Sota/Lowell

I am so determined to go to either Lowell or Sota next year! Well its a hard pick for me; I am trying to go to lowell well because its a bigger school. Its kind of like the environment I was used to back in arizona. It have all these awesome clubs and activities I can get all up and involved with the school. They also have great spirit! & they got awesome class schedules :)
Buh then I'm also considering Sota. I have no idea what that school is about right now; but I am getting all the information I can! I want to shadow them so badd =x cept since i barely moved back and never kept in contact with anyone (-.-' fail!) I just dont got the connections... & WILL IT BE TOO LATE FOR ME!?
See this is also what I have been stressing about; will it be too late for me to transfer?! I mean; Its gonn be my Junior year already next year! its going by wayy too fast! I remembered many peoples telling me that Junior year is one of the hardest years; and since this year I am stuck here in thurgood... It aint so good. =x its gonn be so hard trying to catch up and get used to teh school and getting to know about well... everything! I hate being new to a school; cuhs I wont know what is good or bad. I remember freshman year I didn't know what classes I needed. No one helped me until I got into Acadec and Kibler helped me do everythinggg; told me all thats good and bad. Black&White Info! Everything was clear and spreaded out for me. He even got me the PERFECTT sophmore schedule >.> suckass that i had to leave.
Well see now at thurgood im still not really good with all these academic things. I dont even know what classes I need and oh puhlease I DONT EVEN THINK IMA BE ABLE TO PASS ON TIME! Freaken counselor dont give a dam... she only puts on a act.
=x highschool is so stressful...
I mean how can you even say that you dont have to decide on what you need?! I MEAN I AM STRESSING RIGHT NOW TRYING TO DECIDE IF I WANT TO GO ON WITH MY ACTING/DANCING DREAM OR JUST FIND ANOTHER CAREER! & i have to decide so i can take the right classes to go to the right college! IT AINT JUST BULL! ;O
Yikes. Its true what they say; we have to get connected with a good teacher or counselor or else you good as dead.
Goodluck :)