this week -.-
FAIL AGAIN.
I was all looking forward to having only 2/3 days of schooll.... cept I came in and BAM its next week.
GAH!
lol.
such a great monday right?
Im so sick too; have tyenol in my sweater front pocket. its noisy. =x I didnt even get breakfast yet.
ASDFSDFSGDGVXHDFGDFGDFG.
i have so little follwers on twitetr =x
LOL.
i dont even bother.
its all private.
for az use only (:
funny how i thought of this "quote" (lol quotations on quotes are funny too. Cuhs well its not really a quote LOL! -.- am i making sense?)
when I didnt even know what despair ment. I wrote it then had to google search it =x
fail much?
Eeek todays been a slow morning cuhsen Well I was pretty freaken disapointed and had some heartbreakening texts from my babymama right there and now its just...
-.-
didnt even take a morning shower cuhs had 2 showers yesterday and mama&papa kept saying im using up all the water =x
wasted my morning. I woke up
(OMG JUST FORGOT TO WAKE MINH UP! FAIL FAIL FAIL! I REMEMBERED NOW. AFTER ALL THAT TIME. EEEEK! -texts-)
><'''
ayoo anyways.
Such a slow morning. It was so cold too; just stood there HOPING itd get warmer and wasted half an hour. I coulda at least slept thru it all ;O GEEE DUMMY MUCH!?
In avid... I thought thanksgiving break was this week -.-
FAIL AGAIN.
I was all looking forward to having only 2/3 days of schooll.... cept I came in and BAM its next week.
GAH!
lol.
such a great monday right?
Im so sick too; have tyenol in my sweater front pocket. its noisy. =x I didnt even get breakfast yet.
ASDFSDFSGDGVXHDFGDFGDFG.
i have so little follwers on twitetr =x
LOL.
i dont even bother.
its all private.
for az use only (:
Nov 15, 2009
Im Fallin' For You
Colbie Cailat :)
I was singing that at japtown karaoke today! :O lol!
I was rocking my hips babehh >;D
I was gonn sing Party in the U.S.A cuhsen i was thatttt cool :) cept lames dont have it!
LOL.
SOOO this is gonn be a fun week aint it? :D
WE GONN HAVE THANKSGIVING BREAK!
GEEE!
cant wait.
Mann I feel so sick already tho; my throat hurts so much.
I have a confession;
Im A JunkFood Shopaholic =x
I cant stop eating junkfood I just kept stuffing and stuffing stuff into my mouth =x and now i feel so bleh.
Hoping for a nice week (:
There are times when I want to find out; cept its really not needed. Hah -.- Dont let temptation get in the way!
I was singing that at japtown karaoke today! :O lol!
I was rocking my hips babehh >;D
I was gonn sing Party in the U.S.A cuhsen i was thatttt cool :) cept lames dont have it!
LOL.
SOOO this is gonn be a fun week aint it? :D
WE GONN HAVE THANKSGIVING BREAK!
GEEE!
cant wait.
Mann I feel so sick already tho; my throat hurts so much.
I have a confession;
Im A JunkFood Shopaholic =x
I cant stop eating junkfood I just kept stuffing and stuffing stuff into my mouth =x and now i feel so bleh.
Hoping for a nice week (:
There are times when I want to find out; cept its really not needed. Hah -.- Dont let temptation get in the way!
I Was Brushing My Teeth
& I saw an ant on the mirror
o.o
i just kept staring at it =x
& i was thinking to myself "why would an ant be in the bathroom anyway? theres no sweets here..."
Then I realized it stopped and started doing whatever it does o.o
ANT BULLY!
Im scared now =x what if they find potions and make me like them? LOL.
Cuhs our family is such a killer.
Mann MILLIONS at a time >< Its disgusting; I remember when we first moved into the house the kitchen floor was FILLED with ants, Every.Little.Inch.Of.It. Its so filled that you wont even notice it at all. since nothing seems outa place you know? ><
Mama took our the killer spray and BAMMM
Like the hydrogen bomb ;O
lol was that what its called?
(:
eeeh this post was better when I imagined it.
LOL.
Think im done for the night.
GoodDream; SweetNight.
o.o
i just kept staring at it =x
& i was thinking to myself "why would an ant be in the bathroom anyway? theres no sweets here..."
Then I realized it stopped and started doing whatever it does o.o
ANT BULLY!
Im scared now =x what if they find potions and make me like them? LOL.
Cuhs our family is such a killer.
Mann MILLIONS at a time >< Its disgusting; I remember when we first moved into the house the kitchen floor was FILLED with ants, Every.Little.Inch.Of.It. Its so filled that you wont even notice it at all. since nothing seems outa place you know? ><
Mama took our the killer spray and BAMMM
Like the hydrogen bomb ;O
lol was that what its called?
(:
eeeh this post was better when I imagined it.
LOL.
Think im done for the night.
GoodDream; SweetNight.
Nov 14, 2009
Don't A Music Video Just Make It Way Better?
Ohkay I have to admit I feel ashamed of it;
but sometimes I could hate a song and think it is irritating...
Until I see the music video!
&Then I would be In Love with the song.
its crazyy;
yet SHAMEFUL ;O
tsk tsk be guilty wenxi. =x
but sometimes I could hate a song and think it is irritating...
Until I see the music video!
&Then I would be In Love with the song.
its crazyy;
yet SHAMEFUL ;O
tsk tsk be guilty wenxi. =x
Roc Da Mic
(lol cept i cant sing =x)
Haha i picked that song cuhsen;
Me & You oh man we are soo alike ><
First we like the same guys. We feel the same way; I mean I know exactly what you are going through and you do to me. We have the same reactions to the same situations. We do the same things at the same time
&&
should i even mention how we have pimples on the same place at the same time!?
