whats my resolutions/goals? well....
1) first of all i will be posting a new blog post every single day with a picture :D of that day, it will be going on a new blog!! So stay tuned!!
2) collecting all of my receipts!!!! :D
3) stop being so materialistic!
4) 3 hours of computer per day.... except for homework ;o
5) stop being an ass to my sisters && actually try to be nice....
6) stop cussing.....
7) be respectful to the parents -.-
8) stay above the D's.....
9) get close widd the church :D
10) go back to arizona to visit!
11) get a part time job! (and YAAW don't count)
12) decide on what kind of therapist i want to be
13) T0 BE C0NTINUEDD.....
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- hello world :) Should I warn you I blog like hell? Bi-polar(bears) babeey <3
Dec 31, 2009
Dec 29, 2009
I was really feeling it tonight (:
the whole therapy thing. LOL i was looking at things the way I never knew I would look at. Haha and nah it didnt even last a minute. The therapy session I mean. I didn't take me a long time to realize that well he just didn't understand where I was going at, and I think I need to take work on that. Take work on how I should approach different kind of people I mean. For this time, I was just too deep for him. && well I found out that I have to lead someone to this stage, not jump and start off here right away.
Make sense? (: lol
Make sense? (: lol
I'm feeling lonely tonight ;x
LOL why does that sound so wrong?! Hahahha dam shane dawson corrupts my mind. Or was it already corrupted?
Today I was watching glee & I thought of how I really regret some of the things I have done, & really glad of things I haven't. I really don't want to look back and have scars, scars that will haunt me for life.
Humans are some really disgusting creatures. In the mind, heart, hands, mouth, & every single part inside and out.
Scars... I can already feel a few, and they are so scary. They are like the dark spots of life, the ones that haunts you forever that you wish no one would ever know about. They are ones that you wish was just a bad nightmare or that you secretly made them up in your head hoping that it was just... fake.
For me, my scars effect me a lot. It made me dispise human creatures. They sometimes disgust me to my stomach!
I dont know, maybe to some peoples even if i told them my scars they wont even think its a big deal you know? What how can we really ask other peoples about their opinion? Nothing else matters, we are the ones who decide for ourself. I believe that in this world, everyone have their own value system and their own way of seeing things.
When I was smaller I remembered that I use to think that other peoples see things differently in their eyes. Maybe my head was a triangle and maybe we had our eyes on our mouths. Maybe our mouths were just a dot. Or that our head was where our body is. Does that make sense? Haha. (: I guess when I was little I did think a lot, even things way deep that I don't even understand until now. Haye now, who said I wasn't a genius? Like I said, everyone has their own little value system, grading system, you know what? Who cares. Everyone sees things differently. Simple as that. So, yes, its true, you CAN be a genius if you want to. Who else can know more about your own hidden talents than you do?
Read my words, the way you want to read them.
Today I was watching glee & I thought of how I really regret some of the things I have done, & really glad of things I haven't. I really don't want to look back and have scars, scars that will haunt me for life.
Humans are some really disgusting creatures. In the mind, heart, hands, mouth, & every single part inside and out.
Scars... I can already feel a few, and they are so scary. They are like the dark spots of life, the ones that haunts you forever that you wish no one would ever know about. They are ones that you wish was just a bad nightmare or that you secretly made them up in your head hoping that it was just... fake.
For me, my scars effect me a lot. It made me dispise human creatures. They sometimes disgust me to my stomach!
I dont know, maybe to some peoples even if i told them my scars they wont even think its a big deal you know? What how can we really ask other peoples about their opinion? Nothing else matters, we are the ones who decide for ourself. I believe that in this world, everyone have their own value system and their own way of seeing things.
When I was smaller I remembered that I use to think that other peoples see things differently in their eyes. Maybe my head was a triangle and maybe we had our eyes on our mouths. Maybe our mouths were just a dot. Or that our head was where our body is. Does that make sense? Haha. (: I guess when I was little I did think a lot, even things way deep that I don't even understand until now. Haye now, who said I wasn't a genius? Like I said, everyone has their own little value system, grading system, you know what? Who cares. Everyone sees things differently. Simple as that. So, yes, its true, you CAN be a genius if you want to. Who else can know more about your own hidden talents than you do?
Read my words, the way you want to read them.
&& Im already tired of it. HAH
Great Job wenxi. Really. GG.
Dumbass.
Anywho.
I can't wait for new years! Well, we have some amazing plans :) I just hope its gonn happen. If not... I WILL BE SO MAD! I am so excited hehe. Going out the whole night mixed with fire works and countdown & apple cider! LOL. && thats only The Night. During the day we are going to watch the Princess & the Frog & Pho & Maybe even ice skating?! OHMYY. Too much planned I cant wait! I cant believe break is almost over! I thought it would be sooo boring and that I would miss school, oh puhhleaseee I think I had a veryyy good break. I would be PAST SATISFIED if the New Years plans DO carry out though! && Hopefully he would come, Ohkay so maybe it is NOT meaningless flirt.. Or maybe it is. But haye.. Right now, what am I to do? Not like I am looking for a relationship right? So. No hurts right? Haha. We will be careful, we will use protection I swear. LMFAO! Oh I love my jokes...
I am still pretty darn unrealistic with my hair. Haha I remember when I was smaller I would CRY begging my parents to dye my hair! They would reject me BAM FACE DOWN because they said I am not old enough. && now I finally have it, whee ;3
I think either way I should like it. I mean it looks AWESOME. But I already miss my all natural black hair already! Well.... I think I wouldn't learn unless I get my lesson you know? LOL I am not saying I don't like it. I love it. But its just, I learned. && I learned to treasure my natural black hair :)
Wow its already Tuesday. & then... Tomorrow is Wednesday (well no Duhhh sweetie!) && Ima go to watch Avatar widd the papa (: hehe. I cant wait! I havn't gone to a movie with him in so long. We only went once in my whole life and that was STAR WARS! LOL! We've never went as a whole family though, I feel bad for my mama because she never gets to go anywhere, shes stuck home babysitting and doing chores while me and papa have all the fun.... >.>' Guilty much!?
Dumbass.
Anywho.
I can't wait for new years! Well, we have some amazing plans :) I just hope its gonn happen. If not... I WILL BE SO MAD! I am so excited hehe. Going out the whole night mixed with fire works and countdown & apple cider! LOL. && thats only The Night. During the day we are going to watch the Princess & the Frog & Pho & Maybe even ice skating?! OHMYY. Too much planned I cant wait! I cant believe break is almost over! I thought it would be sooo boring and that I would miss school, oh puhhleaseee I think I had a veryyy good break. I would be PAST SATISFIED if the New Years plans DO carry out though! && Hopefully he would come, Ohkay so maybe it is NOT meaningless flirt.. Or maybe it is. But haye.. Right now, what am I to do? Not like I am looking for a relationship right? So. No hurts right? Haha. We will be careful, we will use protection I swear. LMFAO! Oh I love my jokes...
I am still pretty darn unrealistic with my hair. Haha I remember when I was smaller I would CRY begging my parents to dye my hair! They would reject me BAM FACE DOWN because they said I am not old enough. && now I finally have it, whee ;3
I think either way I should like it. I mean it looks AWESOME. But I already miss my all natural black hair already! Well.... I think I wouldn't learn unless I get my lesson you know? LOL I am not saying I don't like it. I love it. But its just, I learned. && I learned to treasure my natural black hair :)
Wow its already Tuesday. & then... Tomorrow is Wednesday (well no Duhhh sweetie!) && Ima go to watch Avatar widd the papa (: hehe. I cant wait! I havn't gone to a movie with him in so long. We only went once in my whole life and that was STAR WARS! LOL! We've never went as a whole family though, I feel bad for my mama because she never gets to go anywhere, shes stuck home babysitting and doing chores while me and papa have all the fun.... >.>' Guilty much!?
I Dyed My Hair :3
Which mama said i can't until I am 18. Oh I am such a badass ;3 LOL.
&& the cartilage piercing too, they still don't know. HAH. OH man watch I get a huge spanking tomorrow! (because thankhookers that she is not home today! Shes stuck widd the relatives until tomorrow LOL)
Dec 27, 2009
Dec 26, 2009
On the Night of Christmas;;
Nothing more to say. It was wonderful. Even though I didnt have my family with my I was alright I was happy because I have the Wongs & Simon & Steven widd me. We had one of the most awesome nights (:
Dec 25, 2009
&&. It continues on...
I guess this concludes our last countdown! I had fun writing it all ;3 well some days were hard. Those were the days when I just blanked out and had way too much on my mind (wait that works? blanked out but had too much? LOL). But some of them were amazing. Hehe well ohkay the first few were cute. Then the later ones got harder especially because I let things get to my emotions easily. Like how I made emo posts LOL. That made me realized that I am not a good writer! && could also interfer with my therapy dream. I am supposed to be able to not let things get to me. But I failed... Some of the posts I just let it stick to my emotions and WOW. Not good.
&& I have to say, It was hard for me to stay committed. I was just so tired I felt like giving up on the countdown sometimes. Its hard to think up of different cute little stories mmkay? Like I said, especially when I am under emotional disturbance. LOL I sounded smart right there.
But again (: It was fun. Some of these posts made me think a lot, some just left me a nice smile. Hehe.
