Christmas.

Lets first start off with a big Happy Birth Jesus Christ :D
(Man I totally was just about to do a whole thing about the new year and how this year's been... Cept Again. This is NOT NEW YEARS! LOL.... ;D)
Its Christmas once again, I never got it you know? Well, like my past post(s) about Thanksgiving or any other holidays... It was not a holiday we celebrate much of. Well there IS a gathering and a dinner but... Not just with the family. Its funny how its Christmas but our family won't even spend time together... Sometimes I feel like it's my fault. That I choose my friends over family. But then... I really don't like my relatives much. I was never close with them. My family in general was never close much with all our other relatives here on my moms side. Its more of a gossiping connection they have with each other... WHICH IS LAME?!?!
Anywho... its sad how we are not even going to spend time with the family. we have no holiday spirit either. I am trying to bring the spirits up though, I bought everyone gifts (: I went shopping for 8 whole hours getting the whole family something. I love giving presents! As long as I have money that is. I rather you don't get me anything unless I get you something! :O so hehe lets have a christmas without presents, I just want you to spend time with me (:
&& talking about PRESENTS! I HAVE NO WRAPPING PAPER! && dada wouldn't drive me to the store... So I had to walk down to walgreens all by myself just 20 minutes before Christmas...!!! NOT EVEN COOL. I RISKED MY LIFE AND ALL! ... && GUESS WHAT?! It was closed T.T GG.

Came home, spent the first 40 or so minutes of my Christmas texting on my phone sending merry christmas to everyone. Oh how nice.... LOL. WASTED. && added some kimchi to that nice little beginning.

Sigh holidays make me feel so lonely! While others are out partying and hanging out and doing countdowns. IM HOME. its just a regular day like any other for my family... Other than well, I been a little more busy hah but that doesn't have much to do with the holidays... Believe me.

&& ONCE AGAIN. Happy birthday (: Because of you, we are here able to face our Lord. Because of your presence we are here today.




dam holidays. they make me feel lonely.