& how you had a freaken canker one week; & now I HAVE IT!? -.-
gurl gotta back up.
LOL
"Who would you like to see scale the empire state building?"
Me: Taylor Lautner shirtless style(:
You" Taylor Lautner!!!
its hillarious thoough;
& no wonder.(:
of course he cant choose. lmfao<3
Haha i picked that song cuhsen;
Me & You oh man we are soo alike ><
First we like the same guys. We feel the same way; I mean I know exactly what you are going through and you do to me. We have the same reactions to the same situations. We do the same things at the same time
&&
should i even mention how we have pimples on the same place at the same time!?
& how you had a freaken canker one week; & now I HAVE IT!? -.-
gurl gotta back up.
LOL
"Who would you like to see scale the empire state building?"
Me: Taylor Lautner shirtless style(:
You" Taylor Lautner!!!
its hillarious thoough;
& no wonder.(:
of course he cant choose. lmfao<3
Eventhough
Sometime its just heartbreakening;
i still smile, knowing its heading to its end (:
Today was such a awesome TIRING day.
I dont know how to convince you;
haha.
& blackfriday? o.O TODAYS BLACKFRIDAY?! I thought blackfriday was the friday after thanksgiving o.o
well again. I was never good with my history... or culture. or whatever its part of. LOL
Today you made me smile (; everytime I thought about it. Hehe. It was that much nicer just knowing you could be my next big thingg :)
lol WHOA did that sound naughty? LMFAO!
i still smile, knowing its heading to its end (:
Today was such a awesome TIRING day.
I dont know how to convince you;
haha.
& blackfriday? o.O TODAYS BLACKFRIDAY?! I thought blackfriday was the friday after thanksgiving o.o
well again. I was never good with my history... or culture. or whatever its part of. LOL
Today you made me smile (; everytime I thought about it. Hehe. It was that much nicer just knowing you could be my next big thingg :)
lol WHOA did that sound naughty? LMFAO!
Nov 13, 2009
So what did i learn today?
That i still have my points even after i logged off >;D
LOL.
no no.
buht
I learned how to open wine bottles with a corkscrew:)
LOL.
i feel so accomplished.
I was messing with that thing for bout half an hour... i thought i was gonn break it -.-
then i found out i didnt need to use much strength...
:D
LOL.
no no.
buht
I learned how to open wine bottles with a corkscrew:)
LOL.
i feel so accomplished.
I was messing with that thing for bout half an hour... i thought i was gonn break it -.-
then i found out i didnt need to use much strength...
:D
LOCKEZOMG
i got 91k points on lockerzz (:
dont believe me?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SqJmRdiomP8
sucker.
i dont like the video. LMFAO.
uglayyy~
buh KEEP YOUR EYES ON MY POITNS >;D
mauauahahahah
lucky friday the thirteenth much?(:
dont believe me?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SqJmRdiomP8
sucker.
i dont like the video. LMFAO.
uglayyy~
buh KEEP YOUR EYES ON MY POITNS >;D
mauauahahahah
lucky friday the thirteenth much?(:
Avidd
again =x
sooo;
i tried to sleep early and wake up early today cept didnt work. haha!
><
didnt do my french pen pal letter im so deadd>.>
&& ITS FINALLY FRIDAY. buh i dont want it to be friday.
idkay.
long week
buh wednesday was a boring break -.- i think i had enough.
Happy birthday Allliiieee~
Yesterday I told 2 person that I.
lol. well see they asked about my relationship life &
I am telling them I dont want one;
relationships are too OVER RATED.
(:
pimp.
Buh then HAHA you already know who id go to when im looking for a relationship :)
sooo;
i tried to sleep early and wake up early today cept didnt work. haha!
><
didnt do my french pen pal letter im so deadd>.>
&& ITS FINALLY FRIDAY. buh i dont want it to be friday.
idkay.
long week
buh wednesday was a boring break -.- i think i had enough.
Happy birthday Allliiieee~
Yesterday I told 2 person that I.
lol. well see they asked about my relationship life &
I am telling them I dont want one;
relationships are too OVER RATED.
(:
pimp.
Buh then HAHA you already know who id go to when im looking for a relationship :)
Nov 12, 2009
So I decided;
i like getting up early and doing my homework;
:)
cuhs im not all bleh and rushy and sleepy at school since i already been up.
LOL
:D
maybe ill turn into a morning person instead of a night person ;o -gasp-
:)
cuhs im not all bleh and rushy and sleepy at school since i already been up.
LOL
:D
maybe ill turn into a morning person instead of a night person ;o -gasp-
I didnt even fall asleep (:
did my homework until... 10? LOl i was so proud! Heheh (: everyone called me hyper today. I dont think so; LOL welll dudeeee I BARELY GOT MUCH SLEEP ;O but i guess its a side effect.
Tried out FYC today; pinoy club at our school.
haha its pretty cool(: I like it.
Even got ice cream >;D
&& Tomorrow is Allie's bee-day :D
I got her a sunflower; hehe (:
She said she didnt want roses....
-.-
FAIL!