Merry Christmas(:
&& I have to say, It was hard for me to stay committed. I was just so tired I felt like giving up on the countdown sometimes. Its hard to think up of different cute little stories mmkay? Like I said, especially when I am under emotional disturbance. LOL I sounded smart right there.
But again (: It was fun. Some of these posts made me think a lot, some just left me a nice smile. Hehe.
Merry Christmas(:
Christmas.
Lets first start off with a big Happy Birth Jesus Christ :D
(Man I totally was just about to do a whole thing about the new year and how this year's been... Cept Again. This is NOT NEW YEARS! LOL.... ;D)
Its Christmas once again, I never got it you know? Well, like my past post(s) about Thanksgiving or any other holidays... It was not a holiday we celebrate much of. Well there IS a gathering and a dinner but... Not just with the family. Its funny how its Christmas but our family won't even spend time together... Sometimes I feel like it's my fault. That I choose my friends over family. But then... I really don't like my relatives much. I was never close with them. My family in general was never close much with all our other relatives here on my moms side. Its more of a gossiping connection they have with each other... WHICH IS LAME?!?!
Anywho... its sad how we are not even going to spend time with the family. we have no holiday spirit either. I am trying to bring the spirits up though, I bought everyone gifts (: I went shopping for 8 whole hours getting the whole family something. I love giving presents! As long as I have money that is. I rather you don't get me anything unless I get you something! :O so hehe lets have a christmas without presents, I just want you to spend time with me (:
&& talking about PRESENTS! I HAVE NO WRAPPING PAPER! && dada wouldn't drive me to the store... So I had to walk down to walgreens all by myself just 20 minutes before Christmas...!!! NOT EVEN COOL. I RISKED MY LIFE AND ALL! ... && GUESS WHAT?! It was closed T.T GG.
Came home, spent the first 40 or so minutes of my Christmas texting on my phone sending merry christmas to everyone. Oh how nice.... LOL. WASTED. && added some kimchi to that nice little beginning.
Sigh holidays make me feel so lonely! While others are out partying and hanging out and doing countdowns. IM HOME. its just a regular day like any other for my family... Other than well, I been a little more busy hah but that doesn't have much to do with the holidays... Believe me.
&& ONCE AGAIN. Happy birthday (: Because of you, we are here able to face our Lord. Because of your presence we are here today.
dam holidays. they make me feel lonely.
(Man I totally was just about to do a whole thing about the new year and how this year's been... Cept Again. This is NOT NEW YEARS! LOL.... ;D)
Its Christmas once again, I never got it you know? Well, like my past post(s) about Thanksgiving or any other holidays... It was not a holiday we celebrate much of. Well there IS a gathering and a dinner but... Not just with the family. Its funny how its Christmas but our family won't even spend time together... Sometimes I feel like it's my fault. That I choose my friends over family. But then... I really don't like my relatives much. I was never close with them. My family in general was never close much with all our other relatives here on my moms side. Its more of a gossiping connection they have with each other... WHICH IS LAME?!?!
Anywho... its sad how we are not even going to spend time with the family. we have no holiday spirit either. I am trying to bring the spirits up though, I bought everyone gifts (: I went shopping for 8 whole hours getting the whole family something. I love giving presents! As long as I have money that is. I rather you don't get me anything unless I get you something! :O so hehe lets have a christmas without presents, I just want you to spend time with me (:
&& talking about PRESENTS! I HAVE NO WRAPPING PAPER! && dada wouldn't drive me to the store... So I had to walk down to walgreens all by myself just 20 minutes before Christmas...!!! NOT EVEN COOL. I RISKED MY LIFE AND ALL! ... && GUESS WHAT?! It was closed T.T GG.
Came home, spent the first 40 or so minutes of my Christmas texting on my phone sending merry christmas to everyone. Oh how nice.... LOL. WASTED. && added some kimchi to that nice little beginning.
Sigh holidays make me feel so lonely! While others are out partying and hanging out and doing countdowns. IM HOME. its just a regular day like any other for my family... Other than well, I been a little more busy hah but that doesn't have much to do with the holidays... Believe me.
&& ONCE AGAIN. Happy birthday (: Because of you, we are here able to face our Lord. Because of your presence we are here today.
dam holidays. they make me feel lonely.
Dec 24, 2009
One More, Lets not forget.
One more day. its almost the end. Will you still be there when I am old and wrinkly? Until the very end? Its funny how all these fairytales can become reality, all in the blink of an eye.
But at the same time, its all a fragile thing...
Love. what is it?
Who knows.
All I know right now, is that I am happy
With You.
But at the same time, its all a fragile thing...
Love. what is it?
Who knows.
All I know right now, is that I am happy
With You.
Dec 23, 2009
TWO MORE. OMG OMG OMG IM SO EXCITED!
What will we tell our kids when they ask "mama! papa! how did you guys meet?" Will you tell them "not now, when you get older", or will you make up some sane story? Maybe a story of how we met at the club and you asked for my number. Or how I just popped out and started talking to you at the mall. Maybe at a highschool reunion. Or even calling the wrong number! As if any of those sound good for a happy-ending fairytale..
You can be the pastry chef at the cafe by the corner that I go to every Sunday morning. Or you can be the subsitute teacher for my neice. Maybe the guy working at Starbucks, the one that always forgets my favorite. Or the guy I met on the plane, who I lied saying I might get lost, so I needed his number, because I didn't know anyone. Maybe you can be the guy next door, the guy who goes running everyday and I just... tag along (: ohmyy~
Will you be my partner in crime? We can act it out as a bed time story, oh no no now, we have to censor our first kiss, our first...
lol(:
oh && what about 'The Talk'? Will you be there with me through those too? I know how a lot of kids hated 'The Talk', but for me, see I have asian parents. They don't.... give 'The Talk'.. I rather they did! haha Oh no I am not saying I am pregnant & that I blame them for it. I AM NOT PREGNANT. && I NEVER BELIEVED IN SANTA IN THE FIRST PLACE (partly because Santa just wasn't gettin' it in china, maybe he was too fat ;x JAYKAYYY). Well I always thought that 'The Talk' brought parents and kids together, even though kids hate it! My parents & I dont talk much... Not about anything serious anyways. I feel like I have to push them to talk serious with me, and thats just pretty bad... Oh no they are not the cool parents, no way. They joke yessirr, but they yell at me more than they joke (:
You can be the pastry chef at the cafe by the corner that I go to every Sunday morning. Or you can be the subsitute teacher for my neice. Maybe the guy working at Starbucks, the one that always forgets my favorite. Or the guy I met on the plane, who I lied saying I might get lost, so I needed his number, because I didn't know anyone. Maybe you can be the guy next door, the guy who goes running everyday and I just... tag along (: ohmyy~
Will you be my partner in crime? We can act it out as a bed time story, oh no no now, we have to censor our first kiss, our first...
lol(:
oh && what about 'The Talk'? Will you be there with me through those too? I know how a lot of kids hated 'The Talk', but for me, see I have asian parents. They don't.... give 'The Talk'.. I rather they did! haha Oh no I am not saying I am pregnant & that I blame them for it. I AM NOT PREGNANT. && I NEVER BELIEVED IN SANTA IN THE FIRST PLACE (partly because Santa just wasn't gettin' it in china, maybe he was too fat ;x JAYKAYYY). Well I always thought that 'The Talk' brought parents and kids together, even though kids hate it! My parents & I dont talk much... Not about anything serious anyways. I feel like I have to push them to talk serious with me, and thats just pretty bad... Oh no they are not the cool parents, no way. They joke yessirr, but they yell at me more than they joke (:
Dec 22, 2009
Ohhh you you~
Its so late, or should I say early?
I was on youtube and I cant help but bring myself to your youtube page. Oh man all of a sudden all those memories came back, the good ones & the bad ones. Wow. Its crazy all that we've been through, its crazy how much its changed!! Hah.
Now all I can do is smile for all that you've made me go through.
But dam do you know how much tears I've shed for ya?! HAH.
All those memories came back to me like a crash course.
I was on youtube and I cant help but bring myself to your youtube page. Oh man all of a sudden all those memories came back, the good ones & the bad ones. Wow. Its crazy all that we've been through, its crazy how much its changed!! Hah.
Now all I can do is smile for all that you've made me go through.
But dam do you know how much tears I've shed for ya?! HAH.
All those memories came back to me like a crash course.
Three. (I cant think up of any other names ;x)
Lets go on a walk hunny (: I want it all with you. All my sad moments, all my happy moments. All the moments I wish never happened, and all the precious moments that will never fade from my heart. Oh & should I mention you are one of them.
Lets walk under the snow, oh yes, I want to spend the first time I see falling-snow with you. If we get too cold we can hold each other and share warm breaths ;3 haha. We can imagine us in florida, just close our eyes. Maybe in the beach of miama. Or even on the shore of hawaii. Are you tired of the sun? Then we can move to Hollywood and hide in a "the day after tomorrow" movie set. ;3 now what you think about that? Lets keep walking hunny, this is nothing compared to the journey ahead of us, for the both of us. But step by step we will walk together.
