Appreciate

That's something I need to learn how to do, but I guess thats something the whole human race need to learn isn't it? I realized yesterday night that I should stop complaining about all the money I didn't get but instead of what I got for New Years. Oh come on wenxi, take a dam step back and look at what you are saying. This is foolish. I tell myself to be appreciative and then turn my head and there I go complaining again. It's crazy. I thought about how just this weekend I was so mad because no one said thankyou to me when I baked the cake, but then I realized I never thanked my mom for anything she's done for me, for the family, for us. && believe me... she's done a LOT.
Wendu its ohkay ;x I feel ya. Sometimes we just want someone there to say Thankyou, Goodjob, You were very helpful! etc. Its crazy how us human beings don't care about anyone else but us huh? I mean, we say we are better than animals, we say we can think in a more complex way... But is that really how it is? Look at us. All the fights over stupid things. All the murders and torture of each other. The way we treat each other.. We are savages, savages in the human body who is supposed to be better than animals, cept we ARE the animals.
I want to add another thing to my to-do list.
-To hug everyone I see for a day
-To say thankyou to everyone I see for a day
-To say your beautiful/handsome to everyone I see for one day.

haha. It could even be for a whole week, different things each day. ;3

I doubt I will be able to do it ;x not here, not now, not me..... -.-'