I'm feeling lonely tonight ;x

LOL why does that sound so wrong?! Hahahha dam shane dawson corrupts my mind. Or was it already corrupted?
Today I was watching glee & I thought of how I really regret some of the things I have done, & really glad of things I haven't. I really don't want to look back and have scars, scars that will haunt me for life.
Humans are some really disgusting creatures. In the mind, heart, hands, mouth, & every single part inside and out.
Scars... I can already feel a few, and they are so scary. They are like the dark spots of life, the ones that haunts you forever that you wish no one would ever know about. They are ones that you wish was just a bad nightmare or that you secretly made them up in your head hoping that it was just... fake.
For me, my scars effect me a lot. It made me dispise human creatures. They sometimes disgust me to my stomach!

I dont know, maybe to some peoples even if i told them my scars they wont even think its a big deal you know? What how can we really ask other peoples about their opinion? Nothing else matters, we are the ones who decide for ourself. I believe that in this world, everyone have their own value system and their own way of seeing things.
When I was smaller I remembered that I use to think that other peoples see things differently in their eyes. Maybe my head was a triangle and maybe we had our eyes on our mouths. Maybe our mouths were just a dot. Or that our head was where our body is. Does that make sense? Haha. (: I guess when I was little I did think a lot, even things way deep that I don't even understand until now. Haye now, who said I wasn't a genius? Like I said, everyone has their own little value system, grading system, you know what? Who cares. Everyone sees things differently. Simple as that. So, yes, its true, you CAN be a genius if you want to. Who else can know more about your own hidden talents than you do?


Read my words, the way you want to read them.