I realized my "acchoo"s got cuter ;3

LOL. conceited.
but I heard thats not good, having cute sneezes/acchoos. because that means something something something. Oh who knows...

NO-LIFERRR.
It's been two days since break and I have been having no life at all. Been really annoyed by my family lately and I realized how I have I really bad relationship with the peoples around me. Well the adults anyways... && the peoples at church. It just feel like I don't belong... sometimes. You know? ;x man I remember in Arizona Church&Family was all I had to start out with. I met my first friend in church, Jessica, and she has been through EVERYTHING with me. I am very thankful for her (:
But then see, Family&Church was my foundation. Here....
Well what can I say. Church is not a place I can call mines. I mean. I don't feel like I belong. I barely know anyone. I block myself out. I pretty much just... dont even try. && hah FAMILY?! oh my... It could be better. T.T I see myself change, I've changed a lot & its just... I don't know. Before I tried to make things happen for the better. Now I really dont give a fuck. && thats just sad. I know my life is going downhill & I dont even try to stop it. Haha talk about worthless much??

But what can I say?! Sometimes I cant be the one doing everything. I hate to see how they dont care or give a shyt. All they do is yell scream and piss each other off. Yeah I am tryna change, but really though!? Do they ever even think about this kinda bullshyt!?

Im just saying...


Sorry. Just... Mom started bitching at me when I was posting & Oh believe me, I had a lot more on here.... but too much information. && haa.
I dont make sense.



lilwayne. fuck the world.


I am just tired of trying. for anything. so dam tired of all this foolishness.

But its worse sitting here seeing all this stuff happen and know I hate it but I don't even bother doing anything. yes yes thanks.
I know I'm bullshyt. Right now I just want to point out how worthless I am.

TMI?