Cheating.

I hate Cheating. There are many ways of cheating. Yeah. you remember. That one time you got caught trying to sneak a peak at her test? I TOLD YOU NOT TO DO IT!

&& then theres that one relatiionship kinda.
oh those disgust me so much. when you are with somebody already; do NOT go flirting with some other girl! Even just having the intention of doing so (flirting), that is cheating in my book. You are already with someone. You should have your heart fully onto that person and not fool around, fooling around is when you guys are not dating. If you wanna get all dating then DO NOT THINK ABOUT SOME OTHER GIRL. even if its not physically doing something, It Counts. Its just like telling "I like you a lot (:" then pushing her outa your heart for even just one second so you can let some other girl take that spot. I despise it. and do NOT go telling me its not serious and all that bullcrap because you know why? Wehn you are dating them you ARE saying "I like you <3" and if you go liking somebody else that is lying without telling them. Pretty much YES CHEATING.






(I should probly stop since... ima blab all this bullcrap out and thats not gonn get pretty.... No I didn't get cheated on by a guy)

Old Past; New Beginnings?

well; im back where i started. California State. It's Crazyyy! I dont know; Maybe I am scared of the past, but what is there to be scared of? Hahaha. There was many things I've Left Behind you know? But now I am back here all over again and even though it was not bad at all [well not the best of course] it is still The Past. Now can i get that Past to STAY the past and let me start a New Beginning?


x
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wenxi

oh dam im naughtyyy >;D
hahahaha.



i am sure 2 out of every 3 peoples will think something really dumb out of that.
have fun with your imagination :D

Im confused.

i have a lot of mixed feelings about EVERYONE right now. i dont know. i really need to pack but uggh. dont feel like it &.
i finally know Johny.
that foo; dam i been eyeing him for wayyy long & im sure he knows. this very day i finally went and talked to him buh... its my last day and i dont think that was enough!... I wanted digits you know!? LMAO.
buh hahaha. i saw his myspace on my "maybe you know" friends. && idk... kinda disgusts me. I am so over with all these flirts and manwhores I really need me a good guy. A good guy who knows how to play it right..
&& today well hmm what else did i do?
Oh i said Bye to Him. Wow.... I will miss his touch. His voice. Him. Idk when he hugs me so tight I just cant resist buh fall over and over again. GAHH. Buh im sure he dont even care. Again. MANWHORE.
talking bout whores. i seriously think that give off that image at times. hahaha. Just cuhs i can get 'sexual' i have respect for it you know? I think sex is a very special thing for someone I find in the future and I really dont want to have any bad experience to curse that for me. Get nasty nasty? haha. I owe myself this much to be abstinence & keep all these guys away from breaking my heart into peices. I can tell you a little secret. I still havnt given away my first kiss yet (: hehehe. Do you believe me?

&& oh PUHLEASEE dont get the paragraph up there twisted. Oh my I mean sexual by wordss. oh Lord haha I have no idea how to make it sound any better butt.

NB Ridaz

notice me

good ol' memories :)
back in them dayss.
hahaha like im all old.

NB Ridaz

notice me

good ol' memories :)
back in them dayss.
hahaha like im all old.

Enjoyment;

Today was BOMB. Went wit the CFM to native new yorker haha (: those moments will highly be missed! do i make sense?
&& me & my grls be jerking it off >;D
we so lame hahaha. buh damggg it was hot today. too humid. thats extra funny since we are CURRENTLY IN A DESERT. darn you global warming.


&& MILEY CYRUS? lmao i just heard bout her and her little booty shake on teen choise awards or something! HAHAHA. i didnt see it but girrrl. x]
idk if what i wrote down there was so much worth it. but haha i think its nice how shes having fun being herself. not some fake celebs you know?
anywhoo.
no hates.




GOODDAYY.

The Clim- Miley Cyrus

Wow...
its just hit 12:00 a.m and suddenly i hear my bathroom radio go off and BOOM its supper loud and guess whats on? Yeepers. "I gotta keep my head held highhhhh..."
OH GEE. talk about scary! lmao.
no im just saying. i love that chick buh that was scaryy! HAHAHAH.



