Unproven words.
untold lies.
undone promises.
fml. i shouldnt say make pomises i cant keep -.-
information booth.
- Doll.
- hello world :) Should I warn you I blog like hell? Bi-polar(bears) babeey <3
Oct 31, 2009
Guilty As Charged
Its as if I stabbed her in the heart a million times; just to see it was a two sided dagger.
I'm so sorry, it was not my intention...
I seem to have known this whole time, cept I still listened to your words.
No, it WONT be ohkay.
I have the remote, let me press pause.
I'm so sorry, it was not my intention...
I seem to have known this whole time, cept I still listened to your words.
No, it WONT be ohkay.
I have the remote, let me press pause.
Gettin' Paid!
So my dad made a deal with me yesterday :)
For every A I get; I get $10.
But for every C I get; -$10,
&& If I get all 7 A[s]. I get a bonus of $5 per A.
Muahahha :)
Im just surprised my dad would pay for my A[s] lmfao.
Since he IS asian.
LOL!
For every A I get; I get $10.
But for every C I get; -$10,
&& If I get all 7 A[s]. I get a bonus of $5 per A.
Muahahha :)
Im just surprised my dad would pay for my A[s] lmfao.
Since he IS asian.
LOL!
Oct 30, 2009
Carmel Apple
So I bought a Carmel Apple at the Fall Fest today for $1.
It was all drippy and melty;
the carmel got all over my face :O
what a sticky mess.
I never managed to bite the apple right -.-
I ended up just licking all the carmel off
Turns out the apple was bad anyways
fml.
I hate school apples.
I continued licking my $1 NOT-worth of carmel.
It was all drippy and melty;
the carmel got all over my face :O
what a sticky mess.
I never managed to bite the apple right -.-
I ended up just licking all the carmel off
Turns out the apple was bad anyways
fml.
I hate school apples.
I continued licking my $1 NOT-worth of carmel.
i decided
that i just cant make myself like my layout -.-
sooo;
i just said "F*ck the world" & switched it to a normal blogger template
:)
lmfao. lil wayne moment??
sooo;
i just said "F*ck the world" & switched it to a normal blogger template
:)
lmfao. lil wayne moment??
Hey Gorgeous
I feel so disrespected by you sometimes; its just im tryna respect peoples and here you go calling me all this crap it gets me mad! EVEN IF YOU DONT MEAN IT! -.-
eeekkkk.
buh today was pretty good...
Fall Fest today; it was nice :)
cept CFM wasnt there with me to get down & freakkay :O
damm. lmfao.<3
i felt like an ass... ohkay i take that whole "today was pretty good" thing back cuhs IT ACTUALLY WAS PRETTY BAD! all 3 of them trusted me and told me stuff and I was supposed to be there for them; cept i wasnt. Me & my dumbass was getting distracted by cutays(?)! <
i mean; well at least at the moment. Its like im helluh leaving pplz out, im being such an ass, i let other things get in the way of a serious situation. wtf man -.-
&& i hate how i keep doing the wrong even when i know its WRONG! -.-
sorry; i take the blame.
& yes yes you make me feel cloud9 sometimes. buh then really though!? AGAIN!? lmfao. -.- eff. My instincts tell me im a bitch. I can tell she is not over him; its just not ohkay.
eeekkkk.
buh today was pretty good...
Fall Fest today; it was nice :)
cept CFM wasnt there with me to get down & freakkay :O
damm. lmfao.<3
i felt like an ass... ohkay i take that whole "today was pretty good" thing back cuhs IT ACTUALLY WAS PRETTY BAD! all 3 of them trusted me and told me stuff and I was supposed to be there for them; cept i wasnt. Me & my dumbass was getting distracted by cutays(?)! <
i mean; well at least at the moment. Its like im helluh leaving pplz out, im being such an ass, i let other things get in the way of a serious situation. wtf man -.-
&& i hate how i keep doing the wrong even when i know its WRONG! -.-
sorry; i take the blame.
& yes yes you make me feel cloud9 sometimes. buh then really though!? AGAIN!? lmfao. -.- eff. My instincts tell me im a bitch. I can tell she is not over him; its just not ohkay.
Oct 29, 2009
Angle 3?
lmfao.
no lie that was cute =3 hehehe.
maybe im back on that traintrack YIKES?
anyways. IMA BE A CRAYON THIS YEAR!
or just stick a peice of paper on a shirt and write "Costume"
lmfao. got inspired by Selena Gomez :)
Tonight was twitter crazy with CFM.
oh i miss them. I WISH I COULD BE THERE WITH THEM TOMORROW!
yikes.
hmmm hoping for a really nice week this weekend.
looking at shopping, movies, trick-or-treating... &?
heh a girls day? Totally :) why nott.
GOTTA STOP THE PROCRASTINATION!
no lie that was cute =3 hehehe.
maybe im back on that traintrack YIKES?
anyways. IMA BE A CRAYON THIS YEAR!
or just stick a peice of paper on a shirt and write "Costume"
lmfao. got inspired by Selena Gomez :)
Tonight was twitter crazy with CFM.
oh i miss them. I WISH I COULD BE THERE WITH THEM TOMORROW!
yikes.
hmmm hoping for a really nice week this weekend.
looking at shopping, movies, trick-or-treating... &?
heh a girls day? Totally :) why nott.
GOTTA STOP THE PROCRASTINATION!
Oct 28, 2009
my essay sounds so bleh.
i kept reading it over and its SDFASDFASDF.
i didnt how i said i liked going on stage. its kinda like im there just for the fame? lmfao oh noooo~ -.-
&& maybe i shouldnt add the acting thing in there;
since im going for dancing.
yikes =x
i didnt how i said i liked going on stage. its kinda like im there just for the fame? lmfao oh noooo~ -.-
&& maybe i shouldnt add the acting thing in there;
since im going for dancing.
yikes =x
I just added a poll ;D
on the sideee;
asking what kinda posts you guys would like :)
cuhs then if you guys dont read the LONG LONG LONG ones then i wont be scared to write what i want >;D
lmfao!
jaykay buh then yeaaah :)
&& oh
i want comments yo.
you guys can comment without an account now :)
asking what kinda posts you guys would like :)
cuhs then if you guys dont read the LONG LONG LONG ones then i wont be scared to write what i want >;D
lmfao!
jaykay buh then yeaaah :)
&& oh
i want comments yo.
you guys can comment without an account now :)
Yeah it did change hun;
Things are not just the same for us =x
anyways;
DID YOU READ MY LAST BLOG OF MY ESSAY? WHAT YOU THINK?!
lmfao.
it feels weird writing my essay on here o.o I NEED COPYRIGHT! XD
Buh then i was on my dadas computer and i dont wanna save it on there -.-
sooo~
:)
today i felt so deadd. yikes.
gotta eat.
bye :)
anyways;
DID YOU READ MY LAST BLOG OF MY ESSAY? WHAT YOU THINK?!
lmfao.
it feels weird writing my essay on here o.o I NEED COPYRIGHT! XD
Buh then i was on my dadas computer and i dont wanna save it on there -.-
sooo~
:)
today i felt so deadd. yikes.
gotta eat.
bye :)
So
Im home somewhat early today; kelly is here with me. came straight home after school because i was planning to do my essay but my heart is SO NOT HERE!
ohkay lemme take a try at this so i can get out already!
Hello there, my name is Wenxi. I turned 15 this past August. What else can I say? I was born in China, where I spent 7 years of my childhood. I started performing since I was small. I was in gymnastics and dance classes which lead to mini plays. I loved the feeling of being on stage and the excitement of showing everyone what I've spent so many hours learning. Ever since I was small, I have liked dancing around the house and just fool around. I have always seen myself either as an actor or a dancer you know?
Then my life continues on... I moved here to San Francsico, California, when I was almost 8 years old. My parents were looking for a better place for me to grow up, and I am very thankful of them for that. Ever since I came to San Francisco I have been participating in performances for my School, my Chinese School, and my Church. I soon became busy with schoolwork and my new born sisters that I had stopped performing, but I would still do some free-time dancing at home.
Within a blink of an eye 5 years past and we moved to Arizona during the June of 2007. Again, my parents were looking for a better environment for the family. It was not because San Francisco was not good, but Arizona had things better... In a way. Oh I should also mention that by this time I already have 2 other babysisters to take care of. It was some nice years in Arizona, maybe two of my best years. I met so many peoples and I liked how warm and friendly everyone acted! It was nothing like San Francisco. There, I can say it finally hit me that I needed to start looking at Life. I needed to start planning and looking ahead and do something about my future. I soon joined my school's dance class and I resume performing again. In that class I experienced jazz, modern, ballet, and the basics of choreographing. I had the chance to be in group and grow experience in teamwork while having an inside look on dancegroups and working as a dancer since our school had connections with a few dance companies in Arizona. It was nice to actually DANCE in a studio and practice and spend time on something I was passionate about. But this was just all part of my experience to try and figure out what I want to be later in life. This is a plan I am sticking with until I find something better; and so far I havn't. As a kid, many teachers have asked me "Where will you be in life in the next 10/20 years?" and everytime I would have something different on my mind. It was either actor, singer, doctor, teacher, sales person, nurce, or well, dancer, but dancing and acting have always been my main choice. I hope to keep learning about dance and acting, even as a hobby. It's just something I see myself doing in the future, even if it means getting off of work at 6PM and rushing over to a dance studio to practice and work on dances till 8. Its something I am interested in and that I can stick with, its not just a 'fling', it may be puppylove, but this puppylove is not ending yet.
ohkay lemme take a try at this so i can get out already!
Hello there, my name is Wenxi. I turned 15 this past August. What else can I say? I was born in China, where I spent 7 years of my childhood. I started performing since I was small. I was in gymnastics and dance classes which lead to mini plays. I loved the feeling of being on stage and the excitement of showing everyone what I've spent so many hours learning. Ever since I was small, I have liked dancing around the house and just fool around. I have always seen myself either as an actor or a dancer you know?
Then my life continues on... I moved here to San Francsico, California, when I was almost 8 years old. My parents were looking for a better place for me to grow up, and I am very thankful of them for that. Ever since I came to San Francisco I have been participating in performances for my School, my Chinese School, and my Church. I soon became busy with schoolwork and my new born sisters that I had stopped performing, but I would still do some free-time dancing at home.
Within a blink of an eye 5 years past and we moved to Arizona during the June of 2007. Again, my parents were looking for a better environment for the family. It was not because San Francisco was not good, but Arizona had things better... In a way. Oh I should also mention that by this time I already have 2 other babysisters to take care of. It was some nice years in Arizona, maybe two of my best years. I met so many peoples and I liked how warm and friendly everyone acted! It was nothing like San Francisco. There, I can say it finally hit me that I needed to start looking at Life. I needed to start planning and looking ahead and do something about my future. I soon joined my school's dance class and I resume performing again. In that class I experienced jazz, modern, ballet, and the basics of choreographing. I had the chance to be in group and grow experience in teamwork while having an inside look on dancegroups and working as a dancer since our school had connections with a few dance companies in Arizona. It was nice to actually DANCE in a studio and practice and spend time on something I was passionate about. But this was just all part of my experience to try and figure out what I want to be later in life. This is a plan I am sticking with until I find something better; and so far I havn't. As a kid, many teachers have asked me "Where will you be in life in the next 10/20 years?" and everytime I would have something different on my mind. It was either actor, singer, doctor, teacher, sales person, nurce, or well, dancer, but dancing and acting have always been my main choice. I hope to keep learning about dance and acting, even as a hobby. It's just something I see myself doing in the future, even if it means getting off of work at 6PM and rushing over to a dance studio to practice and work on dances till 8. Its something I am interested in and that I can stick with, its not just a 'fling', it may be puppylove, but this puppylove is not ending yet.
Oct 27, 2009
Sota/Lowell
I am so determined to go to either Lowell or Sota next year! Well its a hard pick for me; I am trying to go to lowell well because its a bigger school. Its kind of like the environment I was used to back in arizona. It have all these awesome clubs and activities I can get all up and involved with the school. They also have great spirit! & they got awesome class schedules :)
Buh then I'm also considering Sota. I have no idea what that school is about right now; but I am getting all the information I can! I want to shadow them so badd =x cept since i barely moved back and never kept in contact with anyone (-.-' fail!) I just dont got the connections... & WILL IT BE TOO LATE FOR ME!?
See this is also what I have been stressing about; will it be too late for me to transfer?! I mean; Its gonn be my Junior year already next year! its going by wayy too fast! I remembered many peoples telling me that Junior year is one of the hardest years; and since this year I am stuck here in thurgood... It aint so good. =x its gonn be so hard trying to catch up and get used to teh school and getting to know about well... everything! I hate being new to a school; cuhs I wont know what is good or bad. I remember freshman year I didn't know what classes I needed. No one helped me until I got into Acadec and Kibler helped me do everythinggg; told me all thats good and bad. Black&White Info! Everything was clear and spreaded out for me. He even got me the PERFECTT sophmore schedule >.> suckass that i had to leave.
Well see now at thurgood im still not really good with all these academic things. I dont even know what classes I need and oh puhlease I DONT EVEN THINK IMA BE ABLE TO PASS ON TIME! Freaken counselor dont give a dam... she only puts on a act.
=x highschool is so stressful...
I mean how can you even say that you dont have to decide on what you need?! I MEAN I AM STRESSING RIGHT NOW TRYING TO DECIDE IF I WANT TO GO ON WITH MY ACTING/DANCING DREAM OR JUST FIND ANOTHER CAREER! & i have to decide so i can take the right classes to go to the right college! IT AINT JUST BULL! ;O
Yikes. Its true what they say; we have to get connected with a good teacher or counselor or else you good as dead.
Goodluck :)
Buh then I'm also considering Sota. I have no idea what that school is about right now; but I am getting all the information I can! I want to shadow them so badd =x cept since i barely moved back and never kept in contact with anyone (-.-' fail!) I just dont got the connections... & WILL IT BE TOO LATE FOR ME!?
See this is also what I have been stressing about; will it be too late for me to transfer?! I mean; Its gonn be my Junior year already next year! its going by wayy too fast! I remembered many peoples telling me that Junior year is one of the hardest years; and since this year I am stuck here in thurgood... It aint so good. =x its gonn be so hard trying to catch up and get used to teh school and getting to know about well... everything! I hate being new to a school; cuhs I wont know what is good or bad. I remember freshman year I didn't know what classes I needed. No one helped me until I got into Acadec and Kibler helped me do everythinggg; told me all thats good and bad. Black&White Info! Everything was clear and spreaded out for me. He even got me the PERFECTT sophmore schedule >.> suckass that i had to leave.
Well see now at thurgood im still not really good with all these academic things. I dont even know what classes I need and oh puhlease I DONT EVEN THINK IMA BE ABLE TO PASS ON TIME! Freaken counselor dont give a dam... she only puts on a act.
=x highschool is so stressful...
I mean how can you even say that you dont have to decide on what you need?! I MEAN I AM STRESSING RIGHT NOW TRYING TO DECIDE IF I WANT TO GO ON WITH MY ACTING/DANCING DREAM OR JUST FIND ANOTHER CAREER! & i have to decide so i can take the right classes to go to the right college! IT AINT JUST BULL! ;O
Yikes. Its true what they say; we have to get connected with a good teacher or counselor or else you good as dead.
Goodluck :)
Im
on the verge of being very moody today =x
right now.
yikes.
should log off and get something done.
at least before i start pmsing.
lol
right now.
yikes.
should log off and get something done.
at least before i start pmsing.
lol
I felt smart today
I actually learned in class! :D i mean i actually didnt fall asleep!;....
lied. i did -.-
but then i woke up cuhs he was drawing something o.o and then i started getting interested xD hahaha.
I learned how to draw moleculs with bonds and their valence electrons :D
WHEE!!!~
i need new word ;O
lied. i did -.-
but then i woke up cuhs he was drawing something o.o and then i started getting interested xD hahaha.
I learned how to draw moleculs with bonds and their valence electrons :D
WHEE!!!~
i need new word ;O
WHOA BLOGGING-LIKE-CRAZY IS NOW OVER!
I guess; hahaha. Havnt blogged at all and i felt bad :(
soo; lets update.
Well days been boring. Theres not much to update.
I still have no halloween costume :( nuuuu.
&& I HAVE TO STOP MY CUSSING HABITS!
Might go gal tomorow just because bestie called and told me to :)
hehehe.
soo; lets update.
Well days been boring. Theres not much to update.
I still have no halloween costume :( nuuuu.
&& I HAVE TO STOP MY CUSSING HABITS!
Might go gal tomorow just because bestie called and told me to :)
hehehe.
Oct 25, 2009
Halloween
ayo dont ask me what ima wear!
cuhsa ima just tell you
Blue Ipod Nano Gen2 :)
LMFAO!
<3
whats your idea of an sexay custome?
& french maid is jsut a little too... classic. LOL!
LMFAO. & look what i foundd;
CANT BELIEVE THEY DID IT BEFORE ME! DAM ASIAN GUY! ;O
I think the gurl on the left dressed in all black looks sexier :) maybe ill be that instead XD
uggh yeah the whole 'gonn be an ipod for halloween!' started off a joke! CEPT I NEER KNEW SOMEONE WOULD DO IT! AND ITS ALSO A BLUE GEN2 NANO TOO ;O WHAT A CO-INKA-DINK?
lmfao.
[awh guess who co-inka-dink reminded me of? Besttie (:]
cuhsa ima just tell you
Blue Ipod Nano Gen2 :)
LMFAO!
<3
whats your idea of an sexay custome?
& french maid is jsut a little too... classic. LOL!
LMFAO. & look what i foundd;
CANT BELIEVE THEY DID IT BEFORE ME! DAM ASIAN GUY! ;O
I think the gurl on the left dressed in all black looks sexier :) maybe ill be that instead XD
uggh yeah the whole 'gonn be an ipod for halloween!' started off a joke! CEPT I NEER KNEW SOMEONE WOULD DO IT! AND ITS ALSO A BLUE GEN2 NANO TOO ;O WHAT A CO-INKA-DINK?
lmfao.
[awh guess who co-inka-dink reminded me of? Besttie (:]
I laugh at myself
Feels like I changed so much already; its as if... I left here outa this hell hole. Then I went to a place where I achieved so much personally I felt proud on who I became. But then now im back here in this hell hole I try to start all over yet I feel like Im picking up off where I left it. And thats just SDFASDFASDFASDF. What happened to "life is what you make of it"?! Where is "A smile a day makes the frown go away"?! & Why I am blaming everyone for everything?! I remember i used to be the one thinking and trying to be in other peoples shoes; now i just hate the world. lmfao emo? LOL! Now its like fuck.the.world instead of love&peace. hahah yeah all the things from BEFORE. geezz.
I felt like I wasted 2 years getting something that is now gone; it just disappeared slowly. Its like all those things I learned dont belong here in this hell hole. Its as if the security guards took it away from me at the airport when darn machine beeped like crazy at my presence.
oh dont i feel deep >;D
lmfao.
gonn get some sleep.
& try to find what happened to those two years.
nightnightfornow
I felt like I wasted 2 years getting something that is now gone; it just disappeared slowly. Its like all those things I learned dont belong here in this hell hole. Its as if the security guards took it away from me at the airport when darn machine beeped like crazy at my presence.
oh dont i feel deep >;D
lmfao.
gonn get some sleep.
& try to find what happened to those two years.
nightnightfornow
Essay'
So; I am not on my own computer but i think i should take another try at my essay; ITS GONN BE DUE SOON AND I REALLY DONT WANT TO RUSH IT ;O
Hello there, my name is Wenxi Xu. I heard about YAAW from a good friend of mines and I am really looking forward to taking a chance at it. What else can I say? Let me tell you about my daily life; I am usually very busy, not to mention really stressed 24/7 due to... EVERYTHING! I am from a family of barely-turned-6. About two weeks ago I had a new born babysister. I am the eldest of my 4 sisters. to tell you the truth a lot of the times I feel like I am a mother. Oh please do not deny me just because I seem like a busybody... because dancing is my dream. I take it that dancing is a stress-reliever you know? I am not really good with school work, its so hard for me to concentrate or study... you may also
ASDFASDFASDF AHHH!!!!
my sister kept messing with my and i totally lost my train of thoughts. I cant deal with this!
IT WAS ACTUALLY GOING GOOD TOO WTF?!
-.- FML.
Hello there, my name is Wenxi Xu. I heard about YAAW from a good friend of mines and I am really looking forward to taking a chance at it. What else can I say? Let me tell you about my daily life; I am usually very busy, not to mention really stressed 24/7 due to... EVERYTHING! I am from a family of barely-turned-6. About two weeks ago I had a new born babysister. I am the eldest of my 4 sisters. to tell you the truth a lot of the times I feel like I am a mother. Oh please do not deny me just because I seem like a busybody... because dancing is my dream. I take it that dancing is a stress-reliever you know? I am not really good with school work, its so hard for me to concentrate or study... you may also
ASDFASDFASDF AHHH!!!!
my sister kept messing with my and i totally lost my train of thoughts. I cant deal with this!
IT WAS ACTUALLY GOING GOOD TOO WTF?!
-.- FML.
Im making me a little goal;
just a tiny one;
for 24 hours mmkay?
I think itd be easy considering how things are now.
well im helping you right? >.>
for 24 hours mmkay?
I think itd be easy considering how things are now.
well im helping you right? >.>
French Toast<3
hehe i woke up this morning and the internet was still being stoopid! Booyy whats you been smoking!? LMFAO!
buh i was hungry and had nothing to do so i decided to make some french toast :)
FAILED!
Internet came back on and guess what happened?
WIKIHOW!
hehehe FrenchToast was sooo gooooddd;
Well I tried 5 times. 3/5 FAILED REALLY BADLY. & 1/5 was a bunch of idkaywhat but IT TASTED GOOD! the other 1/5 was.. somewhat failed. I need to perfect this >;O
I'm so full now; maybe next morning.
Oct 24, 2009
Obsessed
ohmy~ Melted my heart. The boy in the colored shirt can dancee<3
Been having this on replay; just a little obsessed? HAHAHA!
tonights been a really boring night without you. But it Should be best without you.
Shocked:
hah no need to add more. I guess thats why it felt just a little bit more distant lately right? >.>
Heh buh I dont need chu to make my dayy!~
Talk about too cockkyy. LOL! Heh I got an unexpected call tonight. He made my day :) awwh. I miss you too. You & your sexay muthafada Hair! ;O
Heh buh I dont need chu to make my dayy!~
Talk about too cockkyy. LOL! Heh I got an unexpected call tonight. He made my day :) awwh. I miss you too. You & your sexay muthafada Hair! ;O
So~
I dont know what I feel about my new blog; dont match the content. Hahaa... But then ill give it a try first thouugh. :)
Lately I have been having this thing for colorful blurs and scenery layouts. :D
Cept scenery really doesnt match my blogg;
Oh wait I'm thinking about the sunflower one :D
LOL.
yikes. change is hardd,
Lately I have been having this thing for colorful blurs and scenery layouts. :D
Cept scenery really doesnt match my blogg;
Oh wait I'm thinking about the sunflower one :D
LOL.
yikes. change is hardd,
Boy We Have To Retrace those Steps of Yours
because I think you just dropped my heart without noticing.
Will you find it fast? Before anyone else steps on it?
Heh; I miss these days when I just stay up the whole night looking for something to do, and find nothing. I usually end up with Hannah Montana o Wizards of Waverly Place or iCarly. etc. lol.
Yikes I gave up on that essay; I guess i'll have to wait until tomorrow.
Welll this weekend's plans got canceled already ;O
Cept gonn go meet up with a few friends and grab a drink tomorrow :) Tapioca :D
I miss your face; will you come see me?
Even though at times you make me feel so guilty, I can't help it. I like the way how you make me feel that much more special; especially when others just seem to step all over my heart.
(LOL dont it sound like what someone would say when they are being "The Other Women"?!?!?!? -.- ohmy~)
Will you find it fast? Before anyone else steps on it?
Heh; I miss these days when I just stay up the whole night looking for something to do, and find nothing. I usually end up with Hannah Montana o Wizards of Waverly Place or iCarly. etc. lol.
Yikes I gave up on that essay; I guess i'll have to wait until tomorrow.
Welll this weekend's plans got canceled already ;O
Cept gonn go meet up with a few friends and grab a drink tomorrow :) Tapioca :D
I miss your face; will you come see me?
Even though at times you make me feel so guilty, I can't help it. I like the way how you make me feel that much more special; especially when others just seem to step all over my heart.
(LOL dont it sound like what someone would say when they are being "The Other Women"?!?!?!? -.- ohmy~)
Awwhh =3
I feel like dancingg
hehh;
im so obsessed with Goldfish Pretzels <3
hehe i got 11 bags of them today from the cafeteria. Peoples are nice you know? lol!
Dont you get high blood pressure or high blood sugar or something by eating too mush salt? =x oops.
hehh;
im so obsessed with Goldfish Pretzels <3
hehe i got 11 bags of them today from the cafeteria. Peoples are nice you know? lol!
Dont you get high blood pressure or high blood sugar or something by eating too mush salt? =x oops.
His Love;
Lol I miss those days; I got reminded lately of you. Even though its been a year since all those things that happened, all those late night sweet talks and all those memories. You made me go nuts. <3
Its been a year since all that happened; and we barely talked since. What happened between us? You turned into such a jerk. Lol of course I heard all those things you did. I got connections remember? But then you turned out to be such a bitch; well assuming upon all your actions and all...
I guess it was something deep you had for me though; cuhs even after all that time you still had me on your mind. You told me I was different; heh really?
It was really sweet of you. Buht boy she is sprung over you, give her a chance will ya? She is such a cutay! With the juicest lips >;D lol!
I miss you; buht its been awhile. Lets leave all those things behind us.
<3
Its been a year since all that happened; and we barely talked since. What happened between us? You turned into such a jerk. Lol of course I heard all those things you did. I got connections remember? But then you turned out to be such a bitch; well assuming upon all your actions and all...
I guess it was something deep you had for me though; cuhs even after all that time you still had me on your mind. You told me I was different; heh really?
It was really sweet of you. Buht boy she is sprung over you, give her a chance will ya? She is such a cutay! With the juicest lips >;D lol!
I miss you; buht its been awhile. Lets leave all those things behind us.
<3
Oct 23, 2009
So; Im trying to write an essay
For YAAW. It's Young Artists at Work program thingie. I want to go =x so badly.
I can learn choreographs in there; and last time i checked I still love dancing. I just cant believe somehow Ting told me about it and she knows how much i love to dance and she told me I should sign up; cept I need an essay soon and I need references cept I dont know what to write! Yikes. I dont like writing papers. I cant be as free as if when Im blogging. And I just hate it because my papers always end up sounding too personal as if I was talking to a friend. Which i like; because its like My Style of Writing you know? Cept thats not always acceptable =x
want to hear about my first attempt?
Well here goes the introduction… My name is Wen-xi. I am in a family of 6 right now, I am the eldest of the 4 girls in our family. I was born in China and came to America when I was about 8 years old. I lived here in San Francisco for half my life now, till I moved to Arizona just two years ago. But due to financial problems our family has decided to move back here to San Francisco to look for jobs. I can’t lie I loved my life in Arizona. I think I could say it was some of my best years because I felt so We are a pretty big and busy family in a matter of fact. Things don’t always seem to turn out the best for us, not now anyways. Our family has been in stressful financial situations and I cannot say I have been helping out a whole lot. I have to admit I don’t like staying home and face my problems. I am a very big procrastinator, I don’t like to do work or study.
