Lust;

I was riding the bus with a best best best freend of mines (: and we were just talking. Hah well I havnt really got to talk to him in 2 years so chyea!
anyways....
i was on the bus with him. Outa no where he asked if I was a Christian. Well first thought i thought he meant if i was a christian or catholic. And well duh I said yes. "Oh really? you cuss a lot..." =/ ohhh.... Yeah I dont really count myself as a true christian. I still dont believe I am saved yet. I know my own faith... Its something I am working towards. Then he said "& you still have lust". First I was kinda freaked out by that! I was thinking 'GASP! he knew what I did with that girl!?' (lmao. jaykay). But he explained that I still had lust because I was attracted to someone Physically (by looks) and not personally. That I am not liking someone for who they truly are. =/ BAMMM in the face. It got me really thinking...

Whenever we humans are asked of how we are attracted to someone, by looks or by personality. Of course we pick personality! I mean Oh Come On! hahahah. Its what makes us look good. At times we would think 'beauty is just the bonus'. Is it really what we think? I can admit that I am a person who looks for the bonus then try to find the original prize... If you know what I mean. =/