My Highlight; Him. My Lowlight; Also Him.....

10 things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now

1. I miss you guys so much ;3 GAH.
2. Promise me one thing, don't fall in love with me. (A WALK TO REMEMBER <3 ;D)
3. I don't know where those feelings went.. I am looking for them, because those feelings seem safe with you, than with him....
4. Oh you whore -.- I hate what you do, people like you make me hate my own kind.
5. Be my new motivation; you are such a cutie (:
6. I like you, CANT YOU TELL? You & your mixed signals... Ohkay I can't say your the only one I have feelings for, fuck it. I dont even know who I have feelings for. But right now, All I can say is that you are always on my mind. You make me smile.
7. haha now why are most of these about guys!? -.-''
8. I feel like I am such a disapointment to you every time you give me that look, stop it.
9. I am sorry....
10. You make me feel awfully awkward around you. stop it.


9 things people may not know about you

1. I care about what others think of me, a lot.
2. I am very self conscious.
3. I am scared of relationships.
4. I cannot stay in a commitment, because I am scared of the downfall.
5. I am having second thoughts about what I had in arizona.
6. I always like to be against myself, just to keep myself stronger, if I can handle it.
7. I try to learn from my mistakes, but I don't
8. I used to be a fairytale believer, now I am....
9. I am actually very mature, way more than I get credited for. I just don't like to show my mature-ness because everyone else around me is so, silly.


8 ways to win your heart

1. Dont fall right away into my arms. Lets play tug-of-war & never have a winner.
2. Do not EVER say sweet things you don't mean. They just hurt more when you show the false side of it.
3. Be a romantic (: it weaken my knees.
4. Sing to me, I don't care. Just sing.
5. Don't tell me you love me. please don't. Not until you REALLY mean it. I wouldn't expect it within the first year (: LOL.
6. Respect me and the peoples around me. Don't tell me to go hang out with you when my family is in a crisis, that is just fucked up. Tell me to do the right things instead of wrong.
7. Don't be ashamed, lets be a little spontaneous (:
8. I like little games, just don't drag them too long.


7 things that cross your mind a lot

1. Him
2. Her
3. Them
4. Questioning myself. (family, religion, relationship, future, etc)
5. What to do?
6. Am I myself? Who Am I?
7. Am I ready for this?


6 things you do before you fall asleep (not in order)

1. clean myself up
2. set alarm
3. blog/twit/myspace/facebook
4. ipod.
5. check my texts
6. aim


5 things you notice in the opposite sex

1. hair
2. smile
3. dress
4. personality
5. status


4 things you wish you never did/had

1. Live
2. Life
3. Without
4. Regrets!


3 songs to describe your life (Right now)

1. For some reason
2. I dont notice when songs are talking about
3. MY life anymore. so nothing here please (:


2 things you want to do before you die

1. Grow in God.
2. find Love.


1 confession

1. Teason Miao you made me smile todayy (: I wish all the sweet things you say actually mean something real.