Sofia

I just can't imagine going through the things you go through. With so much going through your life you are still able to wake up in the morning, get dressed, and come to school just fine. I was used to this in az, I mean, that place was full of tragedies. Broken families, baby dramas, abuse... & during our teenage years there is so much gang pressure and drugs and parties and alcohol and all that crap that gets to us... man. I guess I've always just seen the better side of sf. At least better than what is going on for you.
I don't know where I want to go with this, but I just want to say that you inspire me. You are so strong, and so brave. Keep it up and look after your sister. I will be here for you, and whatever you decide to do with your loved ones. People like you make me realize how lucky I am to be living in such a house, such a home, with parents by my side, and... those benefits.

I feel like I take life for granted. Sometimes I want to just put myself at rock bottom just to feel how it feels, just to be able to learn and appreciate what I have. I guess thats what I am doing, cept I am only feeling the water, I am too scared to jump into it.