Heh lets walk into a little brick house, with the lights warm and the snow topped high on the window trims. Through the window you would be able to see the bright lit Christmas tree, with the fire place over there on the corner, and the little stockings hung on top. Lets ring the door bell and get a warm welcome while we enter the house just to smell the sweet scent of cookies ready to be eaten. We can make our way slowly to the kitchen, where we can make our hot chocolates. Hehe let me feed you a marshmallow while we wait for the microwave to go "Ding".
I can already smell it ;3
Lets walk under the snow, oh yes, I want to spend the first time I see falling-snow with you. If we get too cold we can hold each other and share warm breaths ;3 haha. We can imagine us in florida, just close our eyes. Maybe in the beach of miama. Or even on the shore of hawaii. Are you tired of the sun? Then we can move to Hollywood and hide in a "the day after tomorrow" movie set. ;3 now what you think about that? Lets keep walking hunny, this is nothing compared to the journey ahead of us, for the both of us. But step by step we will walk together.
Heh lets walk into a little brick house, with the lights warm and the snow topped high on the window trims. Through the window you would be able to see the bright lit Christmas tree, with the fire place over there on the corner, and the little stockings hung on top. Lets ring the door bell and get a warm welcome while we enter the house just to smell the sweet scent of cookies ready to be eaten. We can make our way slowly to the kitchen, where we can make our hot chocolates. Hehe let me feed you a marshmallow while we wait for the microwave to go "Ding".
I can already smell it ;3
&& BTW
I got accepted into YAAW. Cept today was the deadline to tell them if I wanted to go or not. && I totally forgot about it.... & plus my internet was out the whole day -.-' eeek.
But then maybe its a sign... who knows. Maybe God doesn't want me to go. Maybe he wants me to go to the Females Against Violence thingie, cuhs that got me interested (: && I EVEN GET TO LEARN KICKBOXING ;3
but man... such a lost. I actually emailed them back... Ill see what happens. Sigh.
I really need to treasure what is in front of me, instead of looking forward or looking backward. uggh.
But then maybe its a sign... who knows. Maybe God doesn't want me to go. Maybe he wants me to go to the Females Against Violence thingie, cuhs that got me interested (: && I EVEN GET TO LEARN KICKBOXING ;3
but man... such a lost. I actually emailed them back... Ill see what happens. Sigh.
I really need to treasure what is in front of me, instead of looking forward or looking backward. uggh.
Mr. Lonelyy
At times I feel like I have no one ;x I sometimes think that I treat peoples like ass, cause I dont give them enough attention. But dam I always have this bad habit of mines where I just try to mix all my friends together and end up leaving everyone out -.-''
faaill. && yet i still havn't learned from my mistake.
Oh nooo that didn't happen today, I just feel lonely. Maybe its cause of the pictures I saw. Maybe its cause how two of my close guy friends all gots their own girls now && im here like :O
lol.
no amy I know what you are thinking. "Thats why you need a boyfriend!". No I DONT. lol (: miss independent hereee. Eeeehhh sure. LMFAO! No, I will not allow it. You know that one saying "life is like the piano, you have to learn all the rules before you can break them" well something like that. Yeah I see everything like that ;x. You say im a player, does that even work? How can I break the rules & mess around when I havn't even learned the rules...
Yeah say I am scared, scared of all the shyt I see peoples go through. && Yes I blame him for ruining it ;3 no no he did not break my heart. Its just... First time is everything aint it? LOL im talking about first time relationship.
(ewh & wow I hate to admit that here, I dont what him to find out. wtf. I dont want him to know how much of a big impact he did to my life). && thats hillarious considering nothing happened. see theres the thing; NOTHING HAPPENED. It just made me realize how it sucks to be in a relationship when your heart aint in for it... Well mines wasnt. && now I just dont care anymore. Am I making sense? I keep doubting my feelings...
ORR im just scared to take things seriously. Because well... showing too much affection for anyone is just so scary, aint it? I am talking about all kinds of relationships now. Relationship is such a broad wordd. (Friends, family, just anyone) if you show too much affection toward someone, it can easily show you as a fool. Who knows what kinda game they can be playing.
&& well some peoples, they just run away once they find something serious. They like having the freedom with no strings attached. Oh dont I sound like a genius (: haha where am I tryna get here? Idkay. what a great free-write.
faaill. && yet i still havn't learned from my mistake.
Oh nooo that didn't happen today, I just feel lonely. Maybe its cause of the pictures I saw. Maybe its cause how two of my close guy friends all gots their own girls now && im here like :O
lol.
no amy I know what you are thinking. "Thats why you need a boyfriend!". No I DONT. lol (: miss independent hereee. Eeeehhh sure. LMFAO! No, I will not allow it. You know that one saying "life is like the piano, you have to learn all the rules before you can break them" well something like that. Yeah I see everything like that ;x. You say im a player, does that even work? How can I break the rules & mess around when I havn't even learned the rules...
Yeah say I am scared, scared of all the shyt I see peoples go through. && Yes I blame him for ruining it ;3 no no he did not break my heart. Its just... First time is everything aint it? LOL im talking about first time relationship.
(ewh & wow I hate to admit that here, I dont what him to find out. wtf. I dont want him to know how much of a big impact he did to my life). && thats hillarious considering nothing happened. see theres the thing; NOTHING HAPPENED. It just made me realize how it sucks to be in a relationship when your heart aint in for it... Well mines wasnt. && now I just dont care anymore. Am I making sense? I keep doubting my feelings...
ORR im just scared to take things seriously. Because well... showing too much affection for anyone is just so scary, aint it? I am talking about all kinds of relationships now. Relationship is such a broad wordd. (Friends, family, just anyone) if you show too much affection toward someone, it can easily show you as a fool. Who knows what kinda game they can be playing.
&& well some peoples, they just run away once they find something serious. They like having the freedom with no strings attached. Oh dont I sound like a genius (: haha where am I tryna get here? Idkay. what a great free-write.
Dec 21, 2009
I realized my "acchoo"s got cuter ;3
LOL. conceited.
but I heard thats not good, having cute sneezes/acchoos. because that means something something something. Oh who knows...
NO-LIFERRR.
It's been two days since break and I have been having no life at all. Been really annoyed by my family lately and I realized how I have I really bad relationship with the peoples around me. Well the adults anyways... && the peoples at church. It just feel like I don't belong... sometimes. You know? ;x man I remember in Arizona Church&Family was all I had to start out with. I met my first friend in church, Jessica, and she has been through EVERYTHING with me. I am very thankful for her (:
But then see, Family&Church was my foundation. Here....
Well what can I say. Church is not a place I can call mines. I mean. I don't feel like I belong. I barely know anyone. I block myself out. I pretty much just... dont even try. && hah FAMILY?! oh my... It could be better. T.T I see myself change, I've changed a lot & its just... I don't know. Before I tried to make things happen for the better. Now I really dont give a fuck. && thats just sad. I know my life is going downhill & I dont even try to stop it. Haha talk about worthless much??
But what can I say?! Sometimes I cant be the one doing everything. I hate to see how they dont care or give a shyt. All they do is yell scream and piss each other off. Yeah I am tryna change, but really though!? Do they ever even think about this kinda bullshyt!?
Im just saying...
Sorry. Just... Mom started bitching at me when I was posting & Oh believe me, I had a lot more on here.... but too much information. && haa.
I dont make sense.
lilwayne. fuck the world.
I am just tired of trying. for anything. so dam tired of all this foolishness.
But its worse sitting here seeing all this stuff happen and know I hate it but I don't even bother doing anything. yes yes thanks.
I know I'm bullshyt. Right now I just want to point out how worthless I am.
TMI?
but I heard thats not good, having cute sneezes/acchoos. because that means something something something. Oh who knows...
NO-LIFERRR.
It's been two days since break and I have been having no life at all. Been really annoyed by my family lately and I realized how I have I really bad relationship with the peoples around me. Well the adults anyways... && the peoples at church. It just feel like I don't belong... sometimes. You know? ;x man I remember in Arizona Church&Family was all I had to start out with. I met my first friend in church, Jessica, and she has been through EVERYTHING with me. I am very thankful for her (:
But then see, Family&Church was my foundation. Here....
Well what can I say. Church is not a place I can call mines. I mean. I don't feel like I belong. I barely know anyone. I block myself out. I pretty much just... dont even try. && hah FAMILY?! oh my... It could be better. T.T I see myself change, I've changed a lot & its just... I don't know. Before I tried to make things happen for the better. Now I really dont give a fuck. && thats just sad. I know my life is going downhill & I dont even try to stop it. Haha talk about worthless much??
But what can I say?! Sometimes I cant be the one doing everything. I hate to see how they dont care or give a shyt. All they do is yell scream and piss each other off. Yeah I am tryna change, but really though!? Do they ever even think about this kinda bullshyt!?
Im just saying...
Sorry. Just... Mom started bitching at me when I was posting & Oh believe me, I had a lot more on here.... but too much information. && haa.
I dont make sense.
lilwayne. fuck the world.
I am just tired of trying. for anything. so dam tired of all this foolishness.
But its worse sitting here seeing all this stuff happen and know I hate it but I don't even bother doing anything. yes yes thanks.
I know I'm bullshyt. Right now I just want to point out how worthless I am.
TMI?
Four; drop it low to the floor
Lets go dancing shall we?