I have to say that I have a big passion for dancing, I would bust up the music in my room and just dance away at moves that would just pop up in my head. I can’t say I am very good at dancing; I try to be my best, but I hope that you wont come to a conclusion that I can’t dance.
yeah. Didnt work out. I kept getting distracted and I just cant think. Too much on my mind; or should I say nothing is in my mind? Thats why I cant think hahaha.
Oh and I stopped and went to the middle and added stuff so thats why maybe the words didnt connect in the middle of there; I dont even bother going back to read it. Byes first draft.
Second;;
I REALLY WANT TO JOIN YAAW! Do you think that is too straight forward? I have to admit I am not so good at writing papers, at least not anymore. I just like to blog about random things and blab blab blab on and on… and you can even say that I am used to writing ‘About Me’s like the ones you see on myspace and face book, etc. I’m an average teenage girl you can meet everywhere… Oh I should probably mention that I am Wenxi. I am 15 years old and I can’t wait till I can drive! I am a really bubbly person. I can get really bipolar sometimes and I stress over nothing a lot.
wow this really did get a little too personal. Like I sound as if im just BLOGING. lmfao!
I hate it because I dont know what I should write... Yikes. &&& I have to come up with a choreo to show them if they pick me! ;O OHMYY~ I have to hurry up because the short essay and my references and my form is due in a week. AM I GONN MAKE IT!? I THINK IMA JUST TURN LAZY AND GIVE UP BUH THEN I WOULD HATE MYSELF FOR IT BECAUSE I FINALLY GET A CHANCE AND I AM SO EXCITED!
I wish they would just come check out my blog;... or not lmafo!
I can learn choreographs in there; and last time i checked I still love dancing. I just cant believe somehow Ting told me about it and she knows how much i love to dance and she told me I should sign up; cept I need an essay soon and I need references cept I dont know what to write! Yikes. I dont like writing papers. I cant be as free as if when Im blogging. And I just hate it because my papers always end up sounding too personal as if I was talking to a friend. Which i like; because its like My Style of Writing you know? Cept thats not always acceptable =x
want to hear about my first attempt?
Well here goes the introduction… My name is Wen-xi. I am in a family of 6 right now, I am the eldest of the 4 girls in our family. I was born in China and came to America when I was about 8 years old. I lived here in San Francisco for half my life now, till I moved to Arizona just two years ago. But due to financial problems our family has decided to move back here to San Francisco to look for jobs. I can’t lie I loved my life in Arizona. I think I could say it was some of my best years because I felt so We are a pretty big and busy family in a matter of fact. Things don’t always seem to turn out the best for us, not now anyways. Our family has been in stressful financial situations and I cannot say I have been helping out a whole lot. I have to admit I don’t like staying home and face my problems. I am a very big procrastinator, I don’t like to do work or study.
I have to say that I have a big passion for dancing, I would bust up the music in my room and just dance away at moves that would just pop up in my head. I can’t say I am very good at dancing; I try to be my best, but I hope that you wont come to a conclusion that I can’t dance.
yeah. Didnt work out. I kept getting distracted and I just cant think. Too much on my mind; or should I say nothing is in my mind? Thats why I cant think hahaha.
Oh and I stopped and went to the middle and added stuff so thats why maybe the words didnt connect in the middle of there; I dont even bother going back to read it. Byes first draft.
Second;;
I REALLY WANT TO JOIN YAAW! Do you think that is too straight forward? I have to admit I am not so good at writing papers, at least not anymore. I just like to blog about random things and blab blab blab on and on… and you can even say that I am used to writing ‘About Me’s like the ones you see on myspace and face book, etc. I’m an average teenage girl you can meet everywhere… Oh I should probably mention that I am Wenxi. I am 15 years old and I can’t wait till I can drive! I am a really bubbly person. I can get really bipolar sometimes and I stress over nothing a lot.
wow this really did get a little too personal. Like I sound as if im just BLOGING. lmfao!
I hate it because I dont know what I should write... Yikes. &&& I have to come up with a choreo to show them if they pick me! ;O OHMYY~ I have to hurry up because the short essay and my references and my form is due in a week. AM I GONN MAKE IT!? I THINK IMA JUST TURN LAZY AND GIVE UP BUH THEN I WOULD HATE MYSELF FOR IT BECAUSE I FINALLY GET A CHANCE AND I AM SO EXCITED!
I wish they would just come check out my blog;... or not lmafo!
Avidd 1st hour
Peek A Boo
I saw you :)
I saw you :)
Im at avid;
we are supposed to be typing an essay right now but
I feel BADDDD
lmfao.
<3
jaykay. i finished. I ain't that bad =3
but i lied to ya;
I feel Baddd
anyways.
LOL.
Funny How
I can write half my whole entire blog in one month. LOL! Wow and this month is not even over yet! Blogger Hoe. So tired. GOnn become panda. Whee.
new songs btw. hehe idk i had a lot of songs i had on my mind and =x
I feel ashamed of not keeping southside.
but then again
=x
new songs btw. hehe idk i had a lot of songs i had on my mind and =x
I feel ashamed of not keeping southside.
but then again
=x
RE: Wendu
OhMy~ my comments button dont work.
NO WONDER. -.-
expectations? eeek. not needed. what you said surprised me... -.- eff it man. Just not needed.
NO WONDER. -.-
expectations? eeek. not needed. what you said surprised me... -.- eff it man. Just not needed.
Oct 22, 2009
My phone just went through E.R once it realized you were calling
lol pickup lines.
the cutest :) the dorkest.
Sober- not playful, lack of playfulness. Serious. Not affected by any chemical substance [?]
lol.
heard it in a few songs i was listening to :)
the cutest :) the dorkest.
Sober- not playful, lack of playfulness. Serious. Not affected by any chemical substance [?]
lol.
heard it in a few songs i was listening to :)
Not The Night.
I am always so jealous of those kids with parents who understands them. The ones that knows when something is wrong and go "do you want milk and cookies?" The mom that will take you out shopping for a date and the dad who will happily lend you his car. I envy the kids who have parents that will let them take a day off of school because they understand the circumstances at the moment, & the ones who will finally realize 'My Baby Girl has Finally Grown Up.' Its in my dreams where a mom will come in and say 'Guys are jerks, we should share stories'. I wont even mind if my dad gave me 'The Talk'. I miss seeing parents who would lie to their kids about Santa Clause, they just seemed to surround my life, though never in it. I think it's cute how they would make up a crane story about where babies came from, even they see the preciousness of a child's innocence.
I wish my parents would grow up. My dad have to know he is not a little kid and stop throwing un-needed fits. My mom should start realizing the truth and that maybe 'He Is Wrong'. My dad have to know that the world does not always go his way and there are other problems in life other than the ones he know of. My mom needs to start realizing everything is 'achieved' instead of 'deserved'. My daddy needs to stop being a spoiled brat. My mom needs to stop being a dumbass. My parents need to stop working their butts of without a care; because I find its what every person on earth does nowadays. I wish they had a mind where Money was not Everything. I wish there was more to life than they told me so. I wished they even give a dam.
I wish my parents would grow up. My dad have to know he is not a little kid and stop throwing un-needed fits. My mom should start realizing the truth and that maybe 'He Is Wrong'. My dad have to know that the world does not always go his way and there are other problems in life other than the ones he know of. My mom needs to start realizing everything is 'achieved' instead of 'deserved'. My daddy needs to stop being a spoiled brat. My mom needs to stop being a dumbass. My parents need to stop working their butts of without a care; because I find its what every person on earth does nowadays. I wish they had a mind where Money was not Everything. I wish there was more to life than they told me so. I wished they even give a dam.
I'm A Dumbass
"I think I'm getting into the wrong business... Im sorry >.> I was just noisy... I wish we could get to a point where your telling me stuff though... But then Maybe that just Wont Happen. =x
Eeeek I feel like im stabbing you slowly; but then what would I know... I am over exaggerating my place in your heart. I just hope you dont turn out to be what I saw. But isnt that ironic?"
Buh then again. how can I say any of that when YOU are here killing mee; I cant take it. I rather you stay in this and to leave me here feeling the guilt I already am so tired of; please dont do this. Come back because you and I both know we are hurting and especially when you leave; how can I go on any farther? All I can see is the guilt I feel, the empty seat where you are supposed to be. You said we are both very special to you, and you two are very special to me...
Wow korean drama moment?! THAT THING SURE STARTS YOUNGG... -.-
lol.
I feel like its tug-o-war, & my hearts in the middle. Either way I do not win.
Eeeek I feel like im stabbing you slowly; but then what would I know... I am over exaggerating my place in your heart. I just hope you dont turn out to be what I saw. But isnt that ironic?"
Buh then again. how can I say any of that when YOU are here killing mee; I cant take it. I rather you stay in this and to leave me here feeling the guilt I already am so tired of; please dont do this. Come back because you and I both know we are hurting and especially when you leave; how can I go on any farther? All I can see is the guilt I feel, the empty seat where you are supposed to be. You said we are both very special to you, and you two are very special to me...
Wow korean drama moment?! THAT THING SURE STARTS YOUNGG... -.-
lol.
I feel like its tug-o-war, & my hearts in the middle. Either way I do not win.
Oct 21, 2009
Cheetos;
Hesitate- to pause to think due to uncertainty
I've always knew this word, just never really thought about what it meant before using it.
I've always knew this word, just never really thought about what it meant before using it.
OhGee Thanks
for the tripp.
you stuck your foot out
& I was clueless.
I fell.
& Now I'm on the ground with a boo boo.
I ran out of hellokitty bandaids =x
am feeling poetic.
you stuck your foot out
& I was clueless.
I fell.
& Now I'm on the ground with a boo boo.
I ran out of hellokitty bandaids =x
am feeling poetic.
RE: RE: I Hate It When
kelllyy~ >< I just reread everything and i realized I made it sound like you are not good enough to be my bestfriend or something. nuuuu i didnt mean that lol. I didnt even get to talk to you at all tonight yikes =x but then im saying it like in a way that saying when i DOO say it then it would mean a lot you know?
><
i fail ahahaha..
& same goes for 'I Love You' those are three everlasting words. I sometimes feel like I am misusing it ;O
well haha If you look at it as a friend way then It's NEVER misusage(thats not a word but... mis-use-age..? LMFAO!)
I was thinking today about how the things I may say to someone can get so buttered up! Well its not even butter man, its more like margarine. lmfao; fake butter, pretty much plastic! I guess its just became a bad habit throwing hearts and 'i love you's and 'i care for you's etc that it dont even sound important anymore... =x I dislike that.
Saying something like that too much or saying it to anyone just doesnt make it anymore better than a "hello". You give disgrace to the saying for using it without caring about the real meaning of the whole thing you are saying!
I wish that I would only say things that's coming from the heart; & I wish you would only say words that are true.
Buht then again; Why So Serious?
Because.
><
i fail ahahaha..
& same goes for 'I Love You' those are three everlasting words. I sometimes feel like I am misusing it ;O
well haha If you look at it as a friend way then It's NEVER misusage(thats not a word but... mis-use-age..? LMFAO!)
I was thinking today about how the things I may say to someone can get so buttered up! Well its not even butter man, its more like margarine. lmfao; fake butter, pretty much plastic! I guess its just became a bad habit throwing hearts and 'i love you's and 'i care for you's etc that it dont even sound important anymore... =x I dislike that.
Saying something like that too much or saying it to anyone just doesnt make it anymore better than a "hello". You give disgrace to the saying for using it without caring about the real meaning of the whole thing you are saying!
I wish that I would only say things that's coming from the heart; & I wish you would only say words that are true.
Buht then again; Why So Serious?
Because.
Dont Call Me Baby;
I aint one of your little chickss;
"dont trust no hoe"
You make me realize how big of a dummy I am for you.
Dont you feel the love?.
please read my sarcasm as is -.-
"dont trust no hoe"
You make me realize how big of a dummy I am for you.
Dont you feel the love?.
please read my sarcasm as is -.-
Oct 20, 2009
Oh yes He Is!
xrawrrzx (8:24:12 PM): boys a bitch =x
MinnnyWinnnY (8:25:04 PM): LOL
MinnnyWinnnY (8:25:08 PM): i know
MinnnyWinnnY (8:25:09 PM): :-D
xrawrrzx (8:25:23 PM): lol!
xrawrrzx (8:25:25 PM): <3
even minh agreed. :) LMFAO!
MinnnyWinnnY (8:25:04 PM): LOL
MinnnyWinnnY (8:25:08 PM): i know
MinnnyWinnnY (8:25:09 PM): :-D
xrawrrzx (8:25:23 PM): lol!
xrawrrzx (8:25:25 PM): <3
even minh agreed. :) LMFAO!
RE: I Hate It When
Lol I realized i helluhhhh didnt say myself rightt. LOL! I said something about pride or loose your cool or something right?
I meant To show your true feelingss; cuhs, aint it?
Hahh today kelly asked if I thought of her as a bestfriend, close friend, good friend. It was just kinda awkward boo! I mean yes of coursee :) lol. But then LIKE EVERY OTHER TIMES I can tell you I am afraid to admit my feelings; cuhs once you do then you are able to get hurt! :O (not like you wont be hurt even if no one knows... But!)
Haha I havn't admitted to have a good friend in since... 4TH GRADE?! Actually Welll I remember back then I was besties with Wendy; and wow I miss those times =x
&& still at those times I remembered that we would write each other letters during the summer and it used to be the cutest things! We would go over to each others houses and personally deliver the love notes :) awhh. She would always put stuff like "your bestfriend, wendy" Which I would hesitate not knowing what to put..! JUST BECAUSE! I forgot when it happened... But I was just really shy of admitting my feelings you know? Especially when thats how you can get seriously hurtt.
& Last year when i was really close with Reena I still hesitated. Gees. I am sure using that word a little too much? I think it all just have to do with what i've been through... I am always uncertain of what I feel of someone and I would keep asking myself "Do I really like him/her that much?" andd it just gets me tripped upp! With Reena it was also the same... It took me a long long long time to finally say it that she was my bestfriend :). The time when she decided to sing the song Remember Me This Way dedicating to me during the Concert at school; I realized how much she is doing for me and i realized my life would suck without her.
