Dear Parents: Fuck You.

So.... I have had 5 performances just this month... 5 yeah? && My parents hasnt shown up to any of them. and at home they yell at me yelling at me saying I am always running around the streets, doing bullcrap. Well if only they would give a dam, if they would come and see this shit. I am so fucking tired.


So I got a 3.71 this semester. && guess what? THey didn't bother saying good job. Instead it went something like this.

Mom: Look at wenxi's report card. come take a look. Come.
Dad: huh? I bet she did a bad job
Mom: She fucken missed 8 classes. (Keep in mind I have 7 classes each day. So If I miss a day, I miss 7 classes ALREADY).
Dad: This fucking bitch. I knew it. She aint the learning material.


&& you know what they used to say?
They said I aint shit, that I am not the learning material, taht they doubt I will get any A's on my report card and if I did they would cut off their head for me to sit (some kind of dumb fucking chinese saying).
&& they said I will get paid for my A's.
Fuck you. You never live up to shit you say. both of you. I dont believe you guys at all. Fuck role models. You guys aint shit. I am trying so dam hard here, to put this dam family together. But how am I supposed to do this all by myself when you guys are saying those shit?

I don't recall you ever saying Good Job for anything. All the crap I do, you guys keep questioning what I do... I want to show you guys. But do you guys ever come see me? No. Never.

All you guys do is doubt me. Fuck up my head. & kill my imagination. The shit I do, you say you dont know how to appreciate it. Then you criticize it and talk crap. Like my play, because it was about homosexuality &... just because of your "religion" you refused to come see my hard work. The one thing I gave up so much for... Work, time, money, relationship, fuck. Dragon boat too. && my work. The fuck.

&& the time I suggested to have a family good-friday, because we never even seem to eat at the same table... Never together. We never have time for each other. && what did dad do? He goes and fucks it up, he offers to work on that day when someone called him up. Mama said we would have another chance... We didnt. Tomorrow I have a college sucess crap I have to attend. && its MY FUTURE. I have told him 2 weeks before, and guess what? Today he offered to work at the same time the appointment/interview is held. Thanks. Really. Thanks for being there for me throughout my life, my past, and my future. You guys are the bomb.