I never got a flower before ;O
well.... There was that one homecoming game night where we were all hanging out at her house and he picked up one of the dried flowers on the table and gave it to me and told me to except it. To "accept his love". lol i didnt take it cuhs they were all staring at me and I turned all redd >< Yikes. &&
haha other details should not be added (; let me stay mysterious
buhs'
that night was such a fun night. I can still remember everything (:
&& HOW WE CAUSED THE ACCIDENT ;O
such bad kiddos. LMFAO.
memories (:
Tried out FYC today; pinoy club at our school.
haha its pretty cool(: I like it.
Even got ice cream >;D
&& Tomorrow is Allie's bee-day :D
I got her a sunflower; hehe (:
She said she didnt want roses....
-.-
FAIL!
I never got a flower before ;O
well.... There was that one homecoming game night where we were all hanging out at her house and he picked up one of the dried flowers on the table and gave it to me and told me to except it. To "accept his love". lol i didnt take it cuhs they were all staring at me and I turned all redd >< Yikes. &&
haha other details should not be added (; let me stay mysterious
buhs'
that night was such a fun night. I can still remember everything (:
&& HOW WE CAUSED THE ACCIDENT ;O
such bad kiddos. LMFAO.
memories (:
Oh I Get It...
haha.
cutestuff.
(:
its all good; happy for ya babeeh(:
stayed at home from first period. (&& guessing second too >.>)
cuhs I NEEDA ACE THIS REPORT ;O SO BAD!
eek.
its crazy =.= procrastination is such a crime.
cutestuff.
(:
its all good; happy for ya babeeh(:
stayed at home from first period. (&& guessing second too >.>)
cuhs I NEEDA ACE THIS REPORT ;O SO BAD!
eek.
its crazy =.= procrastination is such a crime.
So I woke up today
at 4 A.M planning to do some homework.
Signed onto AIM for offline IMs cuhs I THOUGHT PEOPLES WERE GONN BE NICE AND SAY GOODNIGHT.
I saw amy and andrew on and thought my AIM was frozen. ITS FREAKEN 4.
then I got a IM from amy & i thought it would've been a offline IM buht IT SAID 4:03
had to reply to make sure she was there i swear i thought my AIM was going dumb.
LOL.
ANYWAYS. these alnighter freaks.
eeek (:
GET AWAY FROM ME ON MY HOMEWORK TIME ;O
Signed onto AIM for offline IMs cuhs I THOUGHT PEOPLES WERE GONN BE NICE AND SAY GOODNIGHT.
I saw amy and andrew on and thought my AIM was frozen. ITS FREAKEN 4.
then I got a IM from amy & i thought it would've been a offline IM buht IT SAID 4:03
had to reply to make sure she was there i swear i thought my AIM was going dumb.
LOL.
ANYWAYS. these alnighter freaks.
eeek (:
GET AWAY FROM ME ON MY HOMEWORK TIME ;O
Nov 11, 2009
Follow Me~
Hah have you ever been to a store and so your just there shopping shoppin gshopping; then suddenly "Is there anything we can do for you?" & the next thing you know, you have a doll right beside you with that drawn on smile. Its a smile that says "Im the sweetest person on this earth but i hate you and i wish you could go die(: you are killing my day".
LMFAO!
ohkay i lied, its not that dramatic. =x
But do you take it rude or will you understand when someone follows you while shopping? You know on your mind that they suspect something(obviously). Maybe it's that big bag of yours, or the way you dress, or JUST YOUR FACE ;O
haha.
But is it understandable that they just want to be safe?
eeek =x
For me I think they are just being freaken rude, ohkay fine. But I really dont even feel like trying anything on when you are RIGHT THERE WATCHING MY EVERY MOVE. ;O you just killing your sales.
LMFAO!
ohkay i lied, its not that dramatic. =x
But do you take it rude or will you understand when someone follows you while shopping? You know on your mind that they suspect something(obviously). Maybe it's that big bag of yours, or the way you dress, or JUST YOUR FACE ;O
haha.
But is it understandable that they just want to be safe?
eeek =x
For me I think they are just being freaken rude, ohkay fine. But I really dont even feel like trying anything on when you are RIGHT THERE WATCHING MY EVERY MOVE. ;O you just killing your sales.
French Class; SHhhh!
Teacher: get with your partners! Blah Blah Blah
Person A: Where did my partner go?
-I was his partner :( i was right in front of him... cept i was sitting down. FAIL!-
Me: ....
Person A: OH! -sits down-
Girl(she sits right next to me): Wenxi stop texting!(:
Me: -looks up- huh?
-Person B comes to sit in front of Girl-
Me: Helloooo(:
Person A: hello there!
-Person A& Person B starts talking talking talking.-
Me: *wow this is awkward... both our partners dont even care about us* -continues texting
Girl: Wenxi you text too you
Me: (: -texts Girl "Awkward....! LOL!"
Girl: wtf man I got a text from a random stranger.
Person B: what does it say?
Girl: "Awkward. lol"
-Person B looks at me (cuhs I was texting...)-
-I laughed and turned red.-
LMFAO! Girl didnt know it was me. such fail, forgot to give her my number -.- but somehow I had hers. lmfao! SUch a failure mann. It was a awesome moment (:
I promise you it was better when it happened ><
Person A: Where did my partner go?
-I was his partner :( i was right in front of him... cept i was sitting down. FAIL!-
Me: ....
Person A: OH! -sits down-
Girl(she sits right next to me): Wenxi stop texting!(:
Me: -looks up- huh?
-Person B comes to sit in front of Girl-
Me: Helloooo(:
Person A: hello there!
-Person A& Person B starts talking talking talking.-
Me: *wow this is awkward... both our partners dont even care about us* -continues texting
Girl: Wenxi you text too you
Me: (: -texts Girl "Awkward....! LOL!"
