Late Night Walks At The Beach

lets be romantic in this post (: I think the reason why I keep posting more and more is because I still havnt actually let anything out yet! & thats no good =x i also realized that i dont put interesting posts up anymore...! :O gasp! I used to... dont believe me? Check my early achieves.... I think thats what they are called. Haha.

Thinking Too Much;
I feel life has been boring ever since I moved to arizona! Well maybe because I always thought it would turn out this way; & you know... Life is always what you make of it. If there are no expectations; there are no achievements. Wow I cant believe I just said that because I believed its better WITHOUT expectations. Hahaa... Sometimes I surprise myself.

Lately I have been getting a lot of 'feelings'. Oh man Boys Boys Boys-Lady Gaga. haha. Are they good feelings? Are they bad feelings? I dont know. For all you care; Maybe I could even be just LOOKING for something, oh wait well in this case its someONE, to be interested in. Can't help it! Life has gotten so much more boring... HOE! & you would think I would be satisfied because I am out every.single.day... But i am not. I miss the feeling where I used to feel so loved. I felt beautiful for who I was and I felt excepted for who I was. I dont know... Here gives me the same ol' feeling from the past. I miss the Love.
Ya feelin' me?
lmfao (lalala).