Its hard...

But its for the best. (:

Wow, I really have to say, today was so unreal. Who would have thought, through all that, we would come to THIS? Its been one year now, and the outcome is still... Hmmph. Its for the best (: and I feel so grown up for being able to make that decision, or well make that decision together. Its for the best thought, for the best... But then why's it like this now? It don't make sense, not at all. Because, really, what else you want from us!? ...

I told you, I don't trust myself with this, I really dont. Yeah, thats not good! Today gave me a lot of memories, because it felt like I was doing it all over again, doing what I did to him, to you. Cept like I said, its different. We are under different circumstances, and we are at different times now. I saw the same look he had, cept in your eyes. That made me want to cry, because seeing HIS status just the other night, WOW. Who say there wasn't any regrets? There is, but then thats just because I haven't looked at it as a whole picture yet... Theres always a brighter side (:

Yeah, its real hard. I wish she'd understand, and perhaps spare us some guilt. What happened to "Love is not a decision, its a feeling"? Oh wait, tahts just me huh.
I know you won't talk to us right now, and I know you are going through hard times. I wish it was better for you... For us all yeah? Cutting yourself away from us won't do any good, that's just doing what we don't want to see happen, we don't want to see the group seperate, and thats why we made this decision, but now it feels as if this decision was for no use...
Amy, stop it. Its not the end of the world. Ima respect you and give you time, but amy, come back quickly, I am waiting for you;;