Oh it all come none other than a baby's blessings to this world. Babies are the cuties things out there. They are better than any cupcakes, any chocolate chip cookies, any creme pies.
I work with babies a lot since my mom is a babysitter and has been for a few years now.
They are just adorablee.
:)
You may already think "oh she wants a baby so bad!". Me? Hahs. Thats funny. I LOVE babies, the good and the bad. But I was traumatized about giving birth. Let me tell you a story.
On my second sister, Emily, we were still living in a small basement in San Francisco, California. We were excited about this one, and my other sister Hannah was born about 1.5 years ago. One day we had... news. The baby's head was on the top. Which will be hard for my mom to have a natural birth. I remember reading my diary sometime last week on my 4th grade summer. I wrote a page
Date: 8-25-04
Today was harsh, It's not night yet but have nothing to do. Today my dad did not go to work because my mom's baby is out of plase so they have to go see the doctor. Im so bored even thought Ting is here. And she is reading a book right n ow. It's only 9:50 a.m right now. We listening to music at the same time. I guess I have to ead my library books too.
P.S I still likes trenton. I have his username!! But I've neer talked to him on line before cause he's never on line when I'm on. :( I miss him!! ;(
P.S I still likes trenton. I have his username!! But I've neer talked to him on line before cause he's never on line when I'm on. :( I miss him!! ;(
ehh... ahaha cute yeah? some mispellings. I still kinda write like that how sad! But the last part about trenton? I dont really remember that hahhaha. Buh haye....
Too bad I never kept up with my 'diary' back then. It was like a once-a-week thing. Or even once a month. Though I did remember complaining that my hand hurts when I write all that because that was just a lot for me. Aha. I was in... 3rd grade? XD LOL. That was a nice summer :)
Anywayss. back to storyy. Mommys water broke the next day. I don't remember if I was home with her or not o.o but she called a church friend and off they went toward the hospital. Oh let me note that I was not there while all this happened, either I was not home at all or that they made me stay home, I forgot. On the way there my mom asked our church friend to go to china town to pick up my dad. Oh and let me remind you that this took place in San Francisco and there was a LOT of traffic! Yes... my dad used to work at china town, surprising? Hahs. They pretty much went around the whole darn city just to get to the hospital! Mommy was screaming like crazy in the car. You know how at the hospital there are double doors? Well I mean 2 double doors? When my mom walked past the first door. She was already on the floor... One of my sister's feet was already out of her. She was just screaming!
Let me quote my dad
Too bad I never kept up with my 'diary' back then. It was like a once-a-week thing. Or even once a month. Though I did remember complaining that my hand hurts when I write all that because that was just a lot for me. Aha. I was in... 3rd grade? XD LOL. That was a nice summer :)
Anywayss. back to storyy. Mommys water broke the next day. I don't remember if I was home with her or not o.o but she called a church friend and off they went toward the hospital. Oh let me note that I was not there while all this happened, either I was not home at all or that they made me stay home, I forgot. On the way there my mom asked our church friend to go to china town to pick up my dad. Oh and let me remind you that this took place in San Francisco and there was a LOT of traffic! Yes... my dad used to work at china town, surprising? Hahs. They pretty much went around the whole darn city just to get to the hospital! Mommy was screaming like crazy in the car. You know how at the hospital there are double doors? Well I mean 2 double doors? When my mom walked past the first door. She was already on the floor... One of my sister's feet was already out of her. She was just screaming!
Let me quote my dad
"It didn't hit me how bad of a situation we were in until all the nurses rushed into one room"
The nurse told my dad that they will try the best to save my mom. I HATE IT WHEN THEY SAY STUFF LIKE THAT! All the nurses rushed into that one tiny room, doctors came running. Oh my -.- My dad thought he was going to lose two of his loved ones for sure. That time I didn't know anything. I was clueless while they were having their hearts jump out of their chests. The baby came out purple-ish blue. No cries, no movements. She was still and looked so bruised. The doctor did a feel smacks on the butt. Nothing. She did heart pumps. After a few more tries of different techniques there was finally a choke. Small cries started coming out of the purple bruised tinny blessing.
It was a harsh day. No lie. I was small and didn't understand much, but I still was scared. That day made me scared of giving birth.
It was a harsh day. No lie. I was small and didn't understand much, but I still was scared. That day made me scared of giving birth.
P.S
Let me tell you I will have the saved version up in a few months :)
I cannot post it up at the moment because I dont have the permission to :(
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