Before I thought I was wasting my time, having no life. Doing nothing with it. I wasnt fulfilled...

& now I am doing everything, with no time to spare. && still, I feel like I have no life. Or at least, no time to live. So what is all this for?



I feel like I am lying to myself, sigh. I need a vacation. Take time off, and run away. Take the greyhound and visit the homegirls. I really need the suburbs right now. I miss the days when I would ahve no where to go, because theres nothing to do within miles. I would be at reenas house sitting on the couch watching tv. Eating her sandwiches ;3 and just having fun, dancing around, singing, laughing, doing the chillest things.

(: