Yeah, my heads clear.

I tried making up excuses and lies to make it all seem okay, to make it seem normal. But fuck, that shit ain't. I ain't tryna get myself played. Sorry, but what you both did... That's disgusting me. Im sorry amy, I know you think its all friendly and crap, but theres a limit. We best friends and all, but that really is just disgusting. I guess what goes around comes back around cause I admit I pretty much did the same to ya. We're even now? hah...
I still will love you both very dearly (: I learned to move on and let things go, but I really just don't want to lie to myself making myself believe in lies and look like a fool. I don't. & you should be proud of me on that one (: