Mom is such an ass

I hate it when adults, or MOM, likes to throw random shit out there just to yell at you. Yeep. Like today. They are so fucking ignorant and hardheaded its like "UGH HELLO? DO YOU HEAR WHAT YOU ARE SAYING!? ARE YOU REALLY THE ADULT?"
I sure feel like I know better, a whole lot of the times. I feel like I am the mature one, that I actually think before I speak, well at least more than them! Its soo annoying when they won't listen, and try to make sense when they clearly dont.
I've been planning my trip to arizona for quite awhile now. And I really need the money to buy the plane tickets beforehand before it gets even more expansive. The sad thing is, my check doesn't come in until the beginning of May, and well my other sources of income (like getting reinforced by student gov. or anyone else) is still all iffy. I suppose to have about $360 by the time I collect all of my money.
Blah blah blah so I asked she said no. I didn't exactly keep asking her or bugging her. Its just I want to fucking talk to her you know?! I am here planning a fucking trip like a big girl, without your help I am doing this, and yeah I have an obstacle and I am well yeah trying to get help but then I ain't exactly bugging you about it thats what I am trying to say. I am just there telling you and you go trying to tell me to go during the summer. Well cause its her graduation! DUH! It's not like I haven't told you before, its important! Oh of course you don't know important dates in your life, fuck. You ain't there for any of mines!
Started yelling at me saying that I am stupid that I could be spending more time in the summer, ugh... NO. I have no where to stay! the hell. and then I try telling you that its special, and you go saying "EVERY DAY IS SPECIAL" ....... like I said, you wouldn't know something special even if the whole world told you so. HMPH! I got so mad, She just want to yell yell yell at me for everything, and thats why I don't like being home. I don't like talking to my mom because it ALWAYS ends up as an arguement. What's the fucking point? The family don't even feel like a family, whats the point of being home all the time? & THATS why I am NOT home! She is turning like freaken Sarah & Andrew's mom. She yells at everyone and tries to stuff into everyone's head that she is right. They are so dam stubborn. They yell at ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING. they just want to YELL.
One VERY good example:
She started talking about me not coming home, then how if andrew ever shows up at the house again she will kick him out with a broom. BITCH WE WASN'T EVEN TALKING ABOUT THAT WE WERE TALKIING ABOUT MY FARE TO ARIZONA AND HOW YOU JUST WANT TO ARGUE ALL THE DAM TIME YOU ALWAYS TURN EVERY SINGLE CONVERSATION INTO AN ARGUEMENT!
uggh I am soo mad.. Its just really hard to have respect for someone like that, who I have to call mom, who I have to deal with even when at many times I feel that I am way more mature than her.