We can slow dance... Hahaha. I never really had a slow dance, I dont think. Well there was this one time during a dare where Anson dared me to slow dance with him. It was sweet (: hehe. That's the only memory of slow dancing I have so far, but after tonight Ours will take over. Our memory, hold me tight, hold me close, and dance the night away (:
We can switch it up and do some cha cha, do some stepping, some booty shaking, or crumping, LOL. We can even jerk, haha babe it don't matter as long as we are having the time of our lifes. It doesn't always have to be romantic, lets just have fun. Have fun just for tonight. We can own this dance floor until the fire alarm goes off and the sprinklers come on.
We can slow dance... Hahaha. I never really had a slow dance, I dont think. Well there was this one time during a dare where Anson dared me to slow dance with him. It was sweet (: hehe. That's the only memory of slow dancing I have so far, but after tonight Ours will take over. Our memory, hold me tight, hold me close, and dance the night away (:
We can switch it up and do some cha cha, do some stepping, some booty shaking, or crumping, LOL. We can even jerk, haha babe it don't matter as long as we are having the time of our lifes. It doesn't always have to be romantic, lets just have fun. Have fun just for tonight. We can own this dance floor until the fire alarm goes off and the sprinklers come on.
Dam Wongs
Got me on maplestory again.
believe me, its not addicting... I was just on for no reason. Its been 2 days of break. && its been pretty much all Maplestory maplestory maplestory.. I didnt even have time to write!
Believe my I need a life, I feel like very... Nothing. Right now. LOL. it doesn't make sense. I cant even write my Countdown till christmas section. Ohsnap. EHhh...
believe me, its not addicting... I was just on for no reason. Its been 2 days of break. && its been pretty much all Maplestory maplestory maplestory.. I didnt even have time to write!
Believe my I need a life, I feel like very... Nothing. Right now. LOL. it doesn't make sense. I cant even write my Countdown till christmas section. Ohsnap. EHhh...
Dec 20, 2009
On the Fifth day of Christmas my true love gave to mee~
A heart broken in two, a piece of band-aid, tape, and glue. (and stapler, rope, lock, too)
"Maybe you will be the one to fix my heart. I have tried everything, nothing worked. It won't stay together, it keep ripping apart. It lost so much blood... I think I'm going to faint. I need help. Emergency Room, SOS"
Do you think I can do it?
wow how can this even be part of my mini-series!?
"Maybe you will be the one to fix my heart. I have tried everything, nothing worked. It won't stay together, it keep ripping apart. It lost so much blood... I think I'm going to faint. I need help. Emergency Room, SOS"
Do you think I can do it?
wow how can this even be part of my mini-series!?
Dec 19, 2009
Six; pick up sticks.
I will be pleased to take the honor to be Misses Santa, will you be my Santa Clause? You will be my biggest gift of all ;3 the most precious. We will live forever and ever with all those little elfs in green suites.
Oh I think I'm in love,
with all these candycanes (:
Oh I think I'm in love,
with all these candycanes (:
Everytime
I find myself learning from my falls, learning from my mistakes, oh wow now thats a first. Each time things change, so much. I never knew bitter is sweet.
I am officially on break
Hehehe (: Wow 2 weeks off... How nice? Oh not really, because I have no plans! Oh lame.
I really want to hang out with you over break :) I miss you already. Oh you.
But. The things you say really trip me up you know? Theres always two meanings. As if you are.... idkay. Just so much mixed signals. Oh no hunnay. I need to stay away... But I've been warned. & look what im in. HAH.
I think ima start playing maplestory again! Just so I have something to do over break. Tryna finish season 1 of glee & more.
want to watch a taiwanese drama with me? those are nice. we can sob together ;3 &.
Oyeeee I think im falling for you way fast because the things you say already hurt. But then oh whee who knows, maybe its just im too caught up on all this mess.
I really want to hang out with you over break :) I miss you already. Oh you.
But. The things you say really trip me up you know? Theres always two meanings. As if you are.... idkay. Just so much mixed signals. Oh no hunnay. I need to stay away... But I've been warned. & look what im in. HAH.
I think ima start playing maplestory again! Just so I have something to do over break. Tryna finish season 1 of glee & more.
want to watch a taiwanese drama with me? those are nice. we can sob together ;3 &.
Oyeeee I think im falling for you way fast because the things you say already hurt. But then oh whee who knows, maybe its just im too caught up on all this mess.
Dec 18, 2009
Sorry this heart will not stay open 24-Seven
No sometimes to make everything worthwhile and precious is when there is a broken heart. Why not right? Lets break up, then make up. We are half way there. Why not?
I don't want to be sweet. Not today
I don't want to be sweet. Not today
Dec 17, 2009
Ate Ate Eight!
Lets go watch The Princess & The Frog :) It seems like such a nice movie. It brings back so much old childhood memories you know? We can go and fall asleep ;3 until the security comes and kick us out hehe. Snore Snore
Dec 16, 2009
Line? no no NINE.
We can fly to the jonas brothers concert. You steal the stage. Sing me a love song. Lets do that. yes Yes(:
Kick those suckers off the stage. They won't dareee interfere with our Love(:
Kick those suckers off the stage. They won't dareee interfere with our Love(:
I (THOUGHT I) saw a mistletoe..... :D
The Wong's told me so. Such liars. Turned out it was just pines -.-'' LOL. Fail fail much? I was going to take it and run :)
<3
Again I got myself into this..... THING. && its crazy knowing I shouldn't be having feelings for ANY of them. At all. Get away. Boys Boys Boysss (lady gaga!). All you little sweet talkers and heart warmers and mind blowers. Back up.
<3
Again I got myself into this..... THING. && its crazy knowing I shouldn't be having feelings for ANY of them. At all. Get away. Boys Boys Boysss (lady gaga!). All you little sweet talkers and heart warmers and mind blowers. Back up.
Dec 15, 2009
Insecurities.
its such a killer, it is what prevents someone from showing who they really are and who they can be. It prevents someone from getting anywhere near success.
Whee I am in the computer lab again! Dam girl you looking hollarable today ;)
LOL.
wearing heels for the first time in my life. Lets hope I don't trip & fall.
I don't want you to see me... Now you tell me why that is so... CUhs it don't even fucking matter now does it?
Whee I am in the computer lab again! Dam girl you looking hollarable today ;)
LOL.
wearing heels for the first time in my life. Lets hope I don't trip & fall.
I don't want you to see me... Now you tell me why that is so... CUhs it don't even fucking matter now does it?
T.E.N
Lets take the bus everywhere, we can go street romance. LOL. We would fall asleep onto each others shoulders, considering the fact we stayed up talking on the phone the first few early hours of Christmas.
We would miss our stop, but its ohkay, that's just one more hour we had to sleep. Lets go find a church and go say happy birthday to our Jesus Christ. The Holy. Lets go sing him a happy birthday.
We would miss our stop, but its ohkay, that's just one more hour we had to sleep. Lets go find a church and go say happy birthday to our Jesus Christ. The Holy. Lets go sing him a happy birthday.
Dec 14, 2009
Eeeh-leven (:
If we are lucky, we can come across one of those cartoon portrait painters! Hehe the ones that make your head all big. We could tell him to draw 6 different pictures of us on a strip, like the ones in a photobooth. If he refuses we will team up and go ninja on that hoe ;)
The first one could be of me eating you >;D. The second one would be of you on one kneel giving me flowers. The third one could be Princess & the Frog; && fine ill let you be the Princess XD. The fourth would be of me and my vampire-licious bangs. Ima take a bit ;3. The fifth could be of you playing basketball. Ill be a cheerleader on the sidee. The sixth could be you playing me a love song on your guitar while I 'awwh' & googly-eyes all over you, Hunnay.
The first one could be of me eating you >;D. The second one would be of you on one kneel giving me flowers. The third one could be Princess & the Frog; && fine ill let you be the Princess XD. The fourth would be of me and my vampire-licious bangs. Ima take a bit ;3. The fifth could be of you playing basketball. Ill be a cheerleader on the sidee. The sixth could be you playing me a love song on your guitar while I 'awwh' & googly-eyes all over you, Hunnay.
&& SO FAR
im having a good day :D
sleepy right now but pretty darn good. Even though I havn't talked much hah.
its good.
OMG DAM KEYBOARD GOT STUCK AND I WANNA TRADE!
oh wait its all good again.lol....
no notreally.
O.O
ironic?
sleepy right now but pretty darn good. Even though I havn't talked much hah.
its good.
OMG DAM KEYBOARD GOT STUCK AND I WANNA TRADE!
oh wait its all good again.lol....
no notreally.
O.O
ironic?
Guess where I'm at again? :D
Computer Lab!!! OHWWHEEE. Avid teacher is outs and this keyboard is killing me!!! ITS STUCK I HAVE TO GO NINJA ON THAT THINGGG;.
Gee teacher is around so I have to write in my openoffice doc. & copy & paste Later :D
Yesterday was a night off for me from the computer. It felt so dam gooddd. I was cleaning until 10. You know how peoples clean when they are trying to get something OFF of their mind? Well~ I think even MORE when I clean.&& I barely clean! I guess it's cause I clean soo little; that whenever I clean its like a unique little memoryy ;3 now I don't know if thats a good thing or not. Heeeeh
This computer is really slow eeek & im wayy behind on my powerpoint. This fucked up keyboard does not help. But it does get muscles in my thumbs >;D THUMB WAR ANYONE??