Awhh kelly<3 of course you are a good friend to mee; I even said yes :D lol! Well I can't call you a BestFriend because... just because. And I'm sorry if You are hurt reading that But then I hesitated because I personally take 'bestfriends' very seriously. Haha pssh what other relationships CAN i take seriously?! Obviously not any of my eyecandays. WELL THATS WHY THEY ARE CALLED EYECANDIES! LMFAO!
I hope you understand? I mean well I dont even know if I can call anyone bestfriend atm...
I may always be joking around and putting up an image that I take things all as a joke; but then When it comes to any sort of relationship, I guess you can say deep down I am a very serious person. Well with relationships anyways. & By relationships I dont always mean Girls&Guys. LOL! Friendship is importanttt; what can i say.. I miss CFM!
I meant To show your true feelingss; cuhs, aint it?
Hahh today kelly asked if I thought of her as a bestfriend, close friend, good friend. It was just kinda awkward boo! I mean yes of coursee :) lol. But then LIKE EVERY OTHER TIMES I can tell you I am afraid to admit my feelings; cuhs once you do then you are able to get hurt! :O (not like you wont be hurt even if no one knows... But!)
Haha I havn't admitted to have a good friend in since... 4TH GRADE?! Actually Welll I remember back then I was besties with Wendy; and wow I miss those times =x
&& still at those times I remembered that we would write each other letters during the summer and it used to be the cutest things! We would go over to each others houses and personally deliver the love notes :) awhh. She would always put stuff like "your bestfriend, wendy" Which I would hesitate not knowing what to put..! JUST BECAUSE! I forgot when it happened... But I was just really shy of admitting my feelings you know? Especially when thats how you can get seriously hurtt.
& Last year when i was really close with Reena I still hesitated. Gees. I am sure using that word a little too much? I think it all just have to do with what i've been through... I am always uncertain of what I feel of someone and I would keep asking myself "Do I really like him/her that much?" andd it just gets me tripped upp! With Reena it was also the same... It took me a long long long time to finally say it that she was my bestfriend :). The time when she decided to sing the song Remember Me This Way dedicating to me during the Concert at school; I realized how much she is doing for me and i realized my life would suck without her.
Awhh kelly<3 of course you are a good friend to mee; I even said yes :D lol! Well I can't call you a BestFriend because... just because. And I'm sorry if You are hurt reading that But then I hesitated because I personally take 'bestfriends' very seriously. Haha pssh what other relationships CAN i take seriously?! Obviously not any of my eyecandays. WELL THATS WHY THEY ARE CALLED EYECANDIES! LMFAO!
I hope you understand? I mean well I dont even know if I can call anyone bestfriend atm...
I may always be joking around and putting up an image that I take things all as a joke; but then When it comes to any sort of relationship, I guess you can say deep down I am a very serious person. Well with relationships anyways. & By relationships I dont always mean Girls&Guys. LOL! Friendship is importanttt; what can i say.. I miss CFM!
Really Though??;
"so please either stand by me, or just walk away. "
wow this annoys me. it makes it seem like you dont care at all...
I swear; Goodnight already!
wow this annoys me. it makes it seem like you dont care at all...
I swear; Goodnight already!
Oct 19, 2009
I hate it when
WHAT!? I really dislike it when peoples try to play little games. I mean yes it does get cute ones in away but really?! Its like you are always looking for the love always wanting OTHERS to want you but at the same time you act so cold hearted.
Well I'm sorry I say things like they are.
I hate it cuhs I KNOW I DO THAT! I always think "WHY AM I TRYNA PUT OFF A COOL ERA WHEN ALL I WANNA DO IS SHOW THEM THE LOVIN?!" (LMFAO ohkay maybe not like that but i hope you get the idea). Its like At Times we cannot say hi to someone first, cuhs we are supposed to be cold hearted and pretend we dont see them, we are supposed to wait for them to say hello first! Or when sometimes we dont even bother learning other peoples names because we are just that important everyone else should know our names instead!
I REALLY hope you get the idea because I am in no state to think up of any more examples. But these little games get me MADD! Ughh NO BE STRAIGHT FORWARD WILL YA?! AINT NO ONE LESS SPECIAL OR MORE SPECIAL THAN YA! Babygurl gotta grow upp. Things aint always about you.
*Can I note that all this I am saying as a thirdperson perspective as in; I could very possibly be saying all these things to myself. Thank you very much before another person start thinking Its All About Them, cuhs I know I do that x.x
Its funny right? How humans just think we are oh so special and oh very important. MAN THROW ALL THAT JUNK IN THE TRASH! Sometimes I feel I am such a Beesh for thinking anywhere near these things. Yeah we can joke of course! Duhh! LOL positive talk is needed for our own self esteem! But really; dont always let that get to your head ;O
Hah I felt nice for yelling at myself once in awhile; is that weird?! xD EMO? lmfao. I just need myself at a certain level to keep up with myself. These neegrows gotta suck :)
OHMYY~ i called andrew a neegrow when i was at a chinese fast food place when there was a black guy right THERE! and i didnt even notice... Well he didnt do anything but i felt bad because... =x LOL.
Well I'm sorry I say things like they are.
I hate it cuhs I KNOW I DO THAT! I always think "WHY AM I TRYNA PUT OFF A COOL ERA WHEN ALL I WANNA DO IS SHOW THEM THE LOVIN?!" (LMFAO ohkay maybe not like that but i hope you get the idea). Its like At Times we cannot say hi to someone first, cuhs we are supposed to be cold hearted and pretend we dont see them, we are supposed to wait for them to say hello first! Or when sometimes we dont even bother learning other peoples names because we are just that important everyone else should know our names instead!
I REALLY hope you get the idea because I am in no state to think up of any more examples. But these little games get me MADD! Ughh NO BE STRAIGHT FORWARD WILL YA?! AINT NO ONE LESS SPECIAL OR MORE SPECIAL THAN YA! Babygurl gotta grow upp. Things aint always about you.
*Can I note that all this I am saying as a thirdperson perspective as in; I could very possibly be saying all these things to myself. Thank you very much before another person start thinking Its All About Them, cuhs I know I do that x.x
Its funny right? How humans just think we are oh so special and oh very important. MAN THROW ALL THAT JUNK IN THE TRASH! Sometimes I feel I am such a Beesh for thinking anywhere near these things. Yeah we can joke of course! Duhh! LOL positive talk is needed for our own self esteem! But really; dont always let that get to your head ;O
Hah I felt nice for yelling at myself once in awhile; is that weird?! xD EMO? lmfao. I just need myself at a certain level to keep up with myself. These neegrows gotta suck :)
OHMYY~ i called andrew a neegrow when i was at a chinese fast food place when there was a black guy right THERE! and i didnt even notice... Well he didnt do anything but i felt bad because... =x LOL.
Trust Game
I would ALWAYS be there to catch you even when I am not the one pushing you to fall! You know that! I would be the one to catch you even when you are just plain tripping over your dirty little shoelaces!
Always.
Always.
Dont Cryy
You cant. This is really dumb!
LOL WE ARE NOT EVEN THE MAIN CHARACTERS OF THIS JOKE! so why are you taking it more dramatic then they are babee?
Yikesss.
Trust game?
I trusted you. A lot. & I still do!? But oh my the duckateers is JUST THE DUCKATEERRS! NOTHING SPECIAL! How can i tell you what it is when I dont even know my self!? Just a name?!
I do trust you a lott. Though I cant see you feeling the same?
You got me heluh tripping girl
Why is it when compared to you I am ALWAYS the bad guy???
LOL WE ARE NOT EVEN THE MAIN CHARACTERS OF THIS JOKE! so why are you taking it more dramatic then they are babee?
Yikesss.
Trust game?
I trusted you. A lot. & I still do!? But oh my the duckateers is JUST THE DUCKATEERRS! NOTHING SPECIAL! How can i tell you what it is when I dont even know my self!? Just a name?!
I do trust you a lott. Though I cant see you feeling the same?
You got me heluh tripping girl
Why is it when compared to you I am ALWAYS the bad guy???
Dear, Amy
Can you stop? I know you are not in a good mood and i want to talk to you so bad but when i do we both get sooo mad! I think its better for me to let you calm down yikes. I show you so much love and I tell you Everything I swear! Cept you dont tell me anything. I tell you the things deep down from my heart and then you go telling me fakes. But haye again maybe im wrong MAYBE i cant read peoples. But I think I know the basics. Life is NOT plastic but why let anything get all caught up in this mess? Im always there for you to talk BUT you keep saying I dont tell you anything JUST BECAUSE. But are you really the one talking?
I am really bad at this But girl I know your having a bad day... stop it please? Yikes.
Buh first we both need a shower to just calm down and let it go. How are you gonn let a JOke that WAS NOT EVEN TOWARD ME get between us like that?! YEAH!? Last time I checked we are no longer in middle school what is UP!? Ohkay so someone went on his account. ohkay then we had a little quack project. & NOW YOU ARE SO MAD! wtf. And we are not even as mad! You say its all a joke but so is our 'project'?! Then you go making fun of Duckateers Which IS JUST US SECRET NINJAS! Wow im sorry your not in it; well its cuhs we got it offa the whole project and gee ITS JUST A NAME. A LABEL. babe you know your MORE THAN THAT. label aint shytt.
I am really bad at this.
I need my shower.
Babez i love you? I'd act a foo for you anydayyy;
Stop PMSING!
<3 :)
love me back?
I am really bad at this But girl I know your having a bad day... stop it please? Yikes.
Buh first we both need a shower to just calm down and let it go. How are you gonn let a JOke that WAS NOT EVEN TOWARD ME get between us like that?! YEAH!? Last time I checked we are no longer in middle school what is UP!? Ohkay so someone went on his account. ohkay then we had a little quack project. & NOW YOU ARE SO MAD! wtf. And we are not even as mad! You say its all a joke but so is our 'project'?! Then you go making fun of Duckateers Which IS JUST US SECRET NINJAS! Wow im sorry your not in it; well its cuhs we got it offa the whole project and gee ITS JUST A NAME. A LABEL. babe you know your MORE THAN THAT. label aint shytt.
I am really bad at this.
I need my shower.
Babez i love you? I'd act a foo for you anydayyy;
Stop PMSING!
<3 :)
love me back?
Dramatic Much?
Uggh been a fast night. Wow. Everything was just BOOM TAH POW BAM!
yikes i know right? Why So Serious? It was all jokes but once you deal with a joke with another joke it just backfires and shots right in your eye! x.x ouch.
Chicks are ALWAYS before dicks babe buh I believe in my morals; I go with what I think is right Sorry I lowered your expectations of being a friend...! -.-
So dam moody sometimes I just feel like I am so tired of holding back you know!? Ughh its not fun if jokes turn serious and CALM DOWN. Sorry babe buht not everything involves you. I dont see you doing the same to me... Wow dont I seem mean today.
-.-
What happened to
"Treat others the way you want to be treated"
and
"Always be nice to your brothers and sisters"
or something.
"Life is what you make of it" just dont fit this one; but still my favorite!
sometimes too much jokes just turns into trouble.
yikes i know right? Why So Serious? It was all jokes but once you deal with a joke with another joke it just backfires and shots right in your eye! x.x ouch.
Chicks are ALWAYS before dicks babe buh I believe in my morals; I go with what I think is right Sorry I lowered your expectations of being a friend...! -.-
So dam moody sometimes I just feel like I am so tired of holding back you know!? Ughh its not fun if jokes turn serious and CALM DOWN. Sorry babe buht not everything involves you. I dont see you doing the same to me... Wow dont I seem mean today.
-.-
What happened to
"Treat others the way you want to be treated"
and
"Always be nice to your brothers and sisters"
or something.
"Life is what you make of it" just dont fit this one; but still my favorite!
sometimes too much jokes just turns into trouble.
I Lied Amy
that was NOT the last post of the night =x
Should I change my blogspot song?
$$x southside- ashanti&lloyd
theres just something about a blog with old love songs.
Should I change my blogspot song?
$$x southside- ashanti&lloyd
theres just something about a blog with old love songs.
i LOLed.
I take showers in the morning and I'm usually in a rush. Just To Be Smart; I brush my teeth in the showers :) its pretty awesome. I'm usually too lazy so I leave my toothbrush and the toothpaste in there too >.>
I'm usually the late owl of the house, the last one to sleep/brush my teeth. & guess where the toothpaste was!? My Showers.
LOL.
guess who is too lazy to brush their teeth?
Turns out my whole family, UNLESSS they started using the kids strawberry-flavored toothpaste we have for my sisters...
Oh GEEE! is that the new trend??
;O
I'm usually the late owl of the house, the last one to sleep/brush my teeth. & guess where the toothpaste was!? My Showers.
LOL.
guess who is too lazy to brush their teeth?
Turns out my whole family, UNLESSS they started using the kids strawberry-flavored toothpaste we have for my sisters...
Oh GEEE! is that the new trend??
;O
Oct 18, 2009
I Am So Over You
lmfao.
I Am Proud of myself :)
I just HAD to say that before I put up a list of characteristics I like. hahaha; cuhs ting's latest blog reminded me of a lot and I was thinking about making a list too! Cept I think I am going to chicken out on this one.
Psstt Tho I DO have a list of qualities on my Myspace page under PRIVATED BLOGS. SOOO dont bother LOL!
I Am Proud of myself :)
I just HAD to say that before I put up a list of characteristics I like. hahaha; cuhs ting's latest blog reminded me of a lot and I was thinking about making a list too! Cept I think I am going to chicken out on this one.
Psstt Tho I DO have a list of qualities on my Myspace page under PRIVATED BLOGS. SOOO dont bother LOL!
Good Friends Are Hard To Find
I broke down today watching some of Reena's music videos on youtube. I can't lie I have been missing arizona a little too much and it kills me slowly deep down. It's holding me back... Am I using that as an excuse? Everything I do I would somehow end up comparing it to Arizona this Arizona that. I also feel that it is unfair to talk about arizona arizona! arizona! arizona! all the time. Im so sorry.
