I'm A Dumbass

"I think I'm getting into the wrong business... Im sorry >.> I was just noisy... I wish we could get to a point where your telling me stuff though... But then Maybe that just Wont Happen. =x
Eeeek I feel like im stabbing you slowly; but then what would I know... I am over exaggerating my place in your heart. I just hope you dont turn out to be what I saw. But isnt that ironic?"

Buh then again. how can I say any of that when YOU are here killing mee; I cant take it. I rather you stay in this and to leave me here feeling the guilt I already am so tired of; please dont do this. Come back because you and I both know we are hurting and especially when you leave; how can I go on any farther? All I can see is the guilt I feel, the empty seat where you are supposed to be. You said we are both very special to you, and you two are very special to me...
Wow korean drama moment?! THAT THING SURE STARTS YOUNGG... -.-
lol.


I feel like its tug-o-war, & my hearts in the middle. Either way I do not win.