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wow havnt been on here in awhile. cobwebs starting to grow!
^^hahah i find that funny. cobWEBS.
lol im a super dork wtf...
dam i miss everyone so. its not fair. i find that i grew up some :) NO SADLY NOT PHYSICALLY. buh mentally.
wait is that how i say it? mentally sound.... mentally retarded? well thats a possiblity.
Things are funnier withOUT the LOL[s] (: at times.
im really confused with myself lately. i been back to the same ol' boring wenxi back then wehn i used to live in cali. well the one that feel like.... idk.
i just know that when i am in arizona i feel like i fit. and here. i just dont know. maybe cuhs its summer and nothings happening. hah...
buh i think i should just leave everything in Gods hands.
i miss claudia and our talks :(
&& reena and our laughs.
&& CFM and our.... times (:
&& skoo.
wow.
and i thought of rico today. how fun.... I saw a guy that reminded me so much of him at the beach yesterday. Such a goofball. I literally just stood there laughin at him x]
Oh man. Girl get a gripp.
hahs.
Psst im here in the dark alone tryna not get caught by my auntie and uncle while watching illegal porn.
now you go figure that one out...
LOL.
ohkay nuu buh im here tho and everyone upstairs is snoring their little heads off and im here tryna blog cuhs i JUST FEEL THE NEED TO OHKAY?!
dnt judge me mister!
hahaha.
ehhh im bouta fall asleep thos.
Come back on here whenever i can. And im tryna remember the things i wanna blog bout... buh i never do. so you guys just have to suffer until i am once again on the computer 24/7 and can blog whenever i wanna heh.
dam another case of the hicups. the 5 time today!? SHYTT. my cuzin scared me and said that hicups can mean internal bleeding.....
=.=
btw i been watching House way too much! I keep thinking something is wrong with me. all paranoidd. NUUU MAKE IT STOP ;O