Gee teacher is around so I have to write in my openoffice doc. & copy & paste Later :D
Yesterday was a night off for me from the computer. It felt so dam gooddd. I was cleaning until 10. You know how peoples clean when they are trying to get something OFF of their mind? Well~ I think even MORE when I clean.&& I barely clean! I guess it's cause I clean soo little; that whenever I clean its like a unique little memoryy ;3 now I don't know if thats a good thing or not. Heeeeh
This computer is really slow eeek & im wayy behind on my powerpoint. This fucked up keyboard does not help. But it does get muscles in my thumbs >;D THUMB WAR ANYONE??
Go Figure.
1. Guys dont actually like sluts as much as they say they do, even though they have sex with them!
(Oh yeah… you're not "popular" if you've slept with loads of guys… you're probably just a HOE)
2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" are two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.
3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.
5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile, it’s usually more important than the body.
6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to; if a guy knows a girl likes him but doesn’t like her… he still wants to be the only guy she talks to.
9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
10. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend, unless it’s negative, then it’s cool.
11. Guys get jealous very easily, even if they don’t show it.
12. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.
13. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!... ugh... nevermind..." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like. If a guy seems cool around girls, just see how he acts in front of the girl he really likes.
15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.
16. Girls are guys' weaknesses.
17. Guys are very open about themselves if you just ask.
18. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.
19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice unless he asks for it.
21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you. Poking, light pushing, blocking your way and random high 5’s are tell tell signs.
22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
23. Guys will brag about anything if you don’t tell them not to.
24. Guys use words like buff or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you, if he uses it to describe other girls, he probably just wants to sound sweet in front of you, and therefore likes you.
25. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
26. Guys love it when girls wear their clothes (jacket, hat, etc) especially if it’s a girl they like, they will often let them wear it in unreasonable circumstances…like the pouring rain.
27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.
28. Try to be as straightforward as possible, if you like a guy, just tell him, they’ll usually be flattered. If there is something wrong with your relationship, just tell him, if hes a nice guy he’ll do his best to fix the problem.
29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be mature and grown up.
30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
31. No matter how much guys talk about arses and boobs, personality is key.
32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience, your NEVER going to meet Mr. Darcy.
33. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and talk to me."
37. Guys don't really have final decisions.
38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.
40. When a guy looks at you for longer than 3 seconds, he's definitely thinking something.
41. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
42. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
44. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.
46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
50. No guy can handle all his problems by his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.
51. Not all guys are dickheads. Just because ONE is doesnt mean he represents ALL of us. Quit assuming.
52. We don't like girls who are too skinny.
53. We love it when girls talk about their boobs.
54. Always make sure you know what kind of stuff you're getting into before making out with a guy...like whether it's a one time deal or not...
55. Believe it or not shy guys are the easiest to talk to, it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticabley tell them about yours.
56. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually.
57. When a guy doesn’t touch you flirtily alot, but smiles at you a lot and makes eye contact a lot, its probably because he likes you and feels weird about touching you…but really wants to.
58. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.
59. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it... it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.
60. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.
61. If a guy tells you to dump your boyfriend, he's being a twat, if he tells you that there is the possibility of finding someone else (HIM) if you do dump him, he probably likes you and just wants to see you happy.
62. No matter how much they complain (if they do), guys actually like it when girls lean on them.
63. Guys relate everything to sex... a joke, a slip of the tongue, a giggle, a yawn, a stretch, whatever...its stupid but true.
64. If you add a guy on myspace or Facebook and you don't know him...chances are he'll assume its because you're attracted to him.
65. If a guy acts like a dick sometimes and doesnt trust you, it might be because he has been badly hurt in the past and is afraid to open up again.
66. Just because a guy isn't holding/kissing you, doesnt mean he doesn't want to, you might just need to initiate it.
67. All guys want to make you happy (unless they're pricks), some just don't know how...so help them out.
68. Most guys just naturally prefer a girl with a bit of curve.
69. Guys are just as self conscious and insecure as girls, ;we also fear rejection, the guy who really likes you is the one who will never dare say so.
70. Boys liked to be talked to. A guy will feel more comfortable around a girl if the girl starts talking to them.
71. The way a girl moves her body can easily be much sexier than anything she says or does.
72. Girls: when you slow down with your boyfriend, make sure you give a damn good reason or we feel like its our fault because we can't comprehend that you really just want to slow down.
73. Every guy has a 'neeky' side of him. Whether it be playin games, watching movies, or playing football, but don't make fun of him if you don't like it, unless it's something you both find funny, otherwise just try and learn to like it. Don't try to change him. If he's constantly ignoring you for that thing, tell him, he'll probably try and do it less.
74. Guys will always check out other girls, even if we make it less obvious when we're around you, it does not mean we're considering leaving you for the girl on the bus. It just comes to us without thinking, so don't freak out when a guy looks at another girl. It's just nature, and we know you were oggling at the cute guy that just walked passed. And hey, guys can have female friends just like girls can have male friends, just because he gets a text from a girl does not mean he is cheating on you. But if this does make things awkward, talk about it.
75. NEVER EVER kick a guy in the balls...seriously. Not even in a fight (play or real) or argument, you can't imagine how much that hurts (don't bring up giving birth because you know it's different). The slightest kick can often have an excruciating delayed reaction...so yeah...just don't do it...please.
76. When a guy is talkin to a girl, his gut instinct is to make her laugh. Whether he is good at this or not, he will try. As a result boys can sometimes appear immature or weird when you first meet them, but they're probably just nervous so give them time and get to know them.
77. At some point a guy will try to play fight with you. There are two reasons for this:
a) Guys like to fight and show you how strong they are.
b) It gives them an excuse to touch you.
78. It is very sexy and appealing for a girl to wear a guy's boxers and shirt. That's all. We don't know why that is, but it just is.
79. Guys dont like girls who don't make an effort. If he travels four hours just to see you for three, appreciate it and don't admit you wouldn't do the same, half the time we wouldn't expect you to anyway!
80. Guys have standards for what type of girl they want to have. Every girl is the perfect girl for somebody.
81. Guys don't like it when girls amplify things. It's very annoying.
82. Even the coolest guys, worry a lot about how they come across, they are probably trying very hard to seem so cool. So don't undermine or mock a guy you like or are friends with, he might not burst into tears but it does not do wonders for his self-esteem. And if you do take the piss, make it fairly clear your joking, it will let the guy know you dont dislike him, you have a sense of humour, and its ok for him to have a come back.
83. If a guy is completely, 100% honest with you about things he's not to sure/proud of, be grateful, because it can be pretty rare.
84. Although we do relate many things to sex, not everything is literally sexual, they like just being close to you too.
85. Guys only like sluts when they're single, as soon as their in a relationship, its just annoying.
86. Guys will always be nervous about giving girls presents they like, no matter how close to or comfortabke they are around the girl. Your opinion is just too important to him.
87. Guys are often terrified of a girl they like too much. The way some girls make you feel makes it impossible for you to function, the same reason a lot of guys persue strictly physical relationships.
88. Guys may not know how to handle a relationship, we admit, we're not the greatest nor the smartest at doing things right. But girls are definitely not any better, so please don't argue with us and make it seem like you know how things are supposed to be and your ways are right. It may seem logical, but frankly, it always isn't.
89. Guys love anything you wear. Really. Don't continuously ask them how you look every time you wear something.
90. THE NUMBER ONE RULE: Don't rub the lamp if you don't want the genie to come out.
(Oh yeah… you're not "popular" if you've slept with loads of guys… you're probably just a HOE)
2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" are two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.
3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.
5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile, it’s usually more important than the body.
6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to; if a guy knows a girl likes him but doesn’t like her… he still wants to be the only guy she talks to.
9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
10. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend, unless it’s negative, then it’s cool.
11. Guys get jealous very easily, even if they don’t show it.
12. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.
13. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!... ugh... nevermind..." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like. If a guy seems cool around girls, just see how he acts in front of the girl he really likes.
15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.
16. Girls are guys' weaknesses.
17. Guys are very open about themselves if you just ask.
18. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.
19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice unless he asks for it.
21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you. Poking, light pushing, blocking your way and random high 5’s are tell tell signs.
22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
23. Guys will brag about anything if you don’t tell them not to.
24. Guys use words like buff or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you, if he uses it to describe other girls, he probably just wants to sound sweet in front of you, and therefore likes you.
25. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
26. Guys love it when girls wear their clothes (jacket, hat, etc) especially if it’s a girl they like, they will often let them wear it in unreasonable circumstances…like the pouring rain.
27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.
28. Try to be as straightforward as possible, if you like a guy, just tell him, they’ll usually be flattered. If there is something wrong with your relationship, just tell him, if hes a nice guy he’ll do his best to fix the problem.
29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be mature and grown up.
30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
31. No matter how much guys talk about arses and boobs, personality is key.
32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience, your NEVER going to meet Mr. Darcy.
33. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and talk to me."
37. Guys don't really have final decisions.
38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.
40. When a guy looks at you for longer than 3 seconds, he's definitely thinking something.
41. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
42. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
44. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.