&& yess i do NOT hate her. Buh i just aint her biggest fan you know? buh hayeee she a normal teenager tryna live her life as much as possible. I THINK WE GOT NO SAY IN THAT!? and you know what?! ITS NO USE FOR YOU HATING ON HER CUHS HAH DISNEY STILL PAYING HER BIG BUCKS! yeah news flash ayee?
1) i do NOT think she is racist. SHE WAS TAKING A PICTURE WITH A ASIAN IN IT! oh come on like you have never had a buncha frens make fun of you just cuhs. ITS WHAT A REAL FRIEND DOES. yeaah HOMIE.
2) slut? GIRL CALM DOWN. DO YOU EVER TAKE A LOOK AROUND YOU!? oh what can I say. AT LEAST SHE AINT PREGO! just a little picture here and there. HAH at least she isnt sexting. well not really at least. DO YOU EVER READ 17 MAGAZINE OF GIRLS WHO HAD TAKEN FULL-NAKED PICTURES? Yeah so THEY can advertise nude-teen-models and miley cant do a little teasing!? SHES A TEEN IN PUBERTY AGE. IM SORRY BUT THERES NO SAY! (just not so much with the sexay pose and the old dude on twitter if you know what im talking bout)
3) oh man what else... oh lets continue on the slut section. JOLLY RANCHER. geez CUT THE GIRL SOME SLACK. She is just having fun with a few friends. Again IM SURE YOU HAVE MADE SOME KINDA SEXUAL JOKE WITH YOUR FRENS NOW DONT YOU DARE SAY NO. Yeah Yeah she is a disney star but AGAIN THEY ARE STILL PAYING HER BIG BUCKS. && Its not like no one else want to be famous and dream of 'showing the world the real you'.Hah I know I do >;D lmao. seriously nowadays celebs seem so FAKE. come on not everyone is full on 100% INNOCENT. && wow props to those who fully second that say... OR TOO MUCH? cuhs wow too much sex scandals these days? FULLY NUDE photos? Oh Lord what have our world gone to... Just because this little young girl is having fun like a normal teenager YOU SHOULD NOT PUT ALL YOUR ANGER ON HER!
3)ARE YOU REALLY SAYING SHE SHOULD BE KICKED OFF DISNEY NOW?! oh yeah and what are your excuses. that she is a bad role model to kids around america!? someone should turn to BET and see whats on (: cuhs girlie HAVE YOU HEARD THE LATEST LYRICS?! lets get sexual baby >;D ha YEAHHH. && dont you even go telling me that kids dont listen to that stuff. BONKKKK THEY DOO. Go into a fourth grade class room i can garentee you HALF of the class listens to some lets-get-down rap. Yeah talk about sexual baby :)
4) oh and the dating a 20something year old STRIPER? oh that i have no say. girl get a grip you do NOT need a 20year old to get some fun. && PLEASE dont think that he is older and that he is more mature so he will NOT leak your new undie-showing photos. Girll give yourself some respect pleasee!! Yeah yeah some fun some fun THIS A 20 YEAR OLD STRIPER YOUR DATING! REALY!? Haye now only if he uber rich yeah?

hahhaa have a nice day (:
I do not have time to read thru my blog. bleh if theres mistakes. FIGURE IT OUT.

Aug 09. oh that special day.

Thanks (:
its my birthday oh Lord (: one more year has past && its a true blessing.
this year i've been through LOTS. throughout this whole move and the changes from church to friends to family to just everything. Lots have changed some for better some for worse but I truly know you are there looking at me from above and I'm truely thankful. Though I do have to admit some things I would wish you werent watching but life is life and I just hope I will one day come toward you with all my heart. && let the rest be untold until next time (:
But truly & sincerely ThankYou.
God Bless (:


Special moments of my life; I could feel Him working in me making me a better person... Im getting there :D

&& To my friends (:
Through the past year I have seen and been through a lot and I thank you for the experience (: Heh yes in some ways YOU GUYS ARE SUCH BAD INFLUENCES!! especially after the whole thank you God speech on top... hahha (: Buh you guys are Amazing and gave me an amazing Freshman year. After this upcoming week I will be back in California, SF. Town of the Proud Homos :D Keep in touch yess?? hah lies. Buh im sure lots of you will remain in that special spot in my heart (: Its no lie I will miss you guys like CRAZYYY. Tears tears.... But again. Life goes on. love&kisses.

wenxi

100Girls

I think that is going to be my new favorite movie. Its so adorable so romantic, its seductive yet lovely. teen age love affair. I love the way how a man goes through all that just to find one single girl he had a one night stand with. he worked his whole way everyday not giving up. and his speech was AMAZING. && throughout the whole experience hes learned so much about women, he knows how to Love. See for me, I believe Love comes from understanding. Understanding you, understanding the other person, the relationship, what is right what is wrong without being biased. I believe everyone have their own way of rights and wrongs and that could only be known if you were to think in their shoes.
(: anyways. this movie is just adorable (: chick flickk. kinda. make love. dont watch in front of parents ohkay? haha.

p.s && maybe turn the volume down for some partss.

i love the endingg (: found out for yourself.

Birthdays just gonn be another day...

its almost my birthday... no expectations no disappointment yeaah? -.- aint gonn do shyt this year. was planning a sleep over and mini party like thingie for my close girlies buh then how am i gonn do that>!? My house is so messy and we dont got shyt to do here. so i was planning to go to the mall buh no car keys no ride no shytt. we cant do anything. uggh. so whats the point? its just another day.

MY AWESOME PARAGRAPHS

Years after years after years teachers would always ask “What are your future goals dear?”. Its always the same old ones! One of course, ‘To Get Better Grades’, that is a must, even though a lot of the average high school students don’t put their mind to work at all. Second is the ‘Try My Best’ goal. That’s a obvious. And last but not least it should be ‘To Meet New Peoples’. I find all these goals are just lame excuses to cut ourselves some slack. These are a few goals that are done and checked off daily. So I think I want to change my goals for this year and twist it just a little bit. (And since I won’t be here long I will just set my goals for the whole year)
First off, I would love to write a paper that makes no sense what-so-ever and see what grade I will get. Hey, maybe I can get a head start on getting the background info of the teachers who does not read our papers. I heard those were common in some schools. Secondly, I would love to print so many papers that I would run out of my black ink and start using my colored ink and make my all papers colorful. On the acceptation that I do not have any working printer at the moment I will have to hold back on this one… And last but not least, I would like to Get Better Grades.


homework assignment for lame-joker (:
now how dare you call them not goals? STOP BEING SO BUTT HURT. uggh.

Guess what?

Im tryna surprise CFM that im back in az :) and tmrw is the first day of skoo. haha we'll see what happens. I really suck at keeping surprises. well my own surprises anyways. i'd somehow make myself give myself permission to tell, since its MY secret and all you know? sucks :( I should not tell myself my own secrets =x