Its nice for me to break down you know? I do miss it a lot and letting all those feelings out by crying really helps. Because lately all I can think about is how much better my life was in arizona... How my family was closer than ever. How I had some of the best friends. How I felt like I was myself... I was not under any pressure or stereotypes because I had already worked my way through all of that. I was under some of the best things in life and All I can say is... Its been a big change for me you know? Am I being a big baby? haha.. I think I am. I just went through a lot of things and I thought it was one of my best years so far. I have made so much improvement... And well here in san francisco, I can say the years I had here before I moved to Arizona was some of the worst. I always felt like I was under a lot of stereotypes and oh my everyone is.... =x The peoples I've met are real cool but sometimes I feel its not what I am looking for in life. I jsut think that I dont fit sometimes? I don't know. And even after so much better accomplishments in arizona but then suddenly coming back to my old environment... Its weird, just a little. I dont know how to react anymore.
One of the biggest problems for me at the moment is meeting peoples here again. Well I mean yes there are a few friends I have kept slight contact with since I've moved and they are who I hang out with... But then some of the peoples I see are just NOT peoples I kept in contact with, yet I know them! Its so weird because I have left for so long, I have changed, I just wasn't who I was before. I come back here walking around school seeing all these peoples I knew from before (well san francisco is a small place...) and I wont even know if I should say hi or not. I turned so much more outgoing and crazy in arizona but here in san francisco it's so hard for me to act because some peoples just think I am the same old self. At times I so wish I can start ALL OVER from scratch because going back into the past is NO GOOD. Its hard to act any different when EVERYONE expects you to be 'you' or at least what they had thought of you, what you had left them with, they expect you to still be the same person you know? And well... again, its hard.
Where am I going with this? I don't know. I just felt crying and letting it all out, how much I miss arizona, was going to help me let go. I mean well I tried. And tried so hard. I lost contact with a lot of my arizona friends (hah well I did loose my phone and lost their numbers -.-) and I thought not talking to them will be good for me, easier for me to let go. Except it turns out it killed me slowly inside because I forced myself instead of waiting till I was ready.
I think I should take things just a little slower and lead myself through this.
love,
wenxi
Its nice for me to break down you know? I do miss it a lot and letting all those feelings out by crying really helps. Because lately all I can think about is how much better my life was in arizona... How my family was closer than ever. How I had some of the best friends. How I felt like I was myself... I was not under any pressure or stereotypes because I had already worked my way through all of that. I was under some of the best things in life and All I can say is... Its been a big change for me you know? Am I being a big baby? haha.. I think I am. I just went through a lot of things and I thought it was one of my best years so far. I have made so much improvement... And well here in san francisco, I can say the years I had here before I moved to Arizona was some of the worst. I always felt like I was under a lot of stereotypes and oh my everyone is.... =x The peoples I've met are real cool but sometimes I feel its not what I am looking for in life. I jsut think that I dont fit sometimes? I don't know. And even after so much better accomplishments in arizona but then suddenly coming back to my old environment... Its weird, just a little. I dont know how to react anymore.
One of the biggest problems for me at the moment is meeting peoples here again. Well I mean yes there are a few friends I have kept slight contact with since I've moved and they are who I hang out with... But then some of the peoples I see are just NOT peoples I kept in contact with, yet I know them! Its so weird because I have left for so long, I have changed, I just wasn't who I was before. I come back here walking around school seeing all these peoples I knew from before (well san francisco is a small place...) and I wont even know if I should say hi or not. I turned so much more outgoing and crazy in arizona but here in san francisco it's so hard for me to act because some peoples just think I am the same old self. At times I so wish I can start ALL OVER from scratch because going back into the past is NO GOOD. Its hard to act any different when EVERYONE expects you to be 'you' or at least what they had thought of you, what you had left them with, they expect you to still be the same person you know? And well... again, its hard.
Where am I going with this? I don't know. I just felt crying and letting it all out, how much I miss arizona, was going to help me let go. I mean well I tried. And tried so hard. I lost contact with a lot of my arizona friends (hah well I did loose my phone and lost their numbers -.-) and I thought not talking to them will be good for me, easier for me to let go. Except it turns out it killed me slowly inside because I forced myself instead of waiting till I was ready.
I think I should take things just a little slower and lead myself through this.
love,
wenxi
Say No! to Procrastination!
I think lately i have been using this blog as a friend bulletin... MISUSE! Sorry blog I will try to refrain myself from that.
(Funny I typed refrain and I didn't even know I knew that word.... Wow. I google-defined(<3) it, and turns out it meant exactly what I wanted to say. Yay!)
New Word;
Vat- A big pot (i think!)
lol I saw this word on my First-Grade-Sister's homework... Sad isn't it? =x
(Funny I typed refrain and I didn't even know I knew that word.... Wow. I google-defined(<3) it, and turns out it meant exactly what I wanted to say. Yay!)
New Word;
Vat- A big pot (i think!)
lol I saw this word on my First-Grade-Sister's homework... Sad isn't it? =x
SENSEEEEEEEEEE
lol.
just because
amys being a geek.
turns out i spell it wrong EVERY SINGLE TIME.
LOL <3
just because
amys being a geek.
turns out i spell it wrong EVERY SINGLE TIME.
LOL <3
Oct 17, 2009
I feel real dumbb
its hard to find a good friend you know? haha. I remember me and reen had a prob like this one timee. That time the wall between us havnt broken yett. and lol IT WAS TEARS AND EVERYTHANGGG. that day on i loved herr :)
LaughOutLoud
I feel so naive. Just deleted my last two posts. wheeee.
Theres no information you should be aware of.
Theres no information you should be aware of.
Yeah i'm cute & a little bit flyy~
sigh superdater status; lmfao. seventeen magazineee~
I still remember the day he told me that i should take things seriously, instead of playing games. =x Let me tell you I am scared of not playing games.
Haha or I am just scared of both; either way!
Today was a really nice day; Though I did have a little emo moment where I was sad because no one wanted to go park! lol. Well they did but no moved unless someone else moved. ayo. Am I making sencee?
~echo~
It was sweet the little moments we shared. :)
Sometimes I wonder if I could ask you what happened between you and her; but then I am never brave enough. Oh im so noisy =3 lmfao.
Why were you sadd? =x
I keep thinking if i even made sence. Its almost 3 and i cant even read one sentence right; the words just wont connect. haha ehhh....
I still remember the day he told me that i should take things seriously, instead of playing games. =x Let me tell you I am scared of not playing games.
Haha or I am just scared of both; either way!
Today was a really nice day; Though I did have a little emo moment where I was sad because no one wanted to go park! lol. Well they did but no moved unless someone else moved. ayo. Am I making sencee?
~echo~
It was sweet the little moments we shared. :)
Sometimes I wonder if I could ask you what happened between you and her; but then I am never brave enough. Oh im so noisy =3 lmfao.
Why were you sadd? =x
I keep thinking if i even made sence. Its almost 3 and i cant even read one sentence right; the words just wont connect. haha ehhh....
Broken Hearted Girll
Awhh Just because; This song reminds me of reena!
Whee Good Jobb baby! I miss you guys. Oh my tomorrow is your homecoming and IM NOT THERE ;O GASP. but I hope todays homecoming game was fun for you guys! Reeen reen remember last years homecoming game?
LOL
Last years homecoming game was the best've ever hadddd~~ (&the first? GO FRESHMANS!)
Haha I remember that day so clearly. >;D like how they HELD ME DOWN AND ALMOST MADE ME KISS HIM! OH MY MY ~~ THANK GOD I STILL HAVE MY FIRST KISS!
haha and he was being the sweetest thing that night, such a gentleman...
ayo wayy past!
I remembered how Christina caused a car accident and ran off just like that ;O hahaa. We didnt even watch the game cuhs we were busy jumping and making fun of the cheerleaders how they have the same two moves =x
Then turns out I ended up joining... LMFAO.
Awh I remember that night it was the cutestttt. I was soo hyper mann && I would always remember how you held mee :)
Ayoo.
Thats all way in the past. I have to let go of arizona!
Sometimes I feel that I keep bringing arizona up so much its unfair to my friends here >< sorries.
P.S i didnt go homecoming =x it was tonight. Ayoo I didnt wanna waste my money and I didnt even have a dress. & plus my gurlfrens wont come with me.... you see how much love I get? LMFAO.
P.S.S (or is it P.P.S?)
"You Are So Dopee"
Whee Good Jobb baby! I miss you guys. Oh my tomorrow is your homecoming and IM NOT THERE ;O GASP. but I hope todays homecoming game was fun for you guys! Reeen reen remember last years homecoming game?
LOL
Last years homecoming game was the best've ever hadddd~~ (&the first? GO FRESHMANS!)
Haha I remember that day so clearly. >;D like how they HELD ME DOWN AND ALMOST MADE ME KISS HIM! OH MY MY ~~ THANK GOD I STILL HAVE MY FIRST KISS!
haha and he was being the sweetest thing that night, such a gentleman...
ayo wayy past!
I remembered how Christina caused a car accident and ran off just like that ;O hahaa. We didnt even watch the game cuhs we were busy jumping and making fun of the cheerleaders how they have the same two moves =x
Then turns out I ended up joining... LMFAO.
Awh I remember that night it was the cutestttt. I was soo hyper mann && I would always remember how you held mee :)
Ayoo.
Thats all way in the past. I have to let go of arizona!
Sometimes I feel that I keep bringing arizona up so much its unfair to my friends here >< sorries.
P.S i didnt go homecoming =x it was tonight. Ayoo I didnt wanna waste my money and I didnt even have a dress. & plus my gurlfrens wont come with me.... you see how much love I get? LMFAO.
P.S.S (or is it P.P.S?)
"You Are So Dopee"
Oct 16, 2009
Ehhh
The things a drunken human does is horrificcccc.
-.-
New word;
Pedestrian- walker
:D
Credits goes to Ray Bradbury for his short story o.o
(credits to "WoofWoof DinoDog!" o.o for reminding mee. lmfao hes greedy he wants credits for everythanggg.)
-.-
New word;
Pedestrian- walker
:D
Credits goes to Ray Bradbury for his short story o.o
(credits to "WoofWoof DinoDog!" o.o for reminding mee. lmfao hes greedy he wants credits for everythanggg.)
Status
i found that stocks sound so weird now ;o so last...... month?
lmfao.
but today started out pretty crappy. blame the weather. I was at school and didn't feel like talking much or even saying hi; blame the weather. I got rushed out of school from daddy and we went to the Hospital to see my sister :) ohmyy~ I hope shes doing ohkay. They are releasing her this saturday I think. Whee!!~~~
She is so tinyyy; more picture updates later lah? Atm I am tired and whee... its 1 again -.- AT LEAST ITS FINALLY FRIDAY!
After school was the lamest; what can i say? I am not a 3 year old anymore.....
DADDY WAS BEING A BUTTHEAD!
(have I mentioned about a month ago that I was trying to stop cussing? LMFAO. yeah... Lets see if that works out Ill start again tomorrow.)
Had this huge webcam chatroom today MIXED WITH SF AND AZ PEOPLES!!!<3 MANN. but it did not go so well I guess... =x I think I was leaving peoples out... They started leaving so I felt bad and canceled the whole thing.. smart move right? Lol mixing a group of friends with another group of friends is hard... I've tried oh way too many times and failed!
Oh what else... I feel kinda distant from you tonight. I don't know what happened.... & I kinda dont want to believe in what I thought... But GAH its confusing and... Sometimes (emo times. lmfao) I dont think I deserve you at all =x
I gotta let az go...
but but but anyways. that was depressing. wow... Butttt~
this got me hard =x
should i be ashamed?
HE GOT A DONK!
hahaha.
lmfao.
but today started out pretty crappy. blame the weather. I was at school and didn't feel like talking much or even saying hi; blame the weather. I got rushed out of school from daddy and we went to the Hospital to see my sister :) ohmyy~ I hope shes doing ohkay. They are releasing her this saturday I think. Whee!!~~~
She is so tinyyy; more picture updates later lah? Atm I am tired and whee... its 1 again -.- AT LEAST ITS FINALLY FRIDAY!
After school was the lamest; what can i say? I am not a 3 year old anymore.....
DADDY WAS BEING A BUTTHEAD!
(have I mentioned about a month ago that I was trying to stop cussing? LMFAO. yeah... Lets see if that works out Ill start again tomorrow.)
Had this huge webcam chatroom today MIXED WITH SF AND AZ PEOPLES!!!<3 MANN. but it did not go so well I guess... =x I think I was leaving peoples out... They started leaving so I felt bad and canceled the whole thing.. smart move right? Lol mixing a group of friends with another group of friends is hard... I've tried oh way too many times and failed!
Oh what else... I feel kinda distant from you tonight. I don't know what happened.... & I kinda dont want to believe in what I thought... But GAH its confusing and... Sometimes (emo times. lmfao) I dont think I deserve you at all =x
I gotta let az go...
but but but anyways. that was depressing. wow... Butttt~
this got me hard =x
should i be ashamed?
HE GOT A DONK!
hahaha.
Oct 15, 2009
New Word
longuanisa(?)
some filipinoy food again.
AYO DONT BE TELLING ME ABOUT FILIP FOOD WHEN I DONT GET ANYYY ;O
lmfao.
especially when im throwing a fit so i told my mama & dada that i am not eating today.
sigh my choice of words...
i fail.
lmfao
credits to 'Credit To WOOF WOOF DOGGIE ;D'
lmfao.
some filipinoy food again.
AYO DONT BE TELLING ME ABOUT FILIP FOOD WHEN I DONT GET ANYYY ;O
lmfao.
especially when im throwing a fit so i told my mama & dada that i am not eating today.
sigh my choice of words...
i fail.
lmfao
credits to 'Credit To WOOF WOOF DOGGIE ;D'
lmfao.
