&& I am just so selfish

If I was not in the middle of you guys, you & him would have been all lovey dovey over each other already. We wouldnt had to go through all the drama and heart break && THAT CYCLE. THAT NASTY CYCLE OF ME THEN YOU THEN DRAMA & THEN TRUST. OMFG.
I am sorry, I killed it for you -.-'' I feel so bad because right now I can't even seem to recall anything, like I was in a dream and I really can't remember any of it. I do remember the actions, but I can't remember how he made me felt, how he was so special to me, how he was my day & night, he was my drug. Haha oh nope I can't remember any of that, I just remmeber from all the things I wrote, but I can't remember how I felt toward it. He... Was.


OOppp lost my train of thought. Anywho. I felt like I was being so selfish, because obviously I didn't like him as much as you did. Because even after it all, you still are lingering for him & I am here just homies widd him. One look from him kills you inside... I am sorry. I shouldn't have brought you there yesterday...


Babe don't cry. We don't need to go through all that again. Don't cryy.



Tell me why I like blogging to your more, maybe its because when I say something meaningful like this I can actually think, instead of loosing my train of thoughts when you reply me and contradict me LOL

oh yeah, && new word, I didn't know I knew the word contradict ;3
contradict- to oppose or object

lol another one of those words that pops out in my head, that I didn't know I knew the definition of.