024. First best friend → Stephanie Liang
not Wendy Luo.
Man I just came across her facebook and I realized this girl has been my potential everything... It all started in 2nd grade. I am pretty sure she will have no idea that I would be writing about her right now, but wow. She has no idea how much she means to me.
In the 2nd grade, I transferred here to American from China. On the first day, she offered to show me around the school and be my friend. She was the most popular girl in our class. She instantly became my best friend, or I became hers... Her WORST bestfriend that is. I remember how she would stick with me through thick and thin. She introduced me to everyone and stood up for me, loved me and held me. The things I did to her... I took her place as "the queen of the class" haha if you can even call it that. I took her place, took her friends... Made peoples turn against her and even though, she loved me. It got to a point where all her friends hated her and they were all following me instead. What a bitch... I don't remember what happened exactly, but there was one scene that was stuck in my head. When she would keep following me, trying to be my friend instead of hating me... She followed me to the bathroom and I was so disgusted I walked out and told her to get lost, I was then followed by 2 or 3 other 2nd graders who... Were once so loyal to her, now her enemy.
I remember how she used to help me with everything. Let me copy her homework. Hung out with me when none of her friends liked me... Stood by me when everyone teased me. She was my savior... & I turned against her.
Wow 2nd graders were so evil -.-'
I feel like I owe her a lot... you know? I feel like I killed her childhood, when she was the light to mines.
2nd grade... wow. I don't even think she was there anymore in 3rd grade. I never even noticed she was gone the following year, or whatever. I don't even remember how things ended up, if we were friends again or... what happened. If anything even ended... Or did she just disapear. I miss her, a lot. I can't believe I did all taht to her, and only in the 2nd grade.
Wow it was AMAZING seeing her again, she looks the same you know? Coming back to the bay and then seeing her in front of her store... Still the same place. I remember I had a picture of her in the 2nd grade and in the back she told me to never forget her. How sweet was that ;x I wonder where that picture went. I really need to talk to her again, catch up, (:
I can't believe I saw her again. You missed out on 6 years of my life... 7? 8? ;x

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