So; Im trying to write an essay

For YAAW. It's Young Artists at Work program thingie. I want to go =x so badly.
I can learn choreographs in there; and last time i checked I still love dancing. I just cant believe somehow Ting told me about it and she knows how much i love to dance and she told me I should sign up; cept I need an essay soon and I need references cept I dont know what to write! Yikes. I dont like writing papers. I cant be as free as if when Im blogging. And I just hate it because my papers always end up sounding too personal as if I was talking to a friend. Which i like; because its like My Style of Writing you know? Cept thats not always acceptable =x

want to hear about my first attempt?
Well here goes the introduction… My name is Wen-xi. I am in a family of 6 right now, I am the eldest of the 4 girls in our family. I was born in China and came to America when I was about 8 years old. I lived here in San Francisco for half my life now, till I moved to Arizona just two years ago. But due to financial problems our family has decided to move back here to San Francisco to look for jobs. I can’t lie I loved my life in Arizona. I think I could say it was some of my best years because I felt so We are a pretty big and busy family in a matter of fact. Things don’t always seem to turn out the best for us, not now anyways. Our family has been in stressful financial situations and I cannot say I have been helping out a whole lot. I have to admit I don’t like staying home and face my problems. I am a very big procrastinator, I don’t like to do work or study.
I have to say that I have a big passion for dancing, I would bust up the music in my room and just dance away at moves that would just pop up in my head. I can’t say I am very good at dancing; I try to be my best, but I hope that you wont come to a conclusion that I can’t dance.

yeah. Didnt work out. I kept getting distracted and I just cant think. Too much on my mind; or should I say nothing is in my mind? Thats why I cant think hahaha.
Oh and I stopped and went to the middle and added stuff so thats why maybe the words didnt connect in the middle of there; I dont even bother going back to read it. Byes first draft.


Second;;
I REALLY WANT TO JOIN YAAW! Do you think that is too straight forward? I have to admit I am not so good at writing papers, at least not anymore. I just like to blog about random things and blab blab blab on and on… and you can even say that I am used to writing ‘About Me’s like the ones you see on myspace and face book, etc. I’m an average teenage girl you can meet everywhere… Oh I should probably mention that I am Wenxi. I am 15 years old and I can’t wait till I can drive! I am a really bubbly person. I can get really bipolar sometimes and I stress over nothing a lot.

wow this really did get a little too personal. Like I sound as if im just BLOGING. lmfao!
I hate it because I dont know what I should write... Yikes. &&& I have to come up with a choreo to show them if they pick me! ;O OHMYY~ I have to hurry up because the short essay and my references and my form is due in a week. AM I GONN MAKE IT!? I THINK IMA JUST TURN LAZY AND GIVE UP BUH THEN I WOULD HATE MYSELF FOR IT BECAUSE I FINALLY GET A CHANCE AND I AM SO EXCITED!
I wish they would just come check out my blog;... or not lmafo!