lol Fail.

owheee. had a nice start buht ended with a big disapointment!!! :O

anywhooo; Hehehe I cant stop laughing when I think about what happened. Idkay? hehe (: Lets just say it was 'cute'? but other than that NO COMMENT.

&& first day of YAAW today. Well orientation anyways. I really hope I can fit in? Lol well haye now thats not like me o.o I usually want to fit OUT. but then to play that right I have to first play along with the rules, to fit in. Right now its just bit weird cuhs well I don't know anyone! Eeeek! && Knowing that I really want to become a therapist instead makes me feel guilty... since I showed that I wanted to become a dancer when I grew up during the interview & all... BUH HAYE NOW. I DID TELL THEM I WAS THINKING ABOUT THERAPIST INSTEAD..?! Ayoo babygirl gosta chill.
Today was just a tour around the art gallary. Oh mann. I am in love with the dance room. I think that is where our winterball is going to take place too! hehe. I didnt ask... Oh why not!? ;O grrr. you know that feeling when you feel like you want to ask but then don't know if you should? I hate that feeling, because once that feeling arrives, theres only 2 thing to do. To ask, or not to ask. && IF I DONT ASK I FEEL SO TERRIBLE AFTERWARDS BECAUSE IT WAS JUST ASKING! LIKE "WTF WHY CANT YOU EVEN ASK A QUESTION?! ARE YOU THAT USELESS?!" LOL. Oh yes I love myself so much right? HAHAHAHA.


Oh && we also made a little video describing ourselves, like name age school grade two words to describe ourselves && our favorite song. Oh man the SECOND time they asked for favorites today... First it was favorite food, now favorite song. WHY FAVORITE?! I HATE THAT WORD. SO MUCH. I cannot pick favorites, I think it is unfair to both the person picking it and the thing/person they are calling their favorite. I think picking a favorite is the same as picking something you HATE. && HATE is a HUGE word... I am just saying. I mean, it is still picking one specific thing that you have A WHOLE LOT of affection for, and I think the only word that should be allowed to be used for that is Love. Love is the only thing we want right? Not HATE. Not FAVORITE. Love can be spread around, it can be for many things. But see FAVORITE is the BEST. It can only have ONE thing, if there is too many, then it is no longer the FAVORITE.

&& thats why I cant have best friends. Because BestFriend is a huge word and I just can't do it. Call me immature, call me greedy because I want more than one, but at the moment, that is how I feel.