yeah; she likes him too...

i have been crushing deep lately. I dont know, I really hope its not because of my LAST one....
but man i love his personality;; he is so chill and haha idk i love how guys flip their bangs it makes me melttt.
wow i think i can say that about my last two crushes. last two? LMAO.
ehh im not really making sence.
but my friend likes him too =/ sucks.
& so far, i envy her.
gah please tell me this is just one of those... beacause-i-just-moved things. Cuhs its killing me! I miss arizona. A lot. I dont know how I fit in here. Its so awkward coming back to a bunch of peoples that I havnt talked to four YEARS.
Been moody lately, maybe its TOM taking over, PLEASE BE!
I try to tell myself life is what you make of it, but right now what am i trying to make of it!? I dont even know.
It sucks how I dont know how to act in front of these peoples, when I am myself its like im scaring them guys off. Cuhs last checked they are into shy and quiet girls....
gah why do i care.... =x
this is such a depressing post
that dont make sence.
dont read.




wow wtf. its already the end.