Questioning? hahs.

yess i doo. i am a normal [or not so normal...] teenager who dont know her own sexuality? hahs. is it love or lust? claudia sayss its lust and its sinful! she told me its a choice, not something i was born with. and that its going against God. oh gee i cant argue with her whenever she brings God up, its too much. ahaha.
buh then againnn.
i think i have a crush on her :), no im not talking about claudia ahaa. she is amazing and she is adorableee. buh its not like regular crushes i have =x
i dont get butterflies or whatever. i think i just like herr. not in a crushing kinda way. ahass.



oh wow i went all personal!!!
&& what great timing yea? i decided to post the link to this blog onto my myspace ;0
woowwss.
hmmm...
LOL.



ooh welll.
(:

&& todays been fun. well cuhs i was kicking it with my love :) REENAAA. hehh. she was giving me lessons :D kinda. ahahhas we ended up talking about ghosts stories whoaa. readers wanna send me ghost stories that you've encountered? aha NO PICTURES PLEASE! && I MEAN IT. i dont think i've ever encountered a ghost and i really hope i wont tonight... or any time soon.

oh and its so weird! have you ever felt like you have a heart inside your TUMMY? like sometimes i can feel like a strong heart beat on my tummy and i dont know why. it feels like thats where my heart is. ahaha. or maybe it is? x[ that would be weird... hahs.
well gonn go cuhs ima have to wake up early tomorrow to do morning jog with reena!! :D heh IF I WAKE UP. shes in charged of waking me up :) ahas.
only hade about 4 hours of sleep tonight so im outss.

much love,
wenxi