46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
50. No guy can handle all his problems by his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.
51. Not all guys are dickheads. Just because ONE is doesnt mean he represents ALL of us. Quit assuming.
52. We don't like girls who are too skinny.
53. We love it when girls talk about their boobs.
54. Always make sure you know what kind of stuff you're getting into before making out with a guy...like whether it's a one time deal or not...
55. Believe it or not shy guys are the easiest to talk to, it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticabley tell them about yours.
56. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually.
57. When a guy doesn’t touch you flirtily alot, but smiles at you a lot and makes eye contact a lot, its probably because he likes you and feels weird about touching you…but really wants to.
58. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.
59. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it... it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.
60. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.
61. If a guy tells you to dump your boyfriend, he's being a twat, if he tells you that there is the possibility of finding someone else (HIM) if you do dump him, he probably likes you and just wants to see you happy.
62. No matter how much they complain (if they do), guys actually like it when girls lean on them.
63. Guys relate everything to sex... a joke, a slip of the tongue, a giggle, a yawn, a stretch, whatever...its stupid but true.
64. If you add a guy on myspace or Facebook and you don't know him...chances are he'll assume its because you're attracted to him.
65. If a guy acts like a dick sometimes and doesnt trust you, it might be because he has been badly hurt in the past and is afraid to open up again.
66. Just because a guy isn't holding/kissing you, doesnt mean he doesn't want to, you might just need to initiate it.
67. All guys want to make you happy (unless they're pricks), some just don't know how...so help them out.
68. Most guys just naturally prefer a girl with a bit of curve.
69. Guys are just as self conscious and insecure as girls, ;we also fear rejection, the guy who really likes you is the one who will never dare say so.
70. Boys liked to be talked to. A guy will feel more comfortable around a girl if the girl starts talking to them.
71. The way a girl moves her body can easily be much sexier than anything she says or does.
72. Girls: when you slow down with your boyfriend, make sure you give a damn good reason or we feel like its our fault because we can't comprehend that you really just want to slow down.
73. Every guy has a 'neeky' side of him. Whether it be playin games, watching movies, or playing football, but don't make fun of him if you don't like it, unless it's something you both find funny, otherwise just try and learn to like it. Don't try to change him. If he's constantly ignoring you for that thing, tell him, he'll probably try and do it less.
74. Guys will always check out other girls, even if we make it less obvious when we're around you, it does not mean we're considering leaving you for the girl on the bus. It just comes to us without thinking, so don't freak out when a guy looks at another girl. It's just nature, and we know you were oggling at the cute guy that just walked passed. And hey, guys can have female friends just like girls can have male friends, just because he gets a text from a girl does not mean he is cheating on you. But if this does make things awkward, talk about it.
75. NEVER EVER kick a guy in the balls...seriously. Not even in a fight (play or real) or argument, you can't imagine how much that hurts (don't bring up giving birth because you know it's different). The slightest kick can often have an excruciating delayed reaction...so yeah...just don't do it...please.
76. When a guy is talkin to a girl, his gut instinct is to make her laugh. Whether he is good at this or not, he will try. As a result boys can sometimes appear immature or weird when you first meet them, but they're probably just nervous so give them time and get to know them.
77. At some point a guy will try to play fight with you. There are two reasons for this:
a) Guys like to fight and show you how strong they are.
b) It gives them an excuse to touch you.
78. It is very sexy and appealing for a girl to wear a guy's boxers and shirt. That's all. We don't know why that is, but it just is.
79. Guys dont like girls who don't make an effort. If he travels four hours just to see you for three, appreciate it and don't admit you wouldn't do the same, half the time we wouldn't expect you to anyway!
80. Guys have standards for what type of girl they want to have. Every girl is the perfect girl for somebody.
81. Guys don't like it when girls amplify things. It's very annoying.
82. Even the coolest guys, worry a lot about how they come across, they are probably trying very hard to seem so cool. So don't undermine or mock a guy you like or are friends with, he might not burst into tears but it does not do wonders for his self-esteem. And if you do take the piss, make it fairly clear your joking, it will let the guy know you dont dislike him, you have a sense of humour, and its ok for him to have a come back.
83. If a guy is completely, 100% honest with you about things he's not to sure/proud of, be grateful, because it can be pretty rare.
84. Although we do relate many things to sex, not everything is literally sexual, they like just being close to you too.
85. Guys only like sluts when they're single, as soon as their in a relationship, its just annoying.
86. Guys will always be nervous about giving girls presents they like, no matter how close to or comfortabke they are around the girl. Your opinion is just too important to him.
87. Guys are often terrified of a girl they like too much. The way some girls make you feel makes it impossible for you to function, the same reason a lot of guys persue strictly physical relationships.
88. Guys may not know how to handle a relationship, we admit, we're not the greatest nor the smartest at doing things right. But girls are definitely not any better, so please don't argue with us and make it seem like you know how things are supposed to be and your ways are right. It may seem logical, but frankly, it always isn't.
89. Guys love anything you wear. Really. Don't continuously ask them how you look every time you wear something.
90. THE NUMBER ONE RULE: Don't rub the lamp if you don't want the genie to come out.
Dec 13, 2009
Twelve; Dam REALLY!?
I'm afraid that when I finally find Love, I'll ruin it due to my numerous insecurities
story of my life.
stole from ting ;3
stole from ting ;3
Dec 12, 2009
Thirteen.
If you were cold, I would definitely take off my jacket and hand it over to you. Gladly take it ;3 we can break all the "dating" & "relationship" rules. Don't hate, its love & peace.
Smile for me.
Smile for me.
Dec 11, 2009
Fourteen &
still counting.
Let the day go on and on. We would never want it to end, no matter how tired and torn up we may look like at the end. Lets go skip to the park, linked arm in arms. We can climb up that big hill and sit at the bottom of the lovely tree. We will wait patiently waiting for the stars to come out. It will be so cold we may even think about quitting, but we wont. For the sake of Happyness, we wont. We can hold each other tightly looking upon the stars and fall asleep to the crickets chirp. Silently, or snoring-ly, we would wait upon the rising sun. But oh silly us, we would sleep right past it. You may even wake up with my leg on your chest ;3 oh heavy sleeper.
Failed Sun-Rise Watchers.<3
Let the day go on and on. We would never want it to end, no matter how tired and torn up we may look like at the end. Lets go skip to the park, linked arm in arms. We can climb up that big hill and sit at the bottom of the lovely tree. We will wait patiently waiting for the stars to come out. It will be so cold we may even think about quitting, but we wont. For the sake of Happyness, we wont. We can hold each other tightly looking upon the stars and fall asleep to the crickets chirp. Silently, or snoring-ly, we would wait upon the rising sun. But oh silly us, we would sleep right past it. You may even wake up with my leg on your chest ;3 oh heavy sleeper.
Failed Sun-Rise Watchers.<3
Dec 10, 2009
Fifteen Wowz;
Maybe we can go ice skating ;3 oh so cliche. Haa I would have to pretend I don't know how to skate just so I can fall deeply into your arms, your warmth. Hold me tightly now, before I slide off and hit the floor, FACE FIRST ;O
I might get a booboo, & I'd make you kiss it for me ;3 hahahah. Oh no I'm joking! I don't want you kissing my blood... That's just weird! LMFAO! But I don't mind you helping me clean my booboo & putting a band-aid on it. This time it wont be a hello kitty band-aid. This time... It would be a Superman (:
Cause I believe that's what you are to me, My Superman.
I might get a booboo, & I'd make you kiss it for me ;3 hahahah. Oh no I'm joking! I don't want you kissing my blood... That's just weird! LMFAO! But I don't mind you helping me clean my booboo & putting a band-aid on it. This time it wont be a hello kitty band-aid. This time... It would be a Superman (:
Cause I believe that's what you are to me, My Superman.
Mistletoes.
Oh yes, I saw them ;) had hallway wars today, && it was over the doorway of every door ;3 hehehe. Welllll it was fake, but it was meant to be in the place of a mistletoe, thats the cutest!! I saw it & I immediately thought of you, now why is that? Maybe its just because I have this mad crush on you & its killing me how theres no more. No its actually not killing me, what does not kill me makes me stronger.
One day I will be glad theres no more, && I will smile. (:
Like how he made me smile today.
One day I will be glad theres no more, && I will smile. (:
Like how he made me smile today.
Dec 9, 2009
&& Sixteen More.
On Christmas Eve, I would go to my closet and try on every possible outfit... Even when Drake said he prefers hairtie & sweatpants. You are not drake, I will be drake. I will give you my heart, take it, or we can share it like it's the last slice.
Even after 13 hours of trying to decide what to wear, I will probly end up looking the worst possible. Like joana says; "I don't look Cute At All". (though she knows thats a lie because she is unmercifully gorgeous).
Even after 13 hours of trying to decide what to wear, I will probly end up looking the worst possible. Like joana says; "I don't look Cute At All". (though she knows thats a lie because she is unmercifully gorgeous).
Dec 8, 2009
Seventeen Days Until;
Maybe we could go eat cheesecake & become fatties ;3 at the cheesecake factory, I have never been there.
We could sit there right in front of each other, with a cheese cake in the middle. We can put syrup on it and make smiley faces, it can be our little cheese baby. We can get messy and play with the syrup with our fingers, leaving little finger prints on each others faces. We would end up laughing so hard, I would turn so red, & hide my face.
We could sit there right in front of each other, with a cheese cake in the middle. We can put syrup on it and make smiley faces, it can be our little cheese baby. We can get messy and play with the syrup with our fingers, leaving little finger prints on each others faces. We would end up laughing so hard, I would turn so red, & hide my face.
I really should post next time
all those things, the cute little things,
BEFOREEE i hit rock bottom. cuhs Once I hit. My head turns blank. Little birds are flying around my head. And I loose it all. It dont even matter anymore.
Have you even had one of those days, where absolutely nothings wrong, but everything just seems Wrong?? It's one of those days. When everything from any other day comes and decides to say "oh lets just remind her of what happened and kill her mood yeah? Bring the forks, the daggers, the knifes, the swords. We can take her alive."
I hate when I show too much emotion, then it turns out to be one sided. I Hate it. Its when times I think, it should all just turn fake.
A lot made me think today, I really don't know why. It was one of those moody days when no matter how much I smile and laugh, it does not go to my brain, my heart. Its just not helping. Who made the quote "A Smile a day makes the Frown go away!"? Cause all sides seem to object at this moment.
But moments like these are times where James 1:2 comes to mind.
BEFOREEE i hit rock bottom. cuhs Once I hit. My head turns blank. Little birds are flying around my head. And I loose it all. It dont even matter anymore.
Have you even had one of those days, where absolutely nothings wrong, but everything just seems Wrong?? It's one of those days. When everything from any other day comes and decides to say "oh lets just remind her of what happened and kill her mood yeah? Bring the forks, the daggers, the knifes, the swords. We can take her alive."
I hate when I show too much emotion, then it turns out to be one sided. I Hate it. Its when times I think, it should all just turn fake.
A lot made me think today, I really don't know why. It was one of those moody days when no matter how much I smile and laugh, it does not go to my brain, my heart. Its just not helping. Who made the quote "A Smile a day makes the Frown go away!"? Cause all sides seem to object at this moment.
But moments like these are times where James 1:2 comes to mind.
What the hell is this!?
I thought I saw something today, that at least maybe you cared? But then haye who knows, maybe it was just a pretty lie.
Your actions may show something, but your words kill it all. All of it. Hah but then again, IS THERE EVEN WORDS?!
Babygirl, its ohkay. Don't think too much. Because at the end, you will turn back and laugh. Laugh it all off.
Buhtt Im already laughing.
Your actions may show something, but your words kill it all. All of it. Hah but then again, IS THERE EVEN WORDS?!
Babygirl, its ohkay. Don't think too much. Because at the end, you will turn back and laugh. Laugh it all off.
Buhtt Im already laughing.
Dec 7, 2009
YOYO!
I'm starting a new tag/label called "Fantasies".
Well its of little cute things I think of (:
&& currently in it theres a miniseries I am doing, counting down to Christmas.
Its under "Fantasies" for a reason, its not true. LOL.
But dangg the word "Fantasies" sound so naughty ;3
Well its of little cute things I think of (:
&& currently in it theres a miniseries I am doing, counting down to Christmas.
Its under "Fantasies" for a reason, its not true. LOL.
But dangg the word "Fantasies" sound so naughty ;3
Eighteen More Days Until;
&& still. I can see you coming to pick me up at my door so we could go out and have our wonderful christmas day. I would say "wait let me get a jacket!" run inside and trip cuhs I have my socks on & its just THAT slippery. I'd fall flat on my face. But it's ohkay because you would not mind seeing me cry wid a big red nose, right? Call me your cute little reindeer(:
You Can SMD
The more I see it, the more it annoys the shit out of me. Really though!? Grow Up..
Today was freezing cold, but at least it didn't rain :D
Had so much layers on. Hahaha Had tights on top on my jeans and then had 3 sweaters ;3 muahaha. It got to the extreme in P.E when I just wore my P.E uniform on top of everything else I had. Sweats & shirt & all. Muaahhaa. Booyaaa dam cold weather ;3
<3
Wedding Dress is my new ringtone. :D
Today was freezing cold, but at least it didn't rain :D
Had so much layers on. Hahaha Had tights on top on my jeans and then had 3 sweaters ;3 muahaha. It got to the extreme in P.E when I just wore my P.E uniform on top of everything else I had. Sweats & shirt & all. Muaahhaa. Booyaaa dam cold weather ;3
<3
Wedding Dress is my new ringtone. :D
Everyones putting up Christmas lists :O
&& I dont even wanna think about making one. Like she saidd; No expectations No disappointment.
I never even expect anything for Christmas anymore. && same goes for Thanksgiving. Maybe its just the way we live, it aint all that merry and cheers when it comes to these kinda holidays.
I am so bad! LOL. I am in French Class && we supposed to be doing some games online. OH PLEASEEE: lame. Todays been such a good day so far though likee;
(oh snap bustedd! Mr. Hardy saw me typing (theres no typing games oh whee) and he came over. Had to exit right away! I think he saw though....)
Anywayss. He on the look out now. so I have to type slowly...
Todays been a nice day, I am trying not to let you get to my head (: I have better things to do. Haha>;D
My bad bang day is turning out alright. LOL BUH ITS SO HIDEOUS!!!
-.-''
its not even straight. LOL.
oh well <3
TomTom is freaken cool :D better than DuMaMi(?)
I never even expect anything for Christmas anymore. && same goes for Thanksgiving. Maybe its just the way we live, it aint all that merry and cheers when it comes to these kinda holidays.
I am so bad! LOL. I am in French Class && we supposed to be doing some games online. OH PLEASEEE: lame. Todays been such a good day so far though likee;
(oh snap bustedd! Mr. Hardy saw me typing (theres no typing games oh whee) and he came over. Had to exit right away! I think he saw though....)
Anywayss. He on the look out now. so I have to type slowly...
Todays been a nice day, I am trying not to let you get to my head (: I have better things to do. Haha>;D
My bad bang day is turning out alright. LOL BUH ITS SO HIDEOUS!!!
-.-''
its not even straight. LOL.
oh well <3
TomTom is freaken cool :D better than DuMaMi(?)
Dec 6, 2009
Little Rocks.
it hailed today. a little bit. very little bits. I remember I was here in san francisco during the last hail too. I remember it so clearly. Hehe. I lived on Geneva then. I was at downtown shopping and it was freezing cold. We waited till forever until Joana;s dada came. Oh mann... We were in the car and the little rocks were just killing us! Attacking us from every angle. I was afraid to get out of the car when they finally reached my house ;3 hehe. The street became snowy white. Oh it was beautiful.f
I wish I can experience snow this christmas.(:
I wish I can experience snow this christmas.(:
Every Once In A While...
I would find myself running back into Those Times.
Where everything seemed so nice, so wonderful, so sweet.
But no matter what, It wont be back to how it once was.
So this time, let's hope its for the better (:
Where everything seemed so nice, so wonderful, so sweet.
But no matter what, It wont be back to how it once was.
So this time, let's hope its for the better (:
Dec 5, 2009
See Im Not That Brave
I just can't admit it... Well at least not in a situation I see myself in.
Smile (:
Smile (:
You are such a temptation
We should make plans for Christmas, it could be just us two. We can go have a picnic on the beach (: Yes DURING THE WINTER. We can bring a big blanket for the two of us and just cuddle for warmth ;3
We could go watch the sunset/sunrise. Just... there sitting through the wonderful silence. We would still laugh, cry, smile, stare, haha oh what else?
We could go take the cable cars and go all over San Francisco, I've never been on one of those. That's just a shame considering I've been in SF half my life...
We could make dinner together. Or we can just share a meal at KFC(: it don't matter as long as I'm with you.
Then we can go all over town looking for The Mistletoe. We can find a cute little lamp post or a street post, you get the idea... We would hang it up there, and we could have the most romantic "My First Kiss".
You. Yes you, can be my one-day Date. I would break the rules and fall completely into your arms.
(:
We could go watch the sunset/sunrise. Just... there sitting through the wonderful silence. We would still laugh, cry, smile, stare, haha oh what else?
We could go take the cable cars and go all over San Francisco, I've never been on one of those. That's just a shame considering I've been in SF half my life...
We could make dinner together. Or we can just share a meal at KFC(: it don't matter as long as I'm with you.
Then we can go all over town looking for The Mistletoe. We can find a cute little lamp post or a street post, you get the idea... We would hang it up there, and we could have the most romantic "My First Kiss".
You. Yes you, can be my one-day Date. I would break the rules and fall completely into your arms.
(:
Dec 4, 2009
Merry Christmas Everyonee (:
well; soon anyways. hehe. (: Christ's birthday.
Ooowhee.
I love my blogger song;
I Saw Mommy Kissing Santa Clause - Cheeta Girls
Oh man I remember being obsessed with this song back in... elementary! LOL.
<3
Memories.
Anyways. Today was such a slow day. This whole week's been boring & slow.
No actually today was alright. this weeks been alright.
Oh wow I fail.
Hehe today was 'oooh Cutay!'
muahaha. oh man. well. no. idkay. I forgot what happened today o.o
hahahaha.!!!
-.-''
Oh such meaningless posts.
Ooowhee.
I love my blogger song;
I Saw Mommy Kissing Santa Clause - Cheeta Girls
Oh man I remember being obsessed with this song back in... elementary! LOL.
