I feel like I left a piece of me in Arizona 3 years ago, and this time I brought that piece back to San Francisco with me

It's nice to re-visit the past, and cherish the good times, and remember to learn from our bad times.


Just waiting for the day I can say the same about San Francisco..

This place has its secrets and its gold, but at the moment I guess I am too overwhelmed by everything happening around me that I really won't know what's in front of me till I am gone. Or maybe I do know, I just don't know how to cherish it yet.

A familiar feeling... I feel like I am stuck in a situation where I KNOW what's good and what's bad and I know what I need to do except I don't know how to get there... I cant seem to see the situation at it's purest state because I know the evil that comes along with life and what it has done to me.

Its 4 in the morning, the hell am I talking about.



But sometimes, its good to take a step back and just breathe. Life can really suffocate a girl sometimes. Isn't that ironic?

San Francisco has its charm, don't get it wrong I LOVE it here, it's just the life experience that came with it all and... Honestly When you leave a place, your view of the place changes a whole lot and for me I choose to only remember the good when I leave. I'm waiting for the day when I only remember the goods and say I learned from the bad.




goodnight :)