Girl: wtf man I got a text from a random stranger.
Person B: what does it say?
Girl: "Awkward. lol"
-Person B looks at me (cuhs I was texting...)-
-I laughed and turned red.-
LMFAO! Girl didnt know it was me. such fail, forgot to give her my number -.- but somehow I had hers. lmfao! SUch a failure mann. It was a awesome moment (:
I promise you it was better when it happened ><
Nov 10, 2009
I don't know what im tryna do
buh the words i say have no intentions what-so-ever.
take it as just words (:
cuhs i aint gonn start walking;
take it as just words (:
cuhs i aint gonn start walking;
i wish to tell you
but i really dont think its necessary. & plus; i think you know. you just seem to know these things you know? haha.
He Could Snatch My Heart Away Just Like That;;
Lol OMG DANCERS! eeek i melt so hard for a guy who got the moves ><
I was watching the rangers new video today and LOL squealing like crazy ><
&& Im talking about not just jerkers buhh; cwalkers; hiphop-dancers. OMGG~~
lol.
what else can a girl ask for right!?
XD
P.S asdfasdfadf legacy is wayy(:
hehh~ that boy.
sound like freaken luo LOL.
I was watching the rangers new video today and LOL squealing like crazy ><
&& Im talking about not just jerkers buhh; cwalkers; hiphop-dancers. OMGG~~
lol.
what else can a girl ask for right!?
XD
P.S asdfasdfadf legacy is wayy(:
hehh~ that boy.
sound like freaken luo LOL.
Nov 9, 2009
Alonee;
you said so; buh you broke your promise
& now im here all alone, staring into empty space.
Where have you gone?
It seems so that you no longer care,
you dont give a shyt.
I wish you could replace That person's place, I just need someone there right now to listen to me. I need someone I can tell everything to, hoping (s)he'd do the same. =x For awhile I though I had _'s trust. But then it was temporary, now Im left here all alone because _ is having the best of time. While i feel like i can't even talk to _.
Why does everyone like to bottle things up, and stuff themselves until they explode =x
(lol i felt kind of deep just there. cept LOL dont make sense o.o p.s based on no true story. maybe thats why it ended up coming out weird =x)
& now im here all alone, staring into empty space.
Where have you gone?
It seems so that you no longer care,
you dont give a shyt.
I wish you could replace That person's place, I just need someone there right now to listen to me. I need someone I can tell everything to, hoping (s)he'd do the same. =x For awhile I though I had _'s trust. But then it was temporary, now Im left here all alone because _ is having the best of time. While i feel like i can't even talk to _.
Why does everyone like to bottle things up, and stuff themselves until they explode =x
(lol i felt kind of deep just there. cept LOL dont make sense o.o p.s based on no true story. maybe thats why it ended up coming out weird =x)
Seasons of Love
xrawrrzx (7:44:52 PM): my sprung-ness
xwendywong (7:44:57 PM): LOL
xrawrrzx (7:44:58 PM): oh hell no it aint sprung
xrawrrzx (7:44:59 PM): LOL
xwendywong (7:45:07 PM): its SPRING
xwendywong (7:45:14 PM): (present not past)
xwendywong (7:45:15 PM): f3
lmfao!
Love is like seasons. There is summer, all the love, all the fun. All the parties and all the MUNCHIES! off topic much? Theres the flings(: Then theres Spring. Love is in the air! Things get serious.... its, Love? But then theres Fall. The title tells all. Fall FLAT ON YOUR FACE ;O its also a sad color to fall; dont you think? Its all black burnt and orange red. Its a nice color no offence... but its got a sad taste to it. Thennn theres Winter too. Oh your all lonely & all sad & COLDD! yikes. Just waiting for it to be Spring/Summer again to take in all the warmth (:
oh gee this post seemed nicer in my brain =x
xwendywong (7:44:57 PM): LOL
xrawrrzx (7:44:58 PM): oh hell no it aint sprung
xrawrrzx (7:44:59 PM): LOL
xwendywong (7:45:07 PM): its SPRING
xwendywong (7:45:14 PM): (present not past)
xwendywong (7:45:15 PM): f3
lmfao!
Love is like seasons. There is summer, all the love, all the fun. All the parties and all the MUNCHIES! off topic much? Theres the flings(: Then theres Spring. Love is in the air! Things get serious.... its, Love? But then theres Fall. The title tells all. Fall FLAT ON YOUR FACE ;O its also a sad color to fall; dont you think? Its all black burnt and orange red. Its a nice color no offence... but its got a sad taste to it. Thennn theres Winter too. Oh your all lonely & all sad & COLDD! yikes. Just waiting for it to be Spring/Summer again to take in all the warmth (:
oh gee this post seemed nicer in my brain =x
Nov 8, 2009
Them Good Ol' Days
me (9:32:59 PM): IM SO DAM SLEEPY THO ;O
amy (9:33:25 PM): LOL
amy (9:33:29 PM): without my permission
amy (9:33:32 PM): you cant go to sleep
amy (9:33:34 PM): i dont excuse you
lmfao. reminded me of the old elementary dayss (:
The days when there were such things as lunch monitors; the boss >;D
they would get to excuse all the other kids from their table. So we had to raise our hands after we eat and get permission LOL.
Buh I would just sometimes feel Naughty & go without raising my hand -snickers-
Then me & all my friends would point and laugh & be like "AHAHAHA IM SO BAD!"
