Ayo let me come clear

I think I will just keep posting more and more blab unless I JUST SAY IT. I need to trust myself.... Its funny how I say I need to trust myself in order to post these things... Haha. Dont you think? Shouldn't I be worrying how other peoples will look at this instead of what I think?
Well I dont know; I think if i trust myself enough to not care and just POST. It just dont matter. I can trust myself to let others know of my feelings; hehe. Its something I, once again, cannot explain.
So ohkay I cannot lie the whole "oh yeah I'm Taken" thing did not shock me; cuhs it did! What was all that about!? like BOY ARE YOU KIDDING ME!? YOU JUST NOTICED?! I thought maybe he knew that something MAY COULD HAVE happened if we both just let things keep going; haha can i say no lie i thought he was a sweet kid and that i had a bit of feelings for him? Im sorry I didn't know he was taken when I first started having feelings for him.
=x


& wow other boy; you know exactly how i feel for ya but i also feel so... I dont know! Theres another girl for ya and still I am liking you, makes me feel guilty. hahaha.... Ayoo. Sometimes you make me feel so special but then again... It means nothing thoo? I am way over-thinking; that is what everyone says. Even your friendd. I swear I am.

Haha wow wont it be embarasing if they saw all these?
I think I just scared them away =x
Lol.
Not like I already havn't. Oh wenxi you are hillariuos.