Oh Cupcakes;
new word.
infatuation- puppy love.
wheeeee.
it sounded more like a injury or something =x
credits to amyy; my newly wed!
infatuation- puppy love.
wheeeee.
it sounded more like a injury or something =x
credits to amyy; my newly wed!
Oct 14, 2009
LightBulb
Yikes I always have that feeling around you; with either one of them ladys. They are both very nice ladys btw :)
Its as if I am either stopping them from having a nice little wonderful conversation with you, or I just feel left out.
haha.
I Do think a lot =x
Is that a bad thingg?
Haye I'm a girl; get over it!
lmfao.
I have no more to post =x
Its as if I am either stopping them from having a nice little wonderful conversation with you, or I just feel left out.
haha.
I Do think a lot =x
Is that a bad thingg?
Haye I'm a girl; get over it!
lmfao.
I have no more to post =x
Im Tryn' My Hardest
to keep you out! YOUR ON VACATION! lmfao.
Hmmmm My Day?
Its actually going alright; as long as I don't compare anything to arizona IM DOING GOOD >;O lmfao.
THEY SAID IT WAS GOING TO RAIN BUT IT NEVER DID!
I looked so gee because of my black sweater todayy; LMFAO.
Oh new wordd; lumpia- some kind of filapino food
--Credits to Mr. Air-Conditioner
Lol.
He think he a smarty pants.
pssh!
Awhh lumpia... I remember always freeloading at reenas.... Things are just not as pretty without my CFM.
sighs.
talk about mood killer! LMFAO!
i feel kinda bleh today; just a little. Things are confusing. yikes.
Hmmmm My Day?
Its actually going alright; as long as I don't compare anything to arizona IM DOING GOOD >;O lmfao.
THEY SAID IT WAS GOING TO RAIN BUT IT NEVER DID!
I looked so gee because of my black sweater todayy; LMFAO.
Oh new wordd; lumpia- some kind of filapino food
--Credits to Mr. Air-Conditioner
Lol.
He think he a smarty pants.
pssh!
Awhh lumpia... I remember always freeloading at reenas.... Things are just not as pretty without my CFM.
sighs.
talk about mood killer! LMFAO!
i feel kinda bleh today; just a little. Things are confusing. yikes.
Yeehhh
(stole from jleee.)
I didnt get it at first; until I looked at the girls.
Hahahahhaa
This made my day :)
ironic thing is; I am born in China =x
Oct 13, 2009
"Besttie
Lol AWHH you look like a little kid on webcam
so adorable!
LOL.
<3
Awh remember how we met?
I remember.
I think it was in Ms. Li's class.
Idk some asian lady, teaching the math summer class at hillcrust!
am i spelling that wrong? Crust? LOL PIZZA!
HAHAHA
goodnight buddy (:
so adorable!
LOL.
<3
Awh remember how we met?
I remember.
I think it was in Ms. Li's class.
Idk some asian lady, teaching the math summer class at hillcrust!
am i spelling that wrong? Crust? LOL PIZZA!
HAHAHA
goodnight buddy (:
Super Stressing!
I was looking through some of last years homecoming pictures of Chavez. And I CANT BELIEVE I DIDNT GO LAST YEAR! IT LOOKS SO BOMB! ;( I am going this year to thurgoods homecoming BUT HOW CAN IT BE LIKE CHAVEZ?! I miss chavez so bad; i got all my girls over there... its just not the same.
Here my girls aint... How can I put this. They are not the party type. lmfao. =X is that a bad thing? NO WAY! its just how asians are in san francisco.
WHY AM I HANGING OUT WITH ALL ASIANS?! lmfao. I blame the stereotyping. I wish I was like before you know? Its like here I am pressured into being like all the other asians. Wow. Haha Yeah call it excuese.
I miss my babes.
&& OH MY I DO NOT WANT TO MISS OUT THIS YEAR! IT MAY NOT BE AS GOOD AS IT CULDA BEEN AT CHAVEZ BUT I WANT TO GO! I wanna go with my gurlfrens and have the nightt :)
Sigh.
But how can i go if i dont have a dress =x
so not cool.
Here my girls aint... How can I put this. They are not the party type. lmfao. =X is that a bad thing? NO WAY! its just how asians are in san francisco.
WHY AM I HANGING OUT WITH ALL ASIANS?! lmfao. I blame the stereotyping. I wish I was like before you know? Its like here I am pressured into being like all the other asians. Wow. Haha Yeah call it excuese.
I miss my babes.
&& OH MY I DO NOT WANT TO MISS OUT THIS YEAR! IT MAY NOT BE AS GOOD AS IT CULDA BEEN AT CHAVEZ BUT I WANT TO GO! I wanna go with my gurlfrens and have the nightt :)
Sigh.
But how can i go if i dont have a dress =x
so not cool.
Feel The Presence
OhMyy things been getting scary lately! ;O Peoples all talking about ghosts and stuff... =x yikes. On such a gloomy and rainy day tooo! First it was my avid teacher ms.ferrer. Then I found out Shane Dawson did too lmfao. Kelly forwarded me a video.
But before that I was at the mail office going to my mail box and when I was walking inside just about to reach for the door... It OPENED! Kinda scary.... Its kinda hard like not really a door the wind can open... But wow lets hope the wind was just too strong that very moment...
=x
Ayoo... talk about scary. Well haha get ready for halloween!
Lets Be Ipods! I CALL THE IPHONE!
;D
But before that I was at the mail office going to my mail box and when I was walking inside just about to reach for the door... It OPENED! Kinda scary.... Its kinda hard like not really a door the wind can open... But wow lets hope the wind was just too strong that very moment...
=x
Ayoo... talk about scary. Well haha get ready for halloween!
Lets Be Ipods! I CALL THE IPHONE!
;D
Oct 12, 2009
I Am Not So Poetic Today
Blogger-Whore.
I post too much of nothings.
Today was just a dumb teenager talking.
hahaha
As if it isnt already like that everydayy.
I post too much of nothings.
Today was just a dumb teenager talking.
hahaha
As if it isnt already like that everydayy.
TearyEyes
Haha I remember I usd to have that as a Neopet =x
AHAHAH.
But then I was gonn share that whenever I get scared my eyes get teary! LMFAO! I SWEAR!
I got scared by the thisman.org guy tho. (andrew thought it was porn; thats the only reason he clicked on it).
Haha I also got helluh teary talking about ghosts peoples seen; or UFO!!! ;O Someone told me they saw a UFO and spaceship and all that and I was researching it like a Dumbass and turns out what he saw was this firecracker up in the sky or something hahaha. But I got really scared that time my eyes were all teary!! I mean its not like I was crying or anything... hahaha.
But you know whats funny? Please tell me you have heard of that one movie that came out not long ago called "Paranormal Activities". Its a low budget film bleh bleh. Its supposed to be the scariest movie of the year! Yeah I thought the trailer was wack. I dont know. I seems like something I would see on ghosthunters or Ghostbusters or whatever it was called. (OH i got teary on those too =x I seem to just love wasting my tears ayo!) But im kinda used to it.
I dont know I get more scared by Hollywood films, the ones so fake with all the special effects etc. hahaaaa
But i still wanna watch it :) I find out today that its actually out in SF! :D
"AnDrEwXCaRrEoN (10:04:27 PM): dinosaur
AnDrEwXCaRrEoN (10:04:28 PM): that
AnDrEwXCaRrEoN (10:04:28 PM): goes
AnDrEwXCaRrEoN (10:04:29 PM): rawr"
he wanted credits.
whore<3
AHAHAH.
But then I was gonn share that whenever I get scared my eyes get teary! LMFAO! I SWEAR!
I got scared by the thisman.org guy tho. (andrew thought it was porn; thats the only reason he clicked on it).
Haha I also got helluh teary talking about ghosts peoples seen; or UFO!!! ;O Someone told me they saw a UFO and spaceship and all that and I was researching it like a Dumbass and turns out what he saw was this firecracker up in the sky or something hahaha. But I got really scared that time my eyes were all teary!! I mean its not like I was crying or anything... hahaha.
But you know whats funny? Please tell me you have heard of that one movie that came out not long ago called "Paranormal Activities". Its a low budget film bleh bleh. Its supposed to be the scariest movie of the year! Yeah I thought the trailer was wack. I dont know. I seems like something I would see on ghosthunters or Ghostbusters or whatever it was called. (OH i got teary on those too =x I seem to just love wasting my tears ayo!) But im kinda used to it.
I dont know I get more scared by Hollywood films, the ones so fake with all the special effects etc. hahaaaa
But i still wanna watch it :) I find out today that its actually out in SF! :D
"AnDrEwXCaRrEoN (10:04:27 PM): dinosaur
AnDrEwXCaRrEoN (10:04:28 PM): that
AnDrEwXCaRrEoN (10:04:28 PM): goes
AnDrEwXCaRrEoN (10:04:29 PM): rawr"
he wanted credits.
whore<3
http://thisman.org/
Have you ever seen him in your dreams?
Kelly sent me this and right when the page opened I was so scared of the guys face I thought something might come popping up. I was also scared of clicking anything at all...
>.>
Kelly sent me this and right when the page opened I was so scared of the guys face I thought something might come popping up. I was also scared of clicking anything at all...
>.>
I Have A Confession
I Am Addicted to Herb Tea =x
Drank 6 packs of it within 24 hours! I'm pretty sur thats about the limit. Haha. I want more except I already drank it all =x sigh. Gotta restock!
Today was cold and lame. Had a realll Nice shower MUAHHAAA WHICH I SO WON AMY. We had a "Shower Race" How lame is she?! LMFAO. the Lamest hunnybun I've met(:
That girl said i cheated because I came out rushing with a towell on =x
I LEARNED A NEW WORD! Muzzle- that one cone on the doggies head to help them stop biting.
*Mr. Pinky made me give him creditss =x*
Wheee! Im on my way to become a scholar!
I was freaking out this whole weekend thinking I was failing Chemistry. Turns out Homework was only 5% of our grade; Oh Thank Mama!
Drank 6 packs of it within 24 hours! I'm pretty sur thats about the limit. Haha. I want more except I already drank it all =x sigh. Gotta restock!
Today was cold and lame. Had a realll Nice shower MUAHHAAA WHICH I SO WON AMY. We had a "Shower Race" How lame is she?! LMFAO. the Lamest hunnybun I've met(:
That girl said i cheated because I came out rushing with a towell on =x
I LEARNED A NEW WORD! Muzzle- that one cone on the doggies head to help them stop biting.
*Mr. Pinky made me give him creditss =x*
Wheee! Im on my way to become a scholar!
I was freaking out this whole weekend thinking I was failing Chemistry. Turns out Homework was only 5% of our grade; Oh Thank Mama!
90210
hehe the new show im addicted to; cept im so lame i am still on the first season =x
WELL i HADDD to find a new show since these cheapscapes paused the secret life of the american teenager AGAIN! ;O
Im on my way to enlarging my vocabularyyyy. Gimme a new word!
LOL
I feel so much more... Cleared up. I guess. I mean well I did hope that I didn't know anything this way it was more of a "wheee chasee"
cept.
AYO.
now its like I have to stop chasing!
Yikes.
At least I aint Walking though... =x if you know what I mean. Cuhs THAT kills. I am in no condition to walk.
cept.
AYO.
now its like I have to stop chasing!
Yikes.
At least I aint Walking though... =x if you know what I mean. Cuhs THAT kills. I am in no condition to walk.
Get Away From Me Cupidd
Ima take over your job instead :) just because.
Hehe can I tell you Its the cutest thing when a guy is so....
when he is thinking so crazily about a girl?
Feeling Dr. Phil?
Yes just a little.
Awh summer remember how I used to be your personal Dr. Phil? I miss those days. Text me sometime? :)
Hehe can I tell you Its the cutest thing when a guy is so....
when he is thinking so crazily about a girl?
Feeling Dr. Phil?
Yes just a little.
Awh summer remember how I used to be your personal Dr. Phil? I miss those days. Text me sometime? :)
& You Did
Cheer me up :)
Believe me when I say so mmkay?
lol.
I feel like a mom; reassuring everything.
lmfao.
Believe me when I say so mmkay?
lol.
I feel like a mom; reassuring everything.
lmfao.
Babe got me feeling foolish
Awh Ayo reading your email made me feel so loved. BUT YET MADE ME SEEM LIKE THE BAD GUY! lmfao. Can I state that I did NOT FORCE YOU TO STOP LIKING HIM? lmfao. just in case SOME ONE reads. ayoo. lol remember how I stopped liking him and you felt the same way? DONT MAKE ME FEEL GUILTY DEAR! Sighhs. Of course its always chicks before dicks, when was there ever a thing going wrong?! LOL. I told you I was not mad at you; i was mad at myselff. Ayooo.
ahaha.
and oh pluss; he does not. I thought you were helping me stop having the feelings for that foo? LMFAO! But now you saying it like you want me to like him. HAHA.
But girl you made me laughh.
Its all good <3
You know I love yaa YOU WONT BELIEVE MEE!!!! haha.
Believe me when I say theres no spot for mee mmkay?
Atm Im kicking him out for vacation; His spot is filled with goldfishies, FOR AMYY! because she needed more room and more food; fatty.
Lol.
But; Believe me when i say i know how you feel mmkay?
goodnight Lovee.
ahaha.
and oh pluss; he does not. I thought you were helping me stop having the feelings for that foo? LMFAO! But now you saying it like you want me to like him. HAHA.
But girl you made me laughh.
Its all good <3
You know I love yaa YOU WONT BELIEVE MEE!!!! haha.
Believe me when I say theres no spot for mee mmkay?
Atm Im kicking him out for vacation; His spot is filled with goldfishies, FOR AMYY! because she needed more room and more food; fatty.
Lol.
But; Believe me when i say i know how you feel mmkay?
goodnight Lovee.
Oct 11, 2009
I feel so dumb
i mean I KNEW ALL ALONG! DUUHH. yet Im here blaming her.... in a way. wtf i am so not blaming you. I really am not. Im really blaming myself.
its ohkay lah (:
its ohkay lah (:
Can I say I love her but Hate What she does?!@
Ohkay I dislike what you did! Asasdfasdfasdfasdf. Is it really your business though? I thought i told cha Its really not needed... & Yes I know you still like him.
A girl knows what a girl feels.
Babe dont use me as a excuse.
in any way.
That was really not needed. And you did that to BOTH of them.
thanks for the night.
A girl knows what a girl feels.
Babe dont use me as a excuse.
in any way.
That was really not needed. And you did that to BOTH of them.
thanks for the night.
Oh can i Just say
They both made it pretty darn clear. haha.
girl get over it.
theres nothing you can do!
=x
can i say goodnight now?
girl get over it.
theres nothing you can do!
=x
can i say goodnight now?
Really though Really?!~?!!?
Girl helluh major trippingg. Hahaha Moody much?! wtf period past already!! LMFAO. Too Much Info? =x
LOL!
I just had about a million emo moments today.
Oh call me a Girl.
LOL!
I just had about a million emo moments today.
Oh call me a Girl.
There Are Things Not To Be Said
I dont think; the feelings there anymore... =x was i too late?
or maybe i was just thinking wayy too much. just a little maybe? I feel like I over... what should i call it... Over-Prioritised? Lmfao I need to enlarge my vocabulary =x it really sucks atm.
I just thought too much of the things he did I guess? Haha Obvious I was modeddddd in Life!
Blame the Goldishies man Blame the Goldfish...
or maybe i was just thinking wayy too much. just a little maybe? I feel like I over... what should i call it... Over-Prioritised? Lmfao I need to enlarge my vocabulary =x it really sucks atm.
I just thought too much of the things he did I guess? Haha Obvious I was modeddddd in Life!
Blame the Goldishies man Blame the Goldfish...
Im Stuffing My Mouth With A Billion Goldfishies Again =x
The perfect snack.
hehehe.
I just owned their world >;D
Im thinking of changing my layout; cept im too lazy. bare with moi ;)
hehehe.
I just owned their world >;D
Im thinking of changing my layout; cept im too lazy. bare with moi ;)
Whats That Word...
me: OMG DID YOU READ THAt?~!!?!? Lately I feel so.... whats that word...
amy: ya i did
me: Whats the word when you are accused of something
me: oh.... accused.
-.-'
lmfao.
BUT LUCKILY I THOUGHT BEFORE I TYPED! so, I just ended up putting accused. had to do some backspacing =x
amy: ya i did
me: Whats the word when you are accused of something
me: oh.... accused.
-.-'
lmfao.
BUT LUCKILY I THOUGHT BEFORE I TYPED! so, I just ended up putting accused. had to do some backspacing =x
Maybe- Jay Sean
Beep beep oh look now there goes my phone
& once again i'm just hoping its a text from you.
It ain't right i read your messages twice thrice four times a night its true.
Everyday i patiently wait,
feeling like a fool but i do anyway.
Nothing can feel as sweet and as real
as knowing i was waiting in vain.
Maybe it's true, caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance that you're stuck on me too.
or maybe i'm wrong, its all in my head.
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said.
I'm always connected online
hooked on MySpace all the time
hopin you've checked my profile.
Just can't help but wonderin why, you play it cool
But see i'm hopelessly fallin for you.
Every night, on the phone I'm
in love with you & i know that you like it boy.
All jokin aside, wanna see you & i
come out & say what we're tryin to hide.
Maybe it's true, caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance that you're stuck on me too.
or maybe i'm wrong, its all in my head.
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said.
Like i really want you
I think I need you
Baby I miss you
I'm thinkin of you
Maybe it's true, caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance that you're stuck on me too.
or maybe i'm wrong, its all in my head.
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said.
& once again i'm just hoping its a text from you.
It ain't right i read your messages twice thrice four times a night its true.
Everyday i patiently wait,
feeling like a fool but i do anyway.
Nothing can feel as sweet and as real
as knowing i was waiting in vain.
Maybe it's true, caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance that you're stuck on me too.
or maybe i'm wrong, its all in my head.
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said.
I'm always connected online
hooked on MySpace all the time
hopin you've checked my profile.
Just can't help but wonderin why, you play it cool
But see i'm hopelessly fallin for you.
Every night, on the phone I'm
in love with you & i know that you like it boy.
All jokin aside, wanna see you & i
come out & say what we're tryin to hide.
Maybe it's true, caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance that you're stuck on me too.
or maybe i'm wrong, its all in my head.
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said.
Like i really want you
I think I need you
Baby I miss you
I'm thinkin of you
Maybe it's true, caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance that you're stuck on me too.
or maybe i'm wrong, its all in my head.
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said.
Oct 10, 2009
Complaint: I POST TOO MUCH!
Complaint by- wenxi =3
haha i do don't i?! Well days been pretty full of sdfasdfadf lately. I just had to... Blogging gets so addicting.
haha i do don't i?! Well days been pretty full of sdfasdfadf lately. I just had to... Blogging gets so addicting.
Boyy~
you have been getting me so mad lately! Ehhh! =x You saying how you regret all that bullshit is. Bleh. That kills. =x
GoodBye Forever?
lmfao.
How can you say that?? HOW CAN ANYONE SAY THAT?!
There should never be regrets in life.
(:
you see what i just did? I PMSed.
for some reason it sounds so...
gross.
LMFAO
GoodBye Forever?
lmfao.
How can you say that?? HOW CAN ANYONE SAY THAT?!
There should never be regrets in life.
(:
you see what i just did? I PMSed.
for some reason it sounds so...
gross.
LMFAO
Today was
Crazy. Woke up really low. Well havn't had time to reset mmkay? LOL. Woke up with a sudden "YOUR MOM IS BOUTA GIVE BIRTH!!"
wowwies.
went to the hospital like it was nothing. we seriously thought it was a false call.
Everything was so nice though like... it wasn't all too dramatic with the screaming and yelling for God you know? LMFAO.
We wished so hard for a natural birth; cept the baby was not giving much response! We were so scared =x It was the first time i was there with my mom while shes about to give birth! the other times i was at school.... Ayo. I was pretty nervous. The hospital peoples were freaking us out because the baby wont move! well i mean it didnt give off much response... cept the doctor tickled her head (you can do taht!?!?! LMFAO!) and she like moved. so that was a good sign.
They ended up having to *pop* the water! YIKES!!!! Haha Karyna pooped in there =x i hope she wiped.
They said she pooped because she was under too much stress =x yikes. no wonder she dont like it in there!
Contractions became closer and closer. Everything seemed normal. Mommy was not giving off too much painful emotions. Everything was ohkay....
&THEN! all these nurses came in rushing! I was so scared! Late on I found out that Karyna's heart beat has suddenly lowered immensely.... Mama was rushed into the Emergency Room right away. I was freaking out and that something might have happened to my mama, to our families little blessing...
Dadu went inside the E.R with mama while i stayed outside... Which sucked because I was planning to be brave and hold my mamas hand throughout the whole thing... =x
I went back into the room she stayed and and prayed. I guess He heard me because a nurse came in within a matter of minutes and said everything was ohkay. The baby was already out and I could go see her (:
Yay.
I still hasnt seen my mama since the surgery =x They told me she was doing ohkay.
Everything happened so darn fast; I was so shocked and not even finished being scared... but happiness came rushing in.
wowwies.
went to the hospital like it was nothing. we seriously thought it was a false call.
Everything was so nice though like... it wasn't all too dramatic with the screaming and yelling for God you know? LMFAO.
We wished so hard for a natural birth; cept the baby was not giving much response! We were so scared =x It was the first time i was there with my mom while shes about to give birth! the other times i was at school.... Ayo. I was pretty nervous. The hospital peoples were freaking us out because the baby wont move! well i mean it didnt give off much response... cept the doctor tickled her head (you can do taht!?!?! LMFAO!) and she like moved. so that was a good sign.
They ended up having to *pop* the water! YIKES!!!! Haha Karyna pooped in there =x i hope she wiped.
They said she pooped because she was under too much stress =x yikes. no wonder she dont like it in there!
Contractions became closer and closer. Everything seemed normal. Mommy was not giving off too much painful emotions. Everything was ohkay....
&THEN! all these nurses came in rushing! I was so scared! Late on I found out that Karyna's heart beat has suddenly lowered immensely.... Mama was rushed into the Emergency Room right away. I was freaking out and that something might have happened to my mama, to our families little blessing...
Dadu went inside the E.R with mama while i stayed outside... Which sucked because I was planning to be brave and hold my mamas hand throughout the whole thing... =x
I went back into the room she stayed and and prayed. I guess He heard me because a nurse came in within a matter of minutes and said everything was ohkay. The baby was already out and I could go see her (:
Yay.
I still hasnt seen my mama since the surgery =x They told me she was doing ohkay.
Everything happened so darn fast; I was so shocked and not even finished being scared... but happiness came rushing in.
Karyna Xu
Karyna Xu. Came down to Earth from God's Hands on October 10, 2009 @ 6:34 P.M. San Francisco, California, General Hospital. This little one was another blessing. Stretching 18&half inches weighing 5lb5oz.
Another of God's gift for our family. She is in good hands.
Another Lovin' Memory Just Starting With A Long Way Ahead Of Her.
A Baby's Smile Is Priceless
Its actually an late post i did a few months ago; when my mama told me she was prego. It was really cute, but we didn't want to 'spread the word' yet. Soooo....
have fun reading mmkay? I thought it was personally a REALLY GOOD post (:
have some laughs mmkay?
http://wenxiloves.blogspot.com/2009/05/babys-smile-is-pricelesslate-posted.html
have fun reading mmkay? I thought it was personally a REALLY GOOD post (:
have some laughs mmkay?
http://wenxiloves.blogspot.com/2009/05/babys-smile-is-pricelesslate-posted.html
I Should Probly Proof Read Everything Before I Post Them Up.
hahah.
writing just one wrong word. or HALF A WORD.
can change the whole meaning.
woooohhhh~
writing just one wrong word. or HALF A WORD.
can change the whole meaning.
woooohhhh~
Mama gave me the necklace
The necklace she wears all the time; the one i used to had when i was little, but they took it away from me just in case i get jumped.
=x
she said she cant wear it at the hospital; is that true? am i over thinking...?
mama everythings gonn be ohkay. I wish we were as close as we used to be... back in arizona.
=x
she said she cant wear it at the hospital; is that true? am i over thinking...?
mama everythings gonn be ohkay. I wish we were as close as we used to be... back in arizona.
Oh Babyy~
4:15 closed that October version of seventeen, the one of which said i was a Super Dater
9:23 Daddy yelled "wake up! hurry! YOUR MOM IS GOING TO THE HOSPITAL! GET UP!
11:43 still on AIM.
go figure.
daddy said i should go watch this time; since he already did for Emily. Wow... Yes thanks dad; for ruining the rest of my life. (:
9:23 Daddy yelled "wake up! hurry! YOUR MOM IS GOING TO THE HOSPITAL! GET UP!
11:43 still on AIM.
go figure.
daddy said i should go watch this time; since he already did for Emily. Wow... Yes thanks dad; for ruining the rest of my life. (:
Oct 9, 2009
Goldfish
Humans value things which comes in small and limited packages; oh believe me thats true. the harder it is to get; the more you want it. Haha! Where am I going with this? I dont know. I was going to rant on and on about how much posts I made today; about pretty much nothing! I realized AGAIN that my blog is getting pretty boring. Is it because I write too much?
Sometimes I just feel elegant and cool; that i only write short blogs that keep others guessing (:
Today is really not one of those days; today is I-NEED-TO-SPILL-IT-ALL-OUT! day.
Goldfish, anyone?
Sometimes I just feel elegant and cool; that i only write short blogs that keep others guessing (:
Today is really not one of those days; today is I-NEED-TO-SPILL-IT-ALL-OUT! day.
Goldfish, anyone?
Ayo let me come clear
I think I will just keep posting more and more blab unless I JUST SAY IT. I need to trust myself.... Its funny how I say I need to trust myself in order to post these things... Haha. Dont you think? Shouldn't I be worrying how other peoples will look at this instead of what I think?
Well I dont know; I think if i trust myself enough to not care and just POST. It just dont matter. I can trust myself to let others know of my feelings; hehe. Its something I, once again, cannot explain.
So ohkay I cannot lie the whole "oh yeah I'm Taken" thing did not shock me; cuhs it did! What was all that about!? like BOY ARE YOU KIDDING ME!? YOU JUST NOTICED?! I thought maybe he knew that something MAY COULD HAVE happened if we both just let things keep going; haha can i say no lie i thought he was a sweet kid and that i had a bit of feelings for him? Im sorry I didn't know he was taken when I first started having feelings for him.
=x
& wow other boy; you know exactly how i feel for ya but i also feel so... I dont know! Theres another girl for ya and still I am liking you, makes me feel guilty. hahaha.... Ayoo. Sometimes you make me feel so special but then again... It means nothing thoo? I am way over-thinking; that is what everyone says. Even your friendd. I swear I am.
Haha wow wont it be embarasing if they saw all these?
I think I just scared them away =x
Lol.
Not like I already havn't. Oh wenxi you are hillariuos.
Well I dont know; I think if i trust myself enough to not care and just POST. It just dont matter. I can trust myself to let others know of my feelings; hehe. Its something I, once again, cannot explain.
So ohkay I cannot lie the whole "oh yeah I'm Taken" thing did not shock me; cuhs it did! What was all that about!? like BOY ARE YOU KIDDING ME!? YOU JUST NOTICED?! I thought maybe he knew that something MAY COULD HAVE happened if we both just let things keep going; haha can i say no lie i thought he was a sweet kid and that i had a bit of feelings for him? Im sorry I didn't know he was taken when I first started having feelings for him.
=x
& wow other boy; you know exactly how i feel for ya but i also feel so... I dont know! Theres another girl for ya and still I am liking you, makes me feel guilty. hahaha.... Ayoo. Sometimes you make me feel so special but then again... It means nothing thoo? I am way over-thinking; that is what everyone says. Even your friendd. I swear I am.