<3
Memories.
Anyways. Today was such a slow day. This whole week's been boring & slow.
No actually today was alright. this weeks been alright.
Oh wow I fail.
Hehe today was 'oooh Cutay!'
muahaha. oh man. well. no. idkay. I forgot what happened today o.o
hahahaha.!!!
-.-''
Oh such meaningless posts.
Dec 3, 2009
Therapy Session
So much procrastination today; Learned a lot tonight ;O even though I was the one sharing knowledge. Lmfao. Learned more about myself. (:
Crazy. I need sleep. Night.
Crazy. I need sleep. Night.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = do i?
87. Miracles = hmm.
88. Love at first sight = I dont know about that anymore.
89. Heaven = Well.
90. Santa Clause = lol
91. Kiss on the first date =
92. Angels =
Wow. I questioned myself for all the other ones. I even questioned myself on 'Heaven' & now thats just pretty sad -.-''
But then I was going to put yes for Santa Clause JUST BECAUSE.
wow.
I really.
should be ashamed.
86. Yourself = do i?
87. Miracles = hmm.
88. Love at first sight = I dont know about that anymore.
89. Heaven = Well.
90. Santa Clause = lol
91. Kiss on the first date =
92. Angels =
Wow. I questioned myself for all the other ones. I even questioned myself on 'Heaven' & now thats just pretty sad -.-''
But then I was going to put yes for Santa Clause JUST BECAUSE.
wow.
I really.
should be ashamed.
My Life.
Is not interesting at all; I look around and everyone seems to have stories one way or another. Me? Oh no hunny I don't even remember what I did last night -.-''
I have the worst memory ever... I cannot remember the first day of school. Nope, not my first crush; other than me knowing it was in Kindergarten. My first day in America?... Well Luckily I somewhat do (: Maybe about 3 seconds of it.
I have no 'Big Thing' about life. My life is boring and original &.
(its fun ending with &.)
Ohkay I admit, I lost my train of thoughts ;x
I have the worst memory ever... I cannot remember the first day of school. Nope, not my first crush; other than me knowing it was in Kindergarten. My first day in America?... Well Luckily I somewhat do (: Maybe about 3 seconds of it.
I have no 'Big Thing' about life. My life is boring and original &.
(its fun ending with &.)
Ohkay I admit, I lost my train of thoughts ;x
I Call False ;O
Life's been just a tiny bit boring lately. Yes Yes? Today I was at lolocup and it was just that much more awkward. Hah! I am such a weirdo. I scare peoples away.
I love my weirdness;
I may be confident, but sometimes its hard to stand up for everything you are, sometimes I need to break down, & take a breather.
I love my weirdness;
I may be confident, but sometimes its hard to stand up for everything you are, sometimes I need to break down, & take a breather.
Let me do a diary post
Today woke up feeling just that much happier. It was freezing cold though. I did NOT want to get up at all! Cept the fact that there was a field trip today kept me going; Ohhhyeahh~
Dada rushed me like crazy, I'm always the last one out of the house. EEkk. Arrived at school in a messss..... Hehe I was excited to eat my food though >;D I had nothing but a bag filled of food MUAHAHHAA. (I almost even forgot my keys and my money and etc, had to come back inside the house to get it. Explains the rushing ;x)
Felt so sleepy and dead. But it was alright. I will sleep in the bus (:
CEPT. I was on the bus and got kicked off when MY BIG MOUTH told the teacher that she did not call my name. Turns out I didn't turn in my permission slip (Ooppss =x) and they kicked me off! How embarrassing. Lmfao.
Owwhiee saw ___ (fakeboyfren? LMFAO!) he walked by & saw me&20 year long fren together and he didnt even bother saying hi! ;O gasp.
me&20yearlongfren was making secret escape plans. Ohhyeaah >;D
Hehe 20 year long friend makes me feel helluh loved lah (: we share all the little secrets muahaha. Cept now me&him its -1year! :O
The rest of the day was not bad though;; I missed kelly a lot I felt like a lost puppy after school :(
Was widd Aries && skater crew left me (eek i havnt seen you in a few days. yeah? First time seeing ya after the meany silent treatment ;o but its ohkay. As I said. Ill get you. We ARE gonn have a talk >;D) I wanted to go home (cuhs I have a whole load of homework && I HAVE TO MAKE SOMETHING FOR YAAW :O) but amy was coming to see me so I stayed ;o Haha feel my love? It was so cold today Eeeek. Such awkward moments. I thought you were a pretty good guy in general but dude, back up. Hah..... -.-''
Me & Amy barely got to talk ;O was too cold so we went home. Missed my kellybabe way too much. Ohhwheee.
Came home && took time offa the comp; well cuhsen it was lagging like crazy since I was tryna do computer scans trying to figure out why it wont let me install things ;O
Did homework (: Yes I actually sat down at home and Did Homework. Wow. Havnt had one of these in awhile, where my homework is scattered all over the floor and I actually know what I'm doing. Feels good (:
Better hurry up with my avid project too ;O ayo. Therapist... WHERE AM I GONN GET A THERAPIST TO INTERVIEW?! ITS DUE IN 2 DAYS?! I HAVN'T DONE ANYTHING!? && I was planning to use my knowledge of that on my YAAW interview since they are asking about future goals etc,
Oh mann; I want a job so bad.
Dada rushed me like crazy, I'm always the last one out of the house. EEkk. Arrived at school in a messss..... Hehe I was excited to eat my food though >;D I had nothing but a bag filled of food MUAHAHHAA. (I almost even forgot my keys and my money and etc, had to come back inside the house to get it. Explains the rushing ;x)
Felt so sleepy and dead. But it was alright. I will sleep in the bus (:
CEPT. I was on the bus and got kicked off when MY BIG MOUTH told the teacher that she did not call my name. Turns out I didn't turn in my permission slip (Ooppss =x) and they kicked me off! How embarrassing. Lmfao.
Owwhiee saw ___ (fakeboyfren? LMFAO!) he walked by & saw me&20 year long fren together and he didnt even bother saying hi! ;O gasp.
me&20yearlongfren was making secret escape plans. Ohhyeaah >;D
Hehe 20 year long friend makes me feel helluh loved lah (: we share all the little secrets muahaha. Cept now me&him its -1year! :O
The rest of the day was not bad though;; I missed kelly a lot I felt like a lost puppy after school :(
Was widd Aries && skater crew left me (eek i havnt seen you in a few days. yeah? First time seeing ya after the meany silent treatment ;o but its ohkay. As I said. Ill get you. We ARE gonn have a talk >;D) I wanted to go home (cuhs I have a whole load of homework && I HAVE TO MAKE SOMETHING FOR YAAW :O) but amy was coming to see me so I stayed ;o Haha feel my love? It was so cold today Eeeek. Such awkward moments. I thought you were a pretty good guy in general but dude, back up. Hah..... -.-''
Me & Amy barely got to talk ;O was too cold so we went home. Missed my kellybabe way too much. Ohhwheee.
Came home && took time offa the comp; well cuhsen it was lagging like crazy since I was tryna do computer scans trying to figure out why it wont let me install things ;O
Did homework (: Yes I actually sat down at home and Did Homework. Wow. Havnt had one of these in awhile, where my homework is scattered all over the floor and I actually know what I'm doing. Feels good (:
Better hurry up with my avid project too ;O ayo. Therapist... WHERE AM I GONN GET A THERAPIST TO INTERVIEW?! ITS DUE IN 2 DAYS?! I HAVN'T DONE ANYTHING!? && I was planning to use my knowledge of that on my YAAW interview since they are asking about future goals etc,
Oh mann; I want a job so bad.
Dec 1, 2009
My Bra Is Irritating Me! ;O
Its 11:11 (:
&& I just wish.
THAT I CAN FIND A DATE FOR CHRISTMAS ;O
DONT WANT TO BE LONELYYY;
LMFAO!
<3
but. seems like THATS not the case now is it?
haha.
&& I just wish.
THAT I CAN FIND A DATE FOR CHRISTMAS ;O
DONT WANT TO BE LONELYYY;
LMFAO!
<3
but. seems like THATS not the case now is it?
haha.
The Way I Love You~
haha eek you made my heart jump.
but no its no way.
haha.
dummy(:
Anywhoo.
I had a great dayy(: though in the morning there was a silent treatment. But you just couldnt stop talking to me could ya? Haha just joking.
My day was fulll of laughs. LOL.
I found my specialty. I would be a great actress. I can cry; Just like THAT. BOOYAAAA. suckers. I told my parents this; I thought they would just tease me... cept they started saying thats bullshit and I need something more productive to do; like coming home early and helping out for once.
yikes ouchhh? ;x
hehe. I wanna dance right now (:
but no its no way.
haha.
dummy(:
Anywhoo.
I had a great dayy(: though in the morning there was a silent treatment. But you just couldnt stop talking to me could ya? Haha just joking.
My day was fulll of laughs. LOL.
I found my specialty. I would be a great actress. I can cry; Just like THAT. BOOYAAAA. suckers. I told my parents this; I thought they would just tease me... cept they started saying thats bullshit and I need something more productive to do; like coming home early and helping out for once.
yikes ouchhh? ;x
hehe. I wanna dance right now (:
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