(ohkay well maybe not "im so bad!" BUTT HAYE NOW. its been a few billion years ago, I seriously cannot remember everything. I cant even remember that girl from church called grace and thats REALLY SAD ;O. Oh wait I think I remember >< yikes sorry grace now I have to find you and apologize and exchange digits >;D)
Hehe & I remember how me & Luo used to be The BestFriends mann.... We couldn't stay away from each other. We would even share the same base while playing Kickball! HAHA!!!<3
& the four-squares.
the hopscotch.
the jump-rope-for-hearts.
the story times at the library.
the times when everyone would stand right outside the kindergarden & first&second grade building just so we can wait for a teacher to come out and ask if we can help =3
The oh-so-(maybe not)-innocent days(:
& HOW I GOT PULLED INTO THE PRINCIPLES OFFICE AND CRIED MY EYES OUT WHEN I WAS LAUGHING AT A JOKE MY FRIEND MADE ;O HAYE NOW THATS NOT NICE!
<3
Single Songs On A Blogg;
thers this thing about playlists; it gets boring after awhile =x
I think theres just something about a single-song(:
it adds more unique-ness
:D
right right right!?
I like my new song(:
I think theres just something about a single-song(:
it adds more unique-ness
:D
right right right!?
I like my new song(:
I feel like;
I am in between too places, but I'm no where close to the both of them. I find myself lost, looking both ways. They are both pulling me in, tearing me apart. They are both pushing me away, I feel so Squished.
Time is running out and I have to make a choice; but everywhere I look, things seem to fade.
Mama come find me quick, I dont think I can breathe.
Time is running out and I have to make a choice; but everywhere I look, things seem to fade.
Mama come find me quick, I dont think I can breathe.
WHOA! !#$!#$^#
posted on the wrong site at first... good thing i saw! ;O -gasp-
that was some top secret shizzz yada?
lol.
hes gotten me feeling like i should do better; for me, for Him, for Goods Sake.
Its gotten me thinking though you know? Just these two days, of the things I do. I mean.. I gotta cut some of this down you know?
Hah he may be nothing to me; buh secretly hes my new Claudia Sharma. Oh how i miss her ;( she used to inspire me to do better in every way possible.
& for a while I thought bestie would be that one to take up that place, ceptt he never seems to be there for me =x
or hes just plain cold hearted ;O lmfao. jaykay<3
buh then, this guy right here. ooowhee.
Goodnight, I really hope no one read my last post... the post of which all my secrets were laid upon ;O
(oh dont I sound smart?! This 14 pages of reading twilight has already gotten to me! -GASP!- <3 lol)
that was some top secret shizzz yada?
lol.
hes gotten me feeling like i should do better; for me, for Him, for Goods Sake.
Its gotten me thinking though you know? Just these two days, of the things I do. I mean.. I gotta cut some of this down you know?
Hah he may be nothing to me; buh secretly hes my new Claudia Sharma. Oh how i miss her ;( she used to inspire me to do better in every way possible.
& for a while I thought bestie would be that one to take up that place, ceptt he never seems to be there for me =x
or hes just plain cold hearted ;O lmfao. jaykay<3
buh then, this guy right here. ooowhee.
Goodnight, I really hope no one read my last post... the post of which all my secrets were laid upon ;O
(oh dont I sound smart?! This 14 pages of reading twilight has already gotten to me! -GASP!- <3 lol)
Dr.Phil
For some reason; I dont know how to give good advises anymore. I give some of the most worthless crap -.-
I blame...
I dont know the meaning of life :(
Theres no Meaning to anything; I mean. I dont know. I KNEW. but now I don't, I lost it.
I feel so distant from God.
><
it was nice how you trusted me(: & came to me.
I blame...
I dont know the meaning of life :(
Theres no Meaning to anything; I mean. I dont know. I KNEW. but now I don't, I lost it.
I feel so distant from God.
><
it was nice how you trusted me(: & came to me.
Nov 7, 2009
J.G.I!
;O GASP!
So a long while ago when I still had the time to read books, I read somewhere where these girls were trying to find a search on google where they would only have ONE search results. Oh believe me ITS HARDD!
I CAN GET A FEW BILLION RESULTS EVEN WHEN TYPING RANDOM LETTERS ON THE KEYBOARD!
until today :)
Hah; such a beautiful mistake dont you agree?
I bet you cant find another search with only one result ;p
&& No Results do NOT count.
even "dfahdfioysdfz"
gets two results. & well after this post; it'd be three.
(:
So a long while ago when I still had the time to read books, I read somewhere where these girls were trying to find a search on google where they would only have ONE search results. Oh believe me ITS HARDD!
I CAN GET A FEW BILLION RESULTS EVEN WHEN TYPING RANDOM LETTERS ON THE KEYBOARD!
until today :)
Hah; such a beautiful mistake dont you agree?
I bet you cant find another search with only one result ;p
&& No Results do NOT count.
even "dfahdfioysdfz"
gets two results. & well after this post; it'd be three.
(:
Break Up To Make Up
oh gee its on replayy~
Hoax- joke, prank
This is one of those words where I somehow knew in the back of my head but it just never came to me until today.
THERES ANTS IN MY ROOM ;O
FML
Hoax- joke, prank
This is one of those words where I somehow knew in the back of my head but it just never came to me until today.
THERES ANTS IN MY ROOM ;O
FML
I Know Too Much Sometimes
hah
accusing me, asking questions you already know- neyo.
well dear aint that just making you admit your wrongs!? GOD TELLS US TO REPENT!! && when its true; it aint accusing right?
haha idkay it was just on right now.
they need new songs on the radioo~
so! Im feeling pretty bleh. wasting my weekend. MY PRECIOUS TIMES. such a disapointment. wanted to do something... I dont know what.