Haha wow wont it be embarasing if they saw all these?
I think I just scared them away =x
Lol.
Not like I already havn't. Oh wenxi you are hillariuos.
Late Night Walks At The Beach
lets be romantic in this post (: I think the reason why I keep posting more and more is because I still havnt actually let anything out yet! & thats no good =x i also realized that i dont put interesting posts up anymore...! :O gasp! I used to... dont believe me? Check my early achieves.... I think thats what they are called. Haha.
Thinking Too Much;
I feel life has been boring ever since I moved to arizona! Well maybe because I always thought it would turn out this way; & you know... Life is always what you make of it. If there are no expectations; there are no achievements. Wow I cant believe I just said that because I believed its better WITHOUT expectations. Hahaa... Sometimes I surprise myself.
Lately I have been getting a lot of 'feelings'. Oh man Boys Boys Boys-Lady Gaga. haha. Are they good feelings? Are they bad feelings? I dont know. For all you care; Maybe I could even be just LOOKING for something, oh wait well in this case its someONE, to be interested in. Can't help it! Life has gotten so much more boring... HOE! & you would think I would be satisfied because I am out every.single.day... But i am not. I miss the feeling where I used to feel so loved. I felt beautiful for who I was and I felt excepted for who I was. I dont know... Here gives me the same ol' feeling from the past. I miss the Love.
Ya feelin' me?
lmfao (lalala).
Thinking Too Much;
I feel life has been boring ever since I moved to arizona! Well maybe because I always thought it would turn out this way; & you know... Life is always what you make of it. If there are no expectations; there are no achievements. Wow I cant believe I just said that because I believed its better WITHOUT expectations. Hahaa... Sometimes I surprise myself.
Lately I have been getting a lot of 'feelings'. Oh man Boys Boys Boys-Lady Gaga. haha. Are they good feelings? Are they bad feelings? I dont know. For all you care; Maybe I could even be just LOOKING for something, oh wait well in this case its someONE, to be interested in. Can't help it! Life has gotten so much more boring... HOE! & you would think I would be satisfied because I am out every.single.day... But i am not. I miss the feeling where I used to feel so loved. I felt beautiful for who I was and I felt excepted for who I was. I dont know... Here gives me the same ol' feeling from the past. I miss the Love.
Ya feelin' me?
lmfao (lalala).
CFM<3
post post post!
im webcaming with some of the sexiest babes alife (:
lmao.
i love these cupycakes!
ayoo.
they are all getting ready for homecoming trying out new hairstyles! i miss them. i miss the times i used to be there with them =x sometimes i feel just a little distant... that i am not there anymore; sigh. I cant wait to go visit them~ oh my! I wish for the best for them at homecoming! :D
CFM<3
everlastinn'
im webcaming with some of the sexiest babes alife (:
lmao.
i love these cupycakes!
ayoo.
they are all getting ready for homecoming trying out new hairstyles! i miss them. i miss the times i used to be there with them =x sometimes i feel just a little distant... that i am not there anymore; sigh. I cant wait to go visit them~ oh my! I wish for the best for them at homecoming! :D
CFM<3
everlastinn'
16 hugs... or 17?
haha i miss giving hugs =x peoples here in san francisco just dont hug! I WAS HAPPY TO HUGG AND SHARE THE LOVE AGAIN =D
AHAHHAA.
hellobuddy dont you love the hug? I JUMPED AND LEAPED INTO YOUR HUGEEE LONG ARMS ;O FEEL SPECIAL ;D
AYO.
xD
andrew; hugs are NO TAKE BACKS!
muahaha.
<3
&& maybe it WAS my plottt ;)
i am so cold! EVEN AT HOME! i swear my house is extra cold even compared to outside... ayo. im eating hot pot though (: with frozen fingers. MUAAHAHHA XD
warm me up (:
wow i was thinking about it and 17 hugs aint even a lot! pshh! Haha but yes thats how much i miss hugs; even a little love makes me feel oh so happy! (: Idk I believe hugs breaks down the barrier everyone have for others... It shows that you can trust someone, that you let them hold you like a baby in their arms. Am I over-exaggerating it? lol! But hugs are something special... Yet its something daily. I miss hugs so much! Oh mann.... I cant believe I counted how much peoples I hugged. IS THAT EVEN NESSESARY?! LMFAO. Hugs should mean more than that.
haha or should it? In a way... Yes. I believe so. Here well hugs mean affections. I mean YES it means affections. Is that the right word? I dont know. My feelings are hard to explain... Its even harder when I have not been typing a meaningful blog in a long long time. Remember the days when I can write about the funniest things?(: Oh butterfingers... Or what was it? BK? LOL. Yahhh. Way off topic!
AHAHHAA.
hellobuddy dont you love the hug? I JUMPED AND LEAPED INTO YOUR HUGEEE LONG ARMS ;O FEEL SPECIAL ;D
AYO.
xD
andrew; hugs are NO TAKE BACKS!
muahaha.
<3
&& maybe it WAS my plottt ;)
i am so cold! EVEN AT HOME! i swear my house is extra cold even compared to outside... ayo. im eating hot pot though (: with frozen fingers. MUAAHAHHA XD
warm me up (:
wow i was thinking about it and 17 hugs aint even a lot! pshh! Haha but yes thats how much i miss hugs; even a little love makes me feel oh so happy! (: Idk I believe hugs breaks down the barrier everyone have for others... It shows that you can trust someone, that you let them hold you like a baby in their arms. Am I over-exaggerating it? lol! But hugs are something special... Yet its something daily. I miss hugs so much! Oh mann.... I cant believe I counted how much peoples I hugged. IS THAT EVEN NESSESARY?! LMFAO. Hugs should mean more than that.
haha or should it? In a way... Yes. I believe so. Here well hugs mean affections. I mean YES it means affections. Is that the right word? I dont know. My feelings are hard to explain... Its even harder when I have not been typing a meaningful blog in a long long time. Remember the days when I can write about the funniest things?(: Oh butterfingers... Or what was it? BK? LOL. Yahhh. Way off topic!
Oct 7, 2009
I miss howw;
he would try to talk to me with the lamest excuses =x
awhh.
its all gone...
today was crappy; blame the weather. what happened to my stocks thing?! LMAO!
lets label this stocks o.o
fake smiles; fake laughs. yikes =x
my arizona friend[s] came visit mee (: heheee. dont i feel so special!? :D
I want to show them my life here... I miss my life there :( I wish i could go back with them...
He said I didn't want him! :O
haha I dont know. You know what; maybe I really dont. I dont know. I like him but ayo dont even want to think about itt; haha. THERES NOTHING TO THINK ABOUT ANYWAYS! foo;
ehhh.
OH AND ;D this is historical
heheeee. asians got power foo!
i dislike it because not to be racist but everyone thinks asians cannot fight! (is that racist?) and WOOHHH GURL JUST MESSED WITH THE WRONG ASIAN BECAUSE MAMAS KNOW HOW TO BEAT THEIR KIDS; THEY CAN FIGHT ALRIGHT!
hahahhaha
<3
awhh.
its all gone...
today was crappy; blame the weather. what happened to my stocks thing?! LMAO!
lets label this stocks o.o
fake smiles; fake laughs. yikes =x
my arizona friend[s] came visit mee (: heheee. dont i feel so special!? :D
I want to show them my life here... I miss my life there :( I wish i could go back with them...
He said I didn't want him! :O
haha I dont know. You know what; maybe I really dont. I dont know. I like him but ayo dont even want to think about itt; haha. THERES NOTHING TO THINK ABOUT ANYWAYS! foo;
ehhh.
OH AND ;D this is historical
heheeee. asians got power foo!
i dislike it because not to be racist but everyone thinks asians cannot fight! (is that racist?) and WOOHHH GURL JUST MESSED WITH THE WRONG ASIAN BECAUSE MAMAS KNOW HOW TO BEAT THEIR KIDS; THEY CAN FIGHT ALRIGHT!
hahahhaha
<3
Oct 5, 2009
Why so serious?
ewh i am taking things serious again.
WTF?
no way; haha.
like she said; im tripping over nothing cuhs.
ayo.
boys boys boys - lady gaga.
MINH CALLED ME A COUGAR! LMAO.
"sad and bloated old horn-meister" LMAO!
ahahhahahahahahahah
WTF?
no way; haha.
like she said; im tripping over nothing cuhs.
ayo.
boys boys boys - lady gaga.
MINH CALLED ME A COUGAR! LMAO.
"sad and bloated old horn-meister" LMAO!
ahahhahahahahahahah
Oct 4, 2009
Ehhh Fail
GAH All I can think about right now is Him. Why?!?!!?
(Im scared to post anything... Im thinking if i can trust myself; or.... =x)
Amy thinks hes got feelings for me; and GAHH WHY DID SHE HAVE TO SAY THAT?! Cuhs first of all ther is already another girl. Though i cannot say I dont like him; but....
Sometimes we dont have anything to say you know?
haha Am I making sence?
It gets me mad though; just a little. No actually NOT just a little, more like A LOT. How could he come start having feelings for me when he is already with another girl? That disgusts me...
It shows I cant trust him either; do you understand me?
The thing is... I think we both know what is up... =x
But... I think I have more feelings for him than I hoped for; But thats not supposed to happen because Im supposed to be happy and crushing on Someone else.
Tell me I am overthinking like a normal girl does.
Just a sip of izze should clear it all away :)
sigh. lmao
smile :)
(Im scared to post anything... Im thinking if i can trust myself; or.... =x)
Amy thinks hes got feelings for me; and GAHH WHY DID SHE HAVE TO SAY THAT?! Cuhs first of all ther is already another girl. Though i cannot say I dont like him; but....
Sometimes we dont have anything to say you know?
haha Am I making sence?
It gets me mad though; just a little. No actually NOT just a little, more like A LOT. How could he come start having feelings for me when he is already with another girl? That disgusts me...
It shows I cant trust him either; do you understand me?
The thing is... I think we both know what is up... =x
But... I think I have more feelings for him than I hoped for; But thats not supposed to happen because Im supposed to be happy and crushing on Someone else.
Tell me I am overthinking like a normal girl does.
Just a sip of izze should clear it all away :)
sigh. lmao
smile :)
PMS
its so daily now. LOl. I think way too much when i am doing nothing =x and is online.
Today I was thinking just maybe if I talked to you too much; maybe you wont be as interested to me. LOl.
But you made me feel special :) even with just one word.
OH&& thats funny especially when they always talk about the '3 words that girls love to hear' on tv... It always ends up something else! You know what Im talking about! Hahaha. Its never "I Love You" =3
Funny how this time i am just happy with that ONE word. It made me feel so special hehehe.
(though that did not last too long! :O . =x . :( .... yeeeh)
Today I was thinking just maybe if I talked to you too much; maybe you wont be as interested to me. LOl.
But you made me feel special :) even with just one word.
OH&& thats funny especially when they always talk about the '3 words that girls love to hear' on tv... It always ends up something else! You know what Im talking about! Hahaha. Its never "I Love You" =3
Funny how this time i am just happy with that ONE word. It made me feel so special hehehe.
(though that did not last too long! :O . =x . :( .... yeeeh)
Oct 2, 2009
Mixed Feelings;
Sigh I have SOME things to say except I dont know if I trust myself enough to put all of that here! its just not needed at the moment!
Oct 1, 2009
HUGS&kisses
Its not fair! lol. I am stuck in san francisco now and i guess hugs here mean more than they regularly do? Haha I feel french just because I'm used to hugs so much. And suddenly here everyone is shy of hugs here? LMAO! Its not fair! I MISS HUGGING PEOPLES! In arizona we give out free hugs like smiles. here its so "ohhwie hugg!" LMAO. WTF?
Ayo one of these days i will step outa all that and be brave and just hug everyone i see :)
5cent per hug? LOL!
"im raising for er... a charity"
lmao!
lamee <3
Ayo one of these days i will step outa all that and be brave and just hug everyone i see :)
5cent per hug? LOL!
"im raising for er... a charity"
lmao!
lamee <3
lately I have been having family issues;
"i cannot say i hate her but she is killing me!"
she she is :( gah.
I think I somehow blogged about this before I am not so sure; but haye here goes again!
I believe in nurture over nature; SOMETHING I LEARNED IN ENGLISH ;D. This means that I believe who we are and what we grow up to be is all based on the things we've experienced. I also believe that how we act outside of our house all traces back into the home. As in; if we have a bad relationship within our own family; our social life won't be any better either! :O (well sorry miss as if THATS not already obvious!)
Lately things have been so stressful... Everything seems so "WENXI YOU ARE ALWAYS WRONG! ITS ALL YOUR FAULT!" ayo... Not the best of things. I haven't really been spending time at home either =x i dont know where Im trying to go with this... Hannah and Emily is knocking on the wood, the bed, the walls... ALL OVER THE PLACE. I keep loosing my thoughts :(
All im trying to say is;
you have to Love at home in order to have a happy life; make sence?
Yeeh not really atm. Blame Hannah and Emily -.-
Blog Status: FAIL!
she she is :( gah.
I think I somehow blogged about this before I am not so sure; but haye here goes again!
I believe in nurture over nature; SOMETHING I LEARNED IN ENGLISH ;D. This means that I believe who we are and what we grow up to be is all based on the things we've experienced. I also believe that how we act outside of our house all traces back into the home. As in; if we have a bad relationship within our own family; our social life won't be any better either! :O (well sorry miss as if THATS not already obvious!)
Lately things have been so stressful... Everything seems so "WENXI YOU ARE ALWAYS WRONG! ITS ALL YOUR FAULT!" ayo... Not the best of things. I haven't really been spending time at home either =x i dont know where Im trying to go with this... Hannah and Emily is knocking on the wood, the bed, the walls... ALL OVER THE PLACE. I keep loosing my thoughts :(
All im trying to say is;
you have to Love at home in order to have a happy life; make sence?
Yeeh not really atm. Blame Hannah and Emily -.-
Blog Status: FAIL!
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