"Love isn't a decision.. It's a feeling.."

I read this when coming across this one blog
premierepassion.blogspot.com
haha talk about stalker. Wenduu~~ I hate peoples who take the url you wanted, but they don't even use it. Ugh. But then its very very nice to read others' blogs, especially when they are such good writers. Heh.

This quote means a lot to me you know? See, I don't get how others can be in a relationship, but really, can you say its from your heart that you "had strong feelings" for your other "half"? I don't know. Maybe it just hasn't hit me yet, but I think its really lame how a lot of the highschool relationships are nonsense. Its like they go out with each other because... They can. That its cool to have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Shit I don't know, but I think its lame because you probably don't even know what feelings are yet. The only "falling" you know is from tripping over a rock, and the only "hurting" you know is the sting and pain that comes after the fall... OF THAT ROCK. GG. Scrape that knee.

Its like those relationships, being with each other is a "decision". Well duh... But I mean, Its like "oh she likes me" or "oh he looks fucking hot" so you "decide" to like him. you "decide" to pursue him/her and you "decide" to go out. Its not a feeling at all, its so materialistic in a way... Do I make myself clear?
No I never do, but believe me, it sounds so much more nice in my head. haha.

At times I feel like "dam... Maybe I should just get it over with and go out with this guy, maybe I would end up really falling for him. maybe it wont be that bad after all. Its all a try.. Nothing serious". But then again, thats bullshit. That seems to be the american way of relationships nowadays. Sigh...