I WANT TO GO TO THE BEACH; SO BAD! Lets go. I can dig out my sundress; You can get your camera, & id be your precious doll for the day(:
accusing me, asking questions you already know- neyo.
well dear aint that just making you admit your wrongs!? GOD TELLS US TO REPENT!! && when its true; it aint accusing right?
haha idkay it was just on right now.
they need new songs on the radioo~
so! Im feeling pretty bleh. wasting my weekend. MY PRECIOUS TIMES. such a disapointment. wanted to do something... I dont know what.
I WANT TO GO TO THE BEACH; SO BAD! Lets go. I can dig out my sundress; You can get your camera, & id be your precious doll for the day(:
Nov 6, 2009
The Way a Guy Looks at a Girl
Can unfold all secrets.
Today was such crappy weather; cept i felt a bit better (:
cuhsen. Its all Salad again babee~
&& lol im not talking about Salad as in Lettuce and Tomatoes etc, hah. Im talking about how plane my days been without .
(: im really proud of myself
&& IM GONN READ TWILIGHT!
lol i tried it about a year ago and well never liked it -.- i barely can handle getting thru the first few pages. so yeah ditched it before i finished the first chapter.
buht today i got the book from the library and been in the mood to exceed :)
well not exceed... buh to my average days the YES its exceeding. I need to read ;( and enlarge my vocabulary!
Gotta get a life. hah
P.S Have you checked out Google today?
ITS ELMOS WORLD!
Its the 40th aniversary of Sesame Street.
Woww<3
Today was such crappy weather; cept i felt a bit better (:
cuhsen. Its all Salad again babee~
&& lol im not talking about Salad as in Lettuce and Tomatoes etc, hah. Im talking about how plane my days been without .
(: im really proud of myself
&& IM GONN READ TWILIGHT!
lol i tried it about a year ago and well never liked it -.- i barely can handle getting thru the first few pages. so yeah ditched it before i finished the first chapter.
buht today i got the book from the library and been in the mood to exceed :)
well not exceed... buh to my average days the YES its exceeding. I need to read ;( and enlarge my vocabulary!
Gotta get a life. hah
P.S Have you checked out Google today?
ITS ELMOS WORLD!
Its the 40th aniversary of Sesame Street.
Woww<3
Nov 5, 2009
Babez (:
Hah had a nice day today (: can i compare it to salad?
lOL!
Hehh (: i think its been going on long enough to say, this aint for mee
Soooo;
Today was pretty plain actually. see salad :) lol.
cept it was healthy for me yes?
I'm excited to go Pinoy Club next week. LOL!
hehehehehehehe(:
tomorrow; new moon party o.o
eek.
got so much homework today. its a killerr.
gotta change my playlist mann~
Procrastination >.>
lOL!
Hehh (: i think its been going on long enough to say, this aint for mee
Soooo;
Today was pretty plain actually. see salad :) lol.
cept it was healthy for me yes?
I'm excited to go Pinoy Club next week. LOL!
hehehehehehehe(:
tomorrow; new moon party o.o
eek.
got so much homework today. its a killerr.
gotta change my playlist mann~
Procrastination >.>
First Mobile Post :D
Vigil- (keep) watch
i think i posted this during english class =3 mainly just because I wanted to do a mobil post. LOL
Started the first 3 or 4 pages of new moon today; & theres a lot of new vocabulary >.> SOOO.... maybe more new words daily (if I even have time for it >.>)
i think i posted this during english class =3 mainly just because I wanted to do a mobil post. LOL
Started the first 3 or 4 pages of new moon today; & theres a lot of new vocabulary >.> SOOO.... maybe more new words daily (if I even have time for it >.>)
Nov 4, 2009
Dail My Digits
& kiss me goodnight(:
I have a pen pal! ;O be jealous :) hehe. Its so dam awesome. her name is Carla.
http://www.facebook.com/search/?init=srp&sfxp=&q=carla95-912%40hotmail.fr#/Carla912?ref=search&sid=1367572451.3855406151..1
&& I FOUND HER ON FACEBOOK!
im so happy. shes a cutayy :)
Hehe.
eeek now i have to write a whole letter in french =x
lets ditch homework and read new moon :D
LOL
I have a pen pal! ;O be jealous :) hehe. Its so dam awesome. her name is Carla.
http://www.facebook.com/search/?init=srp&sfxp=&q=carla95-912%40hotmail.fr#/Carla912?ref=search&sid=1367572451.3855406151..1
&& I FOUND HER ON FACEBOOK!
im so happy. shes a cutayy :)
Hehe.
eeek now i have to write a whole letter in french =x
lets ditch homework and read new moon :D
LOL
Oh No
Funny how I let these guys get to me like DAM.
oh hells no babe gotta stay pimping~
LMFAO!
Buhtt my day just turned pretty darn nice
& HAH(:
oh hells no babe gotta stay pimping~
LMFAO!
Buhtt my day just turned pretty darn nice
& HAH(:
Reen(:
Heh you made me feel better; just because we havnt talked for so long and oh your little stories make me AWWWHH.
i miss you guys like crazy. Believe mee; all the little things i do somehow leads back to you guys too =3
Ima try to come visit asap.
<3
you guys are Always in my heart.
i miss you guys like crazy. Believe mee; all the little things i do somehow leads back to you guys too =3
Ima try to come visit asap.
<3
you guys are Always in my heart.
