You Asshole.

I cant do my resolutions. I am letting you get to me, I am letting you kill it for me. You have ripped me away from my past, and now you are cutting me down from my preset. what do you want from me? No this, No that. Fuck you. You know what? I would have ended up way more worse with any other. I couldve killed my self already. I could have over dosed. I could have had alcohol poisining and all that bullshit. But you seee? I haven't dont any of that shit. I stay clean. I know what the fuck I am doing. & maybe if you actually listened when I tell you and believe the fucken words I say, you would know that I am doing pretty dam good. I am not like those who fuck around. I think before I do and I always keep the dam family in mind. Buht fuck, you have taken way too much away from me. You have taken my friends, my other 'family', my loved ones. Fuck and now I have a good thing going on here and you want to cut me off from them too?! Really!? Take one dam second to think about how I feel, to listen, and maybe to care, to ACTUALLY CARE.

I Hate You. I Hate Me.

I hate what I have turned into because of you. I was all good. & now I don't know what I have turned into. What the hell is this!? I use to respect you guys. Now I don't give a fuck. In the past I would be the one helping peoples like the present me, to tell them that there is actually hope and not let assholes like you ruin it. Its not worth it. But you bring me back, back to the me where I used to do anything to just prove a point. To someone who don't care. To not have a heart. To just....


"Fuck the world" Lil Wayne.

Cuhs right now, you aint shit to me. I don't like you. I hate you.


OH & yes, to the person who thought Hate was a big word. Right now I use it on you like its just any other. Fuck you.


yes I am PMSing.