My Last Blog Was Useless
such a fucker.
=.=
sory >.> i feel like an ass now.
wow i been making a lot of the wrong choices lately -.-
=.=
sory >.> i feel like an ass now.
wow i been making a lot of the wrong choices lately -.-
I dont want to talk to you
im scared if i do, i will say too much; or too little. I might say the wrong things, I dont want to blurt out whats on my mind, its not even my business though. Maybe its not that easy for us to talk, well not as easily as.
so >.>
lets stay occupied.
so >.>
lets stay occupied.
& Im Outs.
Tranced- confused/charming/magical(?)
lol idk o.o
freaken minh said i looked tranced all the time and told me it means occupied or something. cept i looked it up && (points to top)
hah? Maybe i got the wrong word =x
lol idk o.o
freaken minh said i looked tranced all the time and told me it means occupied or something. cept i looked it up && (points to top)
hah? Maybe i got the wrong word =x
Its sad how I know your lying to me
Didnt I tell you how I can see bullshyt?
lmfao -.-
so!
I have been 'working out' lately. well just mini mini workouts. Mostly sit ups tryna get away my tummy and get abs >;D
Its funny how every girl seems to be scared to get muscles; am I weird for wanting to get some sexay abs? LMFAO!
Its been hottt in sf these few days; well its highest 70 something degree. Funny how I remembered in Arizona I used to complain its freakishly cold when the ac was just set to 75. Eeeek =x what was i thinking!?
xD
My legs are like jell-o right now... Cuhs I been stretching again; gonn try for that split AGAIN. Havnt been stretching since.... summer started, so im getting a bit rusty ><
Stretching helps me calm down :) cuhsen if I dont relax Itd hurt MORE. ;O
Tired. Havnt done anything at all today.. But had a nap so I think I'm good for now. Maybe I should start on geometry homework; just because.
I find the word 'Love' is overly used by a lot of teenagers nowadays. I remember when I first went out with, Lol it was already ILOVEYOU(date) hahh! (&didnt I already made a post on this?! ;O)
Now I realized its just sad if someone says "Love" too much. I rather they dont say it at all; so when they finally say it I know for a fact it would mean a Lot. (:
-heh that just made me feel so much more mature x]
so tired; goodnight.
lmfao -.-
so!
I have been 'working out' lately. well just mini mini workouts. Mostly sit ups tryna get away my tummy and get abs >;D
Its funny how every girl seems to be scared to get muscles; am I weird for wanting to get some sexay abs? LMFAO!
Its been hottt in sf these few days; well its highest 70 something degree. Funny how I remembered in Arizona I used to complain its freakishly cold when the ac was just set to 75. Eeeek =x what was i thinking!?
xD
My legs are like jell-o right now... Cuhs I been stretching again; gonn try for that split AGAIN. Havnt been stretching since.... summer started, so im getting a bit rusty ><
Stretching helps me calm down :) cuhsen if I dont relax Itd hurt MORE. ;O
Tired. Havnt done anything at all today.. But had a nap so I think I'm good for now. Maybe I should start on geometry homework; just because.
I find the word 'Love' is overly used by a lot of teenagers nowadays. I remember when I first went out with, Lol it was already ILOVEYOU(date) hahh! (&didnt I already made a post on this?! ;O)
Now I realized its just sad if someone says "Love" too much. I rather they dont say it at all; so when they finally say it I know for a fact it would mean a Lot. (:
-heh that just made me feel so much more mature x]
so tired; goodnight.
Nov 3, 2009
I laugh at myself.
So todayy. idkay what was up. it was pretty good you know? cept something seemed to be bothering me. i got so much on my mind lately. its -.- not funny.
I really hope he was just joking... I wish he'd end up saying "HAH you got playeddd~" or something.
>.> i dont want you see you go, even if you are not close to me, even if we barely met. I cant say im too close with you buh having you tell me these things, its...
>.> i dont even know how to reply. im so sorry... i wish i could do something.
afdasdf MAN.
today was pretty boring. came home and watched surrogates. went and took a napp..
surrogates... WHERE THE HELL IS ANGELINIA JOLIE!? lmfao. i swear i saw her on the surrogates poster? or whatever that was =x
it tied in with what we were learning in English; i find that fasinating xD
Ray Bradbury!~
I was so tempted to watch paranormal activities todayy ><
BUH I WAS THAT MUCH FREAKED OUT! lmfao i was screaming silently in class.
geometry was hillarious. LOL >;D
hmmm this blog seems boring =x lets end it!
I really hope he was just joking... I wish he'd end up saying "HAH you got playeddd~" or something.
>.> i dont want you see you go, even if you are not close to me, even if we barely met. I cant say im too close with you buh having you tell me these things, its...
>.> i dont even know how to reply. im so sorry... i wish i could do something.
afdasdf MAN.
today was pretty boring. came home and watched surrogates. went and took a napp..
surrogates... WHERE THE HELL IS ANGELINIA JOLIE!? lmfao. i swear i saw her on the surrogates poster? or whatever that was =x
it tied in with what we were learning in English; i find that fasinating xD
Ray Bradbury!~
I was so tempted to watch paranormal activities todayy ><
BUH I WAS THAT MUCH FREAKED OUT! lmfao i was screaming silently in class.
geometry was hillarious. LOL >;D
hmmm this blog seems boring =x lets end it!
Are you ashamed?
is there something you dont want others to know? want me to know? fucker.
is that why your acting that way?
i see bullshyt. i hate bullshyt. suck mines :)
is that why your acting that way?
i see bullshyt. i hate bullshyt. suck mines :)
I reallly really need to stop the PMSing blogs.
they overflow my blogg;
oh gee had 100+ blogs last month!
this month... hope i dont pms as much.
suckers gotta get outa my PMS status business.
lmfao<3
stalkers.
youd never know what im talking about.
who; true/false; whatever!
LMFAO!
lets stay mysterious :)
-.- is that even gonn work!? FREAKEN HEART SEWED ON MY SLEEVE -.-
oh gee had 100+ blogs last month!
this month... hope i dont pms as much.
suckers gotta get outa my PMS status business.
lmfao<3
stalkers.
youd never know what im talking about.
who; true/false; whatever!
LMFAO!
lets stay mysterious :)
-.- is that even gonn work!? FREAKEN HEART SEWED ON MY SLEEVE -.-
&So yes
i always wonder 'why am i caring?'. I know exactly what will happen next. I hate how I'm still going through with it. I ask myself "Why am i letting this go on even when i know for a fact i will fall flat on your face?"
babe its because you ARE worth it
its because i only care what you think of me.
When I fall flat on my face, you wont be there to catch me. Hopefully you'd be too far away to see me.
I think i need to write a book. Im really good at this :) Right Hellobudy? LMFAO!
Dr. Phil Statuss?
nah; got my heart tipped up over too many. lmfao -.-
fuckers.
babe its because you ARE worth it
its because i only care what you think of me.
When I fall flat on my face, you wont be there to catch me. Hopefully you'd be too far away to see me.
I think i need to write a book. Im really good at this :) Right Hellobudy? LMFAO!
Dr. Phil Statuss?
nah; got my heart tipped up over too many. lmfao -.-
fuckers.
Im so tired of
going through the same dam shyt. its not even funny anymore. its like we are going in circles and we always end up where we started. its hillarious.
but i guess im in for the ride.
-.-
lemme hop off.
but i guess im in for the ride.
-.-
lemme hop off.
Nov 2, 2009
OH&
i been tryna become more productiveee;
like actually doing something ;o
i been stretching and working out a bits again.
&& well planned to actually spend time on homework cept
-.-
sucha fail.
procrastination is a decease.
like actually doing something ;o
i been stretching and working out a bits again.
&& well planned to actually spend time on homework cept
-.-
sucha fail.
procrastination is a decease.
Today had a weird feeling tagged with it
I didnt have my phone the whole day ohmy!~!~!!
;O ALMOST DIED. LMFAO!
so materialistic -.-
Such pms mood when i got home no kidding; everyone bsing at me. and i jsut start bsing on others. its hillarious. -.-
Im so tired of this bullshyt tho. well of BUllshyt in general :)
Im just so straight forward sometimes... i speak my mind. -.-
which is not always a good thing cuhsen sometimes i hurt peoples.
-.-
sucha ass right?
;O ALMOST DIED. LMFAO!
so materialistic -.-
Such pms mood when i got home no kidding; everyone bsing at me. and i jsut start bsing on others. its hillarious. -.-
Im so tired of this bullshyt tho. well of BUllshyt in general :)
Im just so straight forward sometimes... i speak my mind. -.-
which is not always a good thing cuhsen sometimes i hurt peoples.
-.-
sucha ass right?
Nov 1, 2009
3rd time?
im tired of your little games.
there might be a reason in back of it. am i supposed to say i understand?
fyl.
there might be a reason in back of it. am i supposed to say i understand?
fyl.
lmfao i lied
happy as hell
cuhsa :)
heheheh lets keep it a secret *shhhh*
its really not my fault; you were a jerk. I knew what you were doing; Screw You.
Awhh Eddie had new pictures. I was happy :) since i havnt seen his face in forever. That dorrk; i miss his smiles, his dorkie lines, his hugs, his bad.ass.self.
lol.
always on my mind(:
EEEK wtf. lmfao. no boy get outa my headd. you million miles away. hah! && YOUZ A HOE.
cuhsa :)
heheheh lets keep it a secret *shhhh*
its really not my fault; you were a jerk. I knew what you were doing; Screw You.
Awhh Eddie had new pictures. I was happy :) since i havnt seen his face in forever. That dorrk; i miss his smiles, his dorkie lines, his hugs, his bad.ass.self.
lol.
always on my mind(:
EEEK wtf. lmfao. no boy get outa my headd. you million miles away. hah! && YOUZ A HOE.
Happy Hello-weeen :)
Sugar&Sweets!
:) heh. wasnt an crayon =x ended up going as a OG.
LMFAO!
candy candy candy ohmy~
everything happened this weekend. i swear. A LOT.
-.-
"Problem Magnet" I know right =x hahaa.
Buh its a blessing how everyone trust me and come to me when they are in need :)
Buhthen it aint even fair;
id say you dont mean shyt to me buh i think we all know id just be lyingg.
gotta stop your pmsing cuhs you mean lots me mee. eeek? im not mad cuhsa you didnt come with us; im more mad the way you treat us.
:) heh. wasnt an crayon =x ended up going as a OG.
LMFAO!
candy candy candy ohmy~
everything happened this weekend. i swear. A LOT.
-.-
"Problem Magnet" I know right =x hahaa.
Buh its a blessing how everyone trust me and come to me when they are in need :)
Buhthen it aint even fair;
id say you dont mean shyt to me buh i think we all know id just be lyingg.
gotta stop your pmsing cuhs you mean lots me mee. eeek? im not mad cuhsa you didnt come with us; im